Chapter 1:
Anastasia Ivanova:
Bright light cascaded through the cracks of the thin drapes, nudging me silently awake.
I groaned, turning over to my side, tossing a pillow over my face and refusing to glance at the clock.
I didnāt even want to know what time it was. I knew it had to have been late in the day, since I didnāt get off work until 5 am last night. I had to go back in tonight for another round. Then tomorrow I was back to nursing classes and clinicals and a 12 hour shift on my feet.
But Iād take a 12 hour shift in comfortable gym shoes or crocs compared to a 12 hour day in 5 inch heels.
The clientele was mostly the same at the hospital as it was at the club, but the work was differentāmuch different.
I worked part time at the club but it was more like full time as of late: I worked 4 nights a week at a Russian Club called āPretty Womenā. It was just as the name implied, a strip club and a nightclub filled with a bunch of Eastern European men but mostly frequented by Russians who enjoyed barely clothed Eastern European women dancing to techno music on stage.
I was a server not a stripper, Iām not hating on strippers, everybodyās got to make a living and the strippers make good money at the club.
The reason I work there is because I make good money after all, and Iām mostly broke, mainly because of paying my way through nursing school. I get paid out in cash after every shift, which is a nice perk especially when tax season comes around.
But being a server isnāt as glamorous. Itās similar to being a stripper at the club. I still have to wear skimpy clothing and tramp around in a dress that barely covers my butt and that offers a full view of my cleavage. And donāt even get me started on the 5 inch heels, theyāre impossible to walk in and my feet are covered in blisters at the end of the night no matter what precautions I take.
But I shouldnāt complain, Iām lucky to have a job that pays well and that helps me get through nursing school.
Soon, this will all be a part of my past and I will willingly trade my 5 inch heels for a pair of hospital style crocs. And Iāll be content. Then my real life can finally begin.
But I guess Iām being dramatic, arenāt I? I live a pretty good life as a 22 year old in nursing school. I live with my best friend, Natalya. Weāve known each other since we were kids. Since our parents were friends when we were younger, we became friends. Natalya is like a sister to me, sheās the only family I have left now that my parents died. So it was only fitting that we live our adult lives together.
But I guess Iām not completely aloneā I sort of have a boyfriend too, who happens to be one of the new resident doctors at Vonberg Hospital in the Bronx. I met him when I first started clinicals about 2 months ago, and the rest is history. His name is Carter, heās super American, which Iām not completely used to since I was raised by two Russians who would bleed for their country and culture, but heās different from most men, especially Russian men. Carter is wellā heās softer than Iām used to. Heās more carefree, he likes smiling and joking, he doesnāt care if Iām dolled up all the time, and he drives a Prius (heās environmentally conscious while being health conscious). Like I said, much different than Russian men.
Russian men are soāwell rough. Rough is probably the primary word to describe them. They donāt smile or joke often, they enjoy clogging their arteries by eating dumplings and high-fat meats, they love overly loud and screeching techno music just as much as they love strippers or women in general, and they most certainly do not drive Priuses.
But even though Carter is greatāand safe, well educated, and he seems to be a decent enough guyā thereās just something about him that screams āheās not right for youā. Maybe itās the fact heās never made me cum and Iāve had to fake orgasms? Heās not bad at sex. Well heās not horrible at sex, but I donāt have it in me to tell him I didnāt cum so I pretend that I do, like most women. Or maybe itās the fact that thereās just something about his love that doesnāt feel genuine? Thereās something off about his affection. Or maybe Iām just overthinking this entire thing and trying to ruin a good thing with a normal guy who happens to be American, and not Russian.
But my thoughts were interrupted by a rapid knock upon my door.
āGood morning!ā Natalya happily chimed as she skipped into my room.
Natalya worked last night just like I did, and Iām sure her feet were sore and bleeding but she still was as cheerful as ever. Even beyond her merriment, I could see the tiredness beneath her eyes. Dark circles and puffiness surrounded the white skin underneath her eyes.
āItās too early for happiness, Natalya!ā I groaned and threw the pillow back over my head.
She chuckled and took a seat next to me on the bed. āItās never too early!ā She brought the coffee cup to her lips and took a generous swig. āBesides Iāve had at least two cups of coffee and I am in desperate need of a new wardrobe.ā
I rolled my eyes. Natalya loved shopping. She loved it so much she insisted on going to the store or ordering clothes online at least twice a week. She was always the best dressed of the girls at the club with the newest outfits or makeup.
And while I chose to spend my money on school, Natalya chose to spend her money on items. To each your own!
āFine,ā I shrugged, deciding not to argue. I was already up and I needed to stop thinking about Carter, and trying to ruin a good thing anyways. Besides, shopping always made Natalya happy and maybe she needed a āpick me upā.
āYou, not arguing?ā Natalya laughed, side-eyeing me from the distance.
āI know, shocking,ā I teased back, pushing my blonde hair behind my back. I curled my hair yesterday, and thank god for hairspray, because the curls still were intact.
āMaybe you could even buy something for once. You could use a new dress,ā Natalya quipped, sticking out her tongue at me.
Sheās right. I could use a new dress. Maybe something festive for the upcoming holiday season even. āWeāll see. Now I need a coffee before we freeze our butts off!ā I pressed my feet into the ground and into a standing position.
āYou almost act as if youāre not Russian! Afraid of the cold,ā she mocked, teasing me. āWe are born in the cold!ā She laughed easily, her light brown hair spilling beyond her back as she followed me into the kitchen.
āOh, sue me for needing a warm coat and a hot cup of coffee,ā I rolled my eyes, as I grabbed a cup from the cabinet and poured myself a cup of scolding coffee then offered Natalya another cup which she happily accepted.
Natalya took a seat at the table and propped her feet up on a nearby chair. āHow much did you make last night?ā
I pressed my back into the kitchen countertop, clutching the cup of coffee in my free hand. āA little over a grand,ā I replied, bringing the coffee cup to my lips and taking a generous swig. Ah, the hot coffee tasted amazing.
Natalya pressed her feet into the ground, stirring excitedly from my response. Her blue eyes met mine, āYouāre kidding, right?ā
I shrugged, taking another sip of the coffee. āNope.ā
āLucky bitch!ā she clapped. āI knew I shouldāve dyed my hair back blonde for the holidays. All Russians love blondes, and the club will be packed in a few weeks. Thatās itā Iām making a hair appointment!ā she chimed, getting to her feet and pacing around.
āI mustāve just served the right tables,ā I mentioned, trying to make her feel better. But I knew why I made more money than she did last night.
Iāve been making more money than her for almost a month now, ever since Alexei Sokolov became the new Pakhan of the Russian mafia New York syndicate. He was basically the dark haired prince of New York.
The Bratva, otherwise known as our mafia in Russia, is alive and well in America, especially in New York. The last Pakhan before Alexei was his father, Igor, but he was older and did not come around the club as often. He mainly kept the club for revenue and for money laundering and Bratva meetings. But Alexei was there almost daily, watching me silently, never saying more than a thank you or a nod. But even if he refused to speak, his eyes said everything for him. He always left me large tips, it was more money than he left the other women, and I could not understand why. But I couldnāt complain or tell the other girls. They would just be jealous and assume Iām fucking him, which Iām sure some of them are already doing and without the big payouts. So, I took the money in silence and kept my head down and focused on work and school, and well the āsort ofā boyfriend I had at home. Besides, men like Alexei were not interested in relationships, they were barely interested in keeping women for more than one night. I couldnāt allow myself to be disillusioned and believe there was anything else between us besides a sex appeal.
āLucky bitch. Iām still going to dye my hair back blonde!ā Natalya replied, as she finished her cup of coffee and rinsed the cup in the sink. āSee you in 15 minutes!ā she rang out before she hurried back to her room to get ready for our shopping day.
I finished my coffee, washed my glass, and decided that Natalya was right. I could use a new dress after all, maybe even two. I was ahead of my nursing school payments after all and the rest of my bills, so shopping seemed like a much deserved treat.









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