Yes? No. It's Complicated
November 2024 - July 2025
Lying in the soft glow of my window
Drifting off to sleep
There's a patch of sky that's the same colour as your eyes
And it's so pretty
I wanna go back to then,
Pretend I can feel your arms around me again
That's all it was, pretend
It was all we could have
But maybe I still have the words you said,
The letters you left me
Maybe I still could pretend
That you're still with me
Because I can't wait and see
Do you remember when it was as easy as “Yes,” like
"I’ll be there for you no questions"?
I wish I could go back to then, back to when
I took perfection for granted, took you for granted
She's crazy and I hate her
I heard he was scary
But she loves me, so I love her
And he's actually pretty sweet
She's always there for me
She'll do it, no questions
I can't imagine how lost I'd be
Without her, her suggestions
And she said,
"It's not goodbye,
I'll be with you in no time"
Why here is there nothing about you?
Do you remember when it was as easy as "Yes," like
I'll be there for you no questions?
I wish I could go back to then, back to when
I took perfection for granted, took you for granted
I feel like I've betrayed you
And maybe myself too
How could I let
Myself forget
The page was blank
At the time I thought
It didn't matter what you'd say
I guess it was stupid to think you'd be there with me always
I thought I hated it
I thought I hated you
It was beautiful, but I didn't know
You said you were happy to see me
I just remember the glow
Of those autumn days
Because I was happy too
Do you remember when it was as easy as “Yes,” like
“I’ll be there for you no questions”?
I wish I could go back to then, back to when
I took perfection for granted, took you for granted
You said you wished you could show me what it was like
But you didn't so
Now I'll never know
If I saw you now I know what you'd say
I don't want to think about it
But it's in my mind anyways
"Yes?
No."
"It's
Complicated"
"Guess
You
Don't
Care to explain?"
Because "it was never up to us anyways"
Do you remember when it was as easy as “Yes,” like
“I’ll be there for you no questions”?
I wish I could go back to then, back to when
I took perfection for granted, took you for granted
