The beginning
22 years ago, there was a middle class family stays in small house with little happiness. In this story The main character name called “Angel” she had one elder sister and she leaves with her mother and father and also with her grandmother(ammama). When Angel born everyone are not very happy in her family. But Angel eyes are little bigger compared to other children such a charming face, skin thin brownish, attractive round face, black hair, black eyeball and smile on face always. She’s not too fat too thin, very joyfull, hyper active, chatter box, but also she is not perfect as everyone wish. Only angel’s mother liking her personality compared to other family members, and also Angel’,s uncle who is brother of angel’s mother. He keep calling Angel as doll and he used to play with her very much except her mother and uncle everybody is teasing her color and appearance but in infront of her they will not say anything but behind, she used to hear those hurting words.
Angel was just six years old when she used to travel with her granny to give company for her grandmother and this is the age where Angel knowing, identifying and also start remembering things in her mind. She was very small and she loves to travel and make new friends to enjoy every moment she spent. Angel also very kind and helping hands who thinks always positively about herself and also about orhers.
CHAPTER 1
Ondeday when Angel travels with her ammama (Granny) from one place to other, she felt very embarrassing for the first time in her life, might she felt before when she was small but at this age she is not aware of anything actually when she is traveling with her ammama, the bus will be full of people and there will be no place to sit. And there was one man who looks very young and he maybe just 20 or 22 is like village guy and illiterate who always chewing gutka or tambaku in his mouth, his eyes are red in color, he looks indescent. The man will be looking at angel with the different intention and angel will not be knowing what is happening so he thought to ask permission with ammama to call angel and he wants to make her sit on his lap. But the grandmother thought he is very kind and he wants to help her granddaughter granny send angel to that man to keep her on his lap and also Angel is very small she cannot stand for a long journey. Angel happily went to that man and sat on his lap comfortably but that man is very traumatic and he started using his hands to touch angels private part without notice of angel’s grandmother. He used to press harshly in very unusual way but angel felt very uncomfortable and she thought something is not going good, she quickly ran to her ammama, again granny tells angel to go and sit with young man to be safe in the bus, Angel refuse to go with the man her grandmother was sending her to him again and again because grandmother was not knowing and even Angel was not knowing what to do and whom to tell.
Till she get down she was sitting on the lap of the man multiple times, she was so scared and she was not able to tell young man and also to her grandmother Angel is in her hard situation she is not knowing how to express her feeling she said it was unbearable pain in that part even got infected for few days.
Her harsh face of life journey started in the age of six like this. She not enjoyed anything liek other kids and she totally changes her mind from childhood itself. In her home only she, mother, sister and grandmother will be there her father will be in different country, he comes once or twice in a year, her father had more than two wives and not taking care of Angel’s family in good way, her mother works hard and feed the entire family her father having too many families angel’s family is not loved by her father because both are girls. Her mother’s marriage was forcefully done by the grandparents, so whenever he comes he goes to other families more than Angel’s family and she didn’t get much love and affection from her father which she badly craved for. From childhood she had negative thoughts on men in the society.
