Feelings
“Feelings"
I will never be good enough, will I?
I always let my feelings get to my head.
You hurt me badly,
So all I could do was cry in my bed.
Demons surrounded my overall thinking,
Causing it to be blurry and hazy,
People told me it’s normal to have feelings,
But to be coated with anger and rage,
Is not human.
Hasn’t someone noticed that I’m a normal human being?
I have feelings too, you know.
Maybe I’m not good enough for any reason you give me.
Shows how much you cared.
I’m strong, hardheaded like a steel bark tree.
But am I cold and calculating? What did I do to deserve this? WHAT did I do?
Why am I being treated this way?
I guess your feelings weren’t true.
You told me “Dont worry about it.”
Are you crazy? How am I not supposed to worry about something like this?
Your feelings are absurd. Obsolete.
If I’m not good enough for you,
How am I good enough for anyone else?
Freak this stuff.
I love how i’ve been played so many times,
Like a animal in your circus,
But still fell for your crazy act.
I shouldn’t even listen to your pleas.
I’m done.
So done. My feelings have loosened.
Just leave me alone.
I feel like it’s best.
Cause in the end,
You gave my feelings quite the test.
