We Were Never Meant to Survive

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Summary

A dark fantasy boys-love polyamory epic!! In a world where magic is outlawed, love between men is condemned, and monsters wear crowns, six cursed souls are forced to run, not just from the world, but from the ghosts in their own bodies. --- Lirael, an exiled elven prince who erased his past to survive. Raveena, a demon whose love burns brighter than the hellfire in his veins. Silen, a fairy seer haunted by dreams of inevitable death. Zevri, his chaotic twin brother, who lies to hide the truth he doesn't remember. Maelen, a warlock who escaped prison by selling a piece of his soul. Caelus, a fallen angel who was sent to kill them-- but fell in love instead. Bound by a soul curse, haunted by gods, kings, and their own regrets, these six men must fight for something the world says they don't deserve: freedom, love, and each other. But every power has a price. Every touch threatens their unraveling. And the deeper they fall into one another, the closer they come to a secret that could destroy them all-- They were never meant to survive. So they'll burn the world to make sure they do.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
17
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Arc I: The Beginning . . .

A shattered cathedral floating in a void of golden haze. The air hums with static. The stained glass windows show scenes that shift when you're not looking. Caelus kneels before a burning throne. Light leaks from the cracks in the stone like blood.


GOD (voice layered, as if many speak at once): "Stillness is disobedience, Caelus. Your silence echoes louder than war."


Caelus (head bowed): "I waited for your word."


GOD: "You waited for certainty. How human of you."


A long pause. The only sound is the low toll of a bell that does not exist.


Caelus (measured): "Tell me what must be done."


GOD: "They walk in skin not meant for them. They breathe magic that should not breathe back. They are born out of rot, ruin, rebellion, and worse... love."


Caelus (tensing): "Names?"


GOD: "Names mean nothing. Faces shift. Truth bends. You will know them not by what they are... but by what they carry."


Caelus (quiet): "What do they carry?"


GOD: "Each one holds a thread. Cut it, and the tapestry burns. Let it weave, and the patterns awakens."


Caelus: "...Am I to end them?"


GOD (smiling through their many voices): "Endings are for mortals, little star. You will unmake them."


Caelus (looking up now, eyes faintly glowing): "If I refuse?"


GOD (softly): "You won't."


A faint sound -- like wings folding. The God leans forward. Their face is unreadable, shifting. A thousand dead languages whisper Caelus's name at once.


GOD: "You will know them by the way your soul trembles. You will know them by the ache in your chest. And when you do.. do not falter. Do not love them." (beat) "You were not made for love."


The light flares. Caelus winces. Something is branded into his spine. The mark will burn when he gets near them.


Caelus (soft, strained): "...Yes, my god."


Cut to black. Silence. Then:


The scream of a city in flames. Boots in ash. Caelus, breathless, eyes wide. He sees someone through the smoke--


"You---"


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The ruins of an abandoned roadside shrine, long since swallowed by a dying forest. Twilight bleeds through the trees like bruised light. Caelus follows the burning pain in his spine, the mark pulsing with every step. He's been hunting for hours. And now...


The shrine was dead. What little light filtered through the blackened trees painted the stone in shades of grief. Vines clawed through the cracks, and shattered offerings littered the altar like forgotten sins.


Caelus stepped forward, hand on his blade, wings tucked tight to his back.


The mark on his spine throbbed -- searing. Someone was near.


He didn't hear the boy until it was too late.


A click. A whir. Something snapped tight around his ankle, and before he could react, he was upside down, yanked into the air by a spell slicked vine trap.


He didn't yell. Just dangled, grim and upside down, as a slow clap echoed from the shadows.


???: "Well, that's new. They usually scream."


A figure emerged, sauntering with the lazy grace of someone who'd never known fear -- or respected consequences.


His hair was silver, streaked with lavender, chaotic curls spilling over one shoulder. His eyes were violet and sharp like broken glass, rimmed in shimmering shadow that sparkled even in the dying light. Tiny markings, like glittering constellations --- danced along his collarbone and neck, pulsing faintly with magic. Wings fluttered behind him, translucent and jagged, like fractured dragonfly glass dipped in oil slick shimmer.


Barefoot. Shirt undone. Several stolen rings clinking on his fingers. He looked like he had no business surviving out here. And yet... he moved like a predator dressed in whimsy.


He tilted his head.


???: "You're either really stupid or really unlucky."


Caelus said nothing, body tense, hand still reaching for a weapon he couldn't access while dangling like a cursed fruit.


The boy gave a low whistle and sauntered closer, eyes scanning Caelus slowly--- too slowly. There was a mischief in his expression, but something else under it. Wariness, maybe. Hunger? Recognition?


???: "Hmmm. Pretty. Angry. Tall. Silent." he leaned in whispering: "Let me guess. You're here to kill someone?"


Caelus's voice was calm and flat:


Caelus: "Let me down."


??? (grinning): "Oh, you're no fun."


With a flick of his fingers, the vine snapped. Caelus dropped, landing hard but poised, blade drawn before he even breathed.


The boy didn't flinch.


???: "Oooh. Wings and everything. A real fallen. Haven't seen one of your kind since ... well. Nevermind."


He circled Caelus now, fingers tucked behind his back, boots still missing, clearly unfazed.


???: "Funny thing though... you don't smell like Heaven. You smell like a dying star. All burnt out and bitter."


He stops right behind Caelus.


"So. What are you hunting, wing boy?"


Caelus turned slowly, eyes narrowing.


Caelus: "I don't owe you answers."


???: "Mmm. Not yet."


He leaned back against a broken column and popped something shiny in his mouth--- a stolen candy from a merchant, judging by the wrapper.


???: "You're terrible at sneaking, by the way. Lucky it was me who found you. Most people out here would gut a pretty thing like you for your wings."


Caelus stepped forward, blade to his throat in a blink.


Caelus: "Are you trying to get killed?"


The boy didn't move. Just smiled, slow and sharp.


???: "Depends. Are you trying to fall in love?"


Caelus froze.


And that was when the mark on his back burned--- hot, alive, aware. His soul surged like it recognized something before his brain did.


The boy stared at him like he knew exactly what just happened.


??? (softly, with a flicker of something real): "Huh. So, it's you."


Caelus said nothing. His hand didn't lower the blade. His eyes didn't blink.


???: "Name's Zevri" he smirked "You gonna kill me now, or do I get to watch you brood some more?"


Forest shrine ruins. Just moments after Zevri introduces himself. Caelus still locked in inner chaos. His soul is screaming. His god's words echo like a curse. He doesn't see the danger. but Zevri does.


Caelus didn't move.


Zevri had stopped grinning.


The forest had gone too quiet.


The leaves no longer rustled. The birds weren't singing. The trees... were breathing.


"So, you gonna kill me, wing boy?"


Zevri's words had already been forgotten by Caelus, who was too busy trying to decode the searing truth etched into his bones.


You will know them by the ache in your chest...


His grip on the blade loosened slightly, not from mercy--- from confusion. From something he couldn't name.


That's when Zevri's ears twitched.


And his smile dropped.


Zevri (low): "You dumb, star-blind bastard. Move."


Caelus didn't react fast enough.


A blur of bark and bone shot from the treeline --- a forest beast warped by old magic, all antlers and mouths. Its body was stitched together with roots and rotten iron. Dozens of eyes blinked across its hide. It came down from the trees like a falling god.


Caelus turned too late---


---and Zevri was already in the air.


Zevri: "I just got out of a vine trap, you suicidal choir dropout!"


A blast of glittering magic exploded from Zevri's palms --- a burst of concussive pixie force that hit the creature mid-lunge, knocking it sideways into a half-collapsed shrine wall. The wall exploded into dust and vines.


Caelus stumbled back, wings flared, finally catching up.


The beast recovered instantly.


Zevri landed, eyes glowing violet now, hands brimming with unstable, sparkling energy. He looked furious and too excited.


Zevri: "You wanna help anytime, feathers?"


Caelus regained his footing and changed, blade singing, slashing across the beast's leg --- bark cracked, bone snapped --- but it wasn't enough. The creature screamed, all mouths open, all eyes bleeding.


It lunged again-- this time for Zevri.


Caelus moved on instinct.


He tackled Zevri out of the way. They crashed into the moss, tangled, breathless.


For a second, they just stared at each other.


Zevri's hand was on Caelus's chest. Caelus's wing was half-wrapped around him.


The beast snarled, preparing again.


Zevri (grinning despite himself): "Well, well. You do care."


Caelus stood, back to him now, blade ready.


Caelus (growling): "Shut up."


Zevri (behind him, casting a charge spell): "Make me."


Together, they moved.


Magic and blade. Chaos and precision. Light and shadow. They didn't defeat the beast completely-- it escaped, wounded, crashing into the deeper dark of the woods-- but they survived.


Breathing hard. Standing in ruin. Again.


Caelus (gritted): "You should've run."


Zevri (brushing dirt off his bare chest): "And miss your brooding little death spiral? Tempting, but nah."


He paused, looked at Caelus again. That playful look gone for just a second.


Zevri: "You, okay?"


Caelus didn't answer.


Because he wasn't.


And that scared him more than the beast ever did.








AN: hehe first chapter out, off to a good start already...




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