What happened in Bangkok stays in Bangkok

Airin had her tongue wrapped around June’s, she fisted her long wavy hair, yanked it, as her head angled up properly, giving her more access to her mouth.

The slurps and moans from their kisses echoed in the hotel room, turning them on the more.

Slowly Airin leaned in, lowering June on the bed. Her leg went between her thighs as she towered over her.

June hastily picked at Airin’s LV shirt buttons, her back arched in want as she steadily crossed her legs around Airin’s back.

Airin thought she would soon go crazy. She had imagined this moment for years, yet the real thing felt completely different.

Every time June pulled her tighter, kissing her back in want, urging her to touch her too, Airin thought it was a dream.

It was no news to everyone that Airin was only interested in girls. Even June’s boyfriend, Dan, knew this.

His insecure ass never liked her. Threatened by her wealthy background, he would always find ways to occupy all of June’s time.

But no one except her knew that June wasn’t straight, heck she wasn’t even bi.

She was a closeted gay, afraid of being abandoned by her conservative family and judged by her friends.

She couldn’t help it, she just loved her family too much.

June was everybody’s friend. A social butterfly with red wavy long hair, and a smile so bright that you’d feel good after a bad day, just by seeing it.

Her voice was the softest, apart from her body, she seemed ignorant of her qualities as she’d always cling around people like a child, making them cherish her.

She could imagine how shocked everyone would be to see that bright lotus aggressively sucking on her clit.

Swiftly, Airin turned her over, grabbing her two soft molds. They were already stripped bare on the white wrinkled sheets.

“Ahh! It hurts.” Her soft voice floated through Airin ears, urging her demons to torment her the more.

June’s hands were locked above her head. Airin chomped down on her full round boobs, aggressively biting and licking her hardened nipples. Her grey eyes turned a shade darker at the thought of Dan seeing June in her glorious state.

She was fighting against asking her, and then claiming her so she’d know whose girl she was.

But she couldn’t.

She feared June would wake up and push her away. And they’ll have to go back to pretending, they were just best friends.

For all she knew, ever since she realized her feelings for this friend ten years ago, she hated that word.

Bestfriends.

And it didn’t help that she knew June was gay. It only gave her hope that maybe one day, June would look at her.

Maybe tonight was it.

However, she forgot just how stubborn her friend could be.

It even took her two months to convince her to follow her to Thailand. Because June was afraid a fun city like Bangkok would drive her to do something crazy.

The resounding tone from June’s phone rang out, making them freeze.

Their eyes were still closed, unwilling to separate. Their breaths fanned against their faces as they stayed in the same position.

Slowly, Airin opened her eyes, meeting the brightest blue eyes she’d ever fallen in love with. She sat back up unlocking their hands, her gaze never leaving June’s.

June could see that she was pissed at the interruption, the way her eyes rolled while she pushed her, now messy black hair, back in pure frustration.

It bounced back perfectly, showcasing her full wolf cut hair with highlights that matched June’s hair.

She stared back at Airin who looked at her like she wasn’t letting her go.

Miki Matsubara’s stay with me kept playing, oblivious to atmosphere.

“Get off.”

Hoarse and cold.

Airin's heart sank. She was unwilling to go back to being just best friends.

June cleared her throat, moving to sit up but was pushed back, her hands locked above her head. She gasped, baffled at Airin’s reaction.

Airin was always calm headed since she knew her. She didn’t like to stress over things.

She always said, “If it happened, it happened, move on.”

But what was she doing now?

“Rin, get off. My phone’s ringing.” June said through gritted teeth. She was now feeling the cold temperature.

Seeing her shivering, Airin let go. She came down walking towards the glass table, the wide room suddenly felt small. Then she grabbed the remote control, switching off the air conditioner.

She stood there hugging herself as she watched June pick up the phone, throwing on her spaghetti mini red dress.

Her stomach twisted listening to June. That same mouth that sucked her there was now professing love to another.

“Yeah baby, see you tomorrow. I love you!”

The line went off.

June stood there towards the wall. She was unable to face her best friend.

She didn’t know how it led to that, they were just talking about being friends forever when Airin suddenly kissed her.

She didn’t even know why she kissed back.

Everything was wrong. She wasn’t supposed to be interested in a girl, especially her best friend.

She needed to clear this up.

“Airin, we—” June turned around, ready to draw the line when out of nowhere Airin pushed her, her back slammed against the wall.

She didn’t have time to recover when Airin crashed her lips against hers, pressing in desperately.

Her tongue slipped in easily, ignoring June’s pleas and struggles.

She knew they wouldn’t be able to go back to normal, not after tonight.

She loved her too much to act unaffected. Thailand wasn’t just a trip, she had planned to confess her feelings but couldn’t find the right time.

Today was the last day of their trip and they would be back home the next day.

As best friends.

A tear dropped on June’s skin, her body stilled, confused about what was wrong with her best friend.

Then Airin moved back, staring into June’s eyes, her tears dropped one after the other.

June felt something stirred in her heart, her hands raised, hesitating, and then it rested on Airin’s cheeks, softly wiping her teardrops like they were precious pearls.

“I love you.” Airin’s voice cracked in the room like thunder.

Slowly June’s hand dropped. She didn’t know what to say.

She had nothing to say.

“I love you June. Please be with me.” Now her tears were falling as her voice cracked. June just rested on the wall, looking everywhere but her.

“I don’t like y—”

Airin slammed her hand on the wall making June jolt, still pinned between her.

“Stop being a fucking coward already! You’d say that to every girl who likes you!” It was as if Airin’s screw turned loose.

She clasped June’s cheeks between her fingers, pinching it as she shouted.

“You don’t like me?! This mouth was fucking me few minutes ago yet you say you don’t —”

Embarrassed at being called out, she pushed Airin with so much force that she fell.

“It was just… a physical reaction, you… you know how it works!” She stuttered, her hands pinching the sides of her dress.

She hated this.

Airin stared at June and for the first she hated herself for loving her.

“I hate you.” Her voice broke.

She knew she didn’t. She just wanted to at least hurt her the same way June constantly hurt her.

June's face fell, affected by Airin’s words.

Suddenly Airin stood up, putting on her shirt and jeans. She scampered towards the corner where their arranged luggage stood.

“What…what are you doing?! Are you leaving? Airin!” Panicking, June rushed towards her, holding down her luggage.

“Rin, please calm down. We’ll be leaving tomorrow morning. Just stay the —”

“And what? Sleep next to my best friend on the same bed, even though we almost fucked few minutes ago?!! Fuck you June!”

Airin pushed June away, turning towards the door. June's eyes reddened as she stayed on the floor watching her leave.

She tried again, her voice cracking, “Airin…”

“I don’t want to see you ever again.” Her stepped marched away, the door slamming shut.

The words cut June deep but one could surely tell how broken Airin was.