Chapter 1
Rain splattered against the windowpanes in rhythmic, relentless sheets, turning the world outside into a blur of grey and green. Inside the locker room, the air was thick with the scents of damp earth, sweat, and the clean tang of liniment. A chorus of voices and the rhythmic thud of a ball being kicked against a metal locker created a chaotic symphony that was the lifeblood of the team.
Through it all, Marcus sat motionless on the worn wooden bench. His brown hair, usually meticulously styled to hang over his eyes, was now plastered to his forehead with sweat and rain. He tugged at the sleeve of his hoodie, a gesture as automatic as breathing, trying to shrink into himself. The black fabric was a familiar armor, its worn softness a small comfort against the cacophony of the team around him.
He’d been part of the Wild Soccer Bunch for a year now. A year. And still, the locker room felt like a foreign country where he didn’t speak the language.
How did I get here? Marcus wondered, not for the first time. The memory was vivid, a stark contrast to the muffled present.
A year ago, he’d been invisible. Just another ghost haunting the school’s hallways, hood up, headphones on, a walking void where personality was supposed to be. He ate lunch alone, sat in the back of every class, and perfected the art of being unnoticeable. His only sanctuary was the old, forgotten pitch, a patch of overgrown grass and mud where he could practice, alone, after everyone else had gone home. That’s where Marlon had found him.
Marlon. The sun around which the school’s social system orbited. Effortlessly charismatic, with a smile that could charm teachers and girls into believing whatever nonsense he was spinning that day. He’d been everything Marcus wasn’t: bright, loud, and everywhere at once.
Marcus had been diving for a ball, a desperate, muddy lunge that had left him splattered on the wet ground, when a shadow fell over him. Marlon had stood there, rain dripping from his golden hair, looking down at him not with pity, but with something worse: a calculating assessment.
“You’ve got hands,” Marlon had said, his voice cutting through the downpour.
Marcus had just stared, mud trickling down his cheek, his heart hammering against his ribs. He’d scrambled to his feet, wiping his hands on his already ruined jeans, feeling stripped bare under Marlon’s gaze.
“We need a keeper,” Marlon had continued, taking a step closer. His presence was an overwhelming force. “Our last one graduated. You’re playing tomorrow.”
It wasn’t an invitation. It was a command. And Marcus, with his lack of self-confidence and an inability to refuse any demand framed as a direct order, had found himself nodding. Saying no to Marlon was like trying to stop the rain.
And so, here he was. A year later. Still the quiet one, the ‘emo’ as some of them still called him affectionately, the wall of black at the back of their formation.
A sudden whoop of laughter from across the room pulled Marcus back to the present. Leon, the team’s captain, with his serious demeanour, was trying to outline their strategy for the next match, while Dennis was attempting to balance a water bottle on his head. Jojo stood between them with a long-suffering sigh.
“Focus, you two!” Leon’s voice cut through the din, though there was no real heat in it. “This is important.”
“So is my record,” Dennis shot back, wobbling slightly. “Three minutes, twelve seconds. Beat that, Capitán.”
“You’re an idiot,” Leon muttered.
Amidst the familiar chaos, another figure was moving quietly through the room. Raban. He was gathering stray cones and balls, his movements economical and graceful. He was observant, often fading into the background, much like Marcus himself.
Raban glanced up, his eyes, a shade of green that reminded Marcus of moss after rain, meeting Marcus’s for the briefest of moments. A small, almost imperceptible nod was exchanged before Raban looked away, continuing his task.
The team gradually drifted from the main locker area into the back room, a sanctuary of worn-out couches, a flickering television, and the promise of hot chocolate from the small kitchenette. The noise level didn’t drop, but it changed, becoming more muffled, more comfortable. Marcus waited until the last of them had filed out before he followed, lingering in the doorway.
He watched as Raban expertly navigated the cramped kitchenette, making mugs of hot chocolate with an ease that spoke of long practice. He was handing them out, a small smile on his face as he bantered with the others. When he reached Marcus, he paused.
“Here,” Raban said, holding out a mug. The warmth seeped through the ceramic and into Marcus’s cold fingers. “You look like you could use this.”
Marcus just nodded. He wrapped both hands around the mug, letting the heat chase away the chill. The game on the television was a distant roar, a backdrop to the crunch of chips and the easy banter flowing between the team. Marcus sat on the arm of one of the sofas, sipping his hot chocolate, a silent observer to their rituals.
“See that? That’s what I’m talking about,” Leon declared, pointing a chip at the screen as a player executed a perfect slide tackle. “Discipline. That’s what we need more of.”
“What we need is more goals,” Dennis countered, through a mouthful chips. “And less of your pre-game speeches. They put us all to sleep.”
“They put you to sleep because you have the attention span of a gnat,” Leon retorted, swatting Dennis’s leg.
The back door creaked open, and in stepped a figure dripping wet, bringing with him a gust of wind and the smell of a real storm breaking outside. Willi. The man wasn’t their official trainer, not in any paid capacity, but he was the heart of their little team. A former professional who’d had his career cut short by a knee injury, he’d taken them under his wing, a gruff, weather-beaten father figure with a surprisingly soft spot for their motley crew.
“Alright, you lot,” he grumbled, shaking water from his coat like a dog, spraying droplets over the nearest players. “Don’t you have homes to go to? The place is flooding out there.”
“We’re watching tactics, Willi,” Leon said with mock seriousness, earning an eyeroll.
“Tactics, my ass” Willi snorted, but a smile played on his lips. He made a beeline for the kitchenette, no doubt to make himself a strong coffee.
The storm’s fury was suddenly audible above the television’s commentary, a low rumble of thunder that vibrated through the floorboards. A particularly loud clap made the lights flicker. Willi reappeared from the kitchenette, mug in hand, and looked around the room, his gaze lingering on their bikes, which were piled haphazardly outside by the door. He sighed, a deep, long-suffering sound.
“Right, forget it.” he announced, a note of finality in his voice. “Nobody’s going anywhere in that. You can all camp out here tonight.”A chorus of cheers erupted. Willi held up a hand to silence them.
“Means you lot help me drag out the mattresses and sleeping bags from the storage room. And no-one, and I mean no-one, touches my good whisky.” He looked pointedly at Marlon as he said it.
Vanessa, who had been quietly dismantling Dennis’s water bottle tower, let out a whoop of delight. She was the only girl on the team, a fact that was often forgotten in the heat of a game. Her long hair was always scraped back into a practical knot, a black bandanna keeping stray strands from her face. There was nothing delicate about her; she played with the determination of a small bulldozer and could swear with a creativity that made even Willi raise an eyebrow.
“Last one to the storage room has to take the couch with the springs!” she yelled.
With a mad scramble of shouting and laughter, the team surged out of the back room, leaving Marcus and Raban in their wake. Marcus remained on the arm of the sofa, the forgotten hot chocolate now cold in his hands. He watched the empty doorway, a familiar knot of anxiety tightening in his stomach.
He felt a light touch on his shoulder and flinched. It was Raban. He hadn’t even heard him move.“They’re noisy, aren’t they?” Raban said, his voice a low counterpoint to the storm raging outside. Marcus just shrugged, a barely perceptible movement of his shoulders. He didn’t know how to respond to questions like that. Noisy was an understatement. Chaotic. Overwhelming. All words that described the team, and all words that described how he felt most of the time.
Raban’s gaze was steady, those moss-green eyes seeming to see past the black hoodie and the guarded expression. He gestured with his chin towards the empty room.
“Come on,” he said, his tone gentle. “We should probably help before they break something.”
A ghost of a smile touched Marcus’s lips, so fleeting it was almost gone before it appeared. He set the mug down on a nearby table and followed Raban out of the room.
The storage room was a scene of controlled chaos. Mattresses were being dragged out, unfurling with soft thuds, and sleeping bags were being claimed with boisterous arguments.
“You,” Marlon said, pointing at Marcus as he and Raban entered. “You’re on the corner. No one can see you there, you’ll love it.”
It was meant as a joke, but it landed a little too close to the truth for Marcus. He ducked his head, reaching for a rolled-up sleeping bag. Raban was already there, picking up two at once. “I’ll take that,” Raban said, taking the one from Marcus’s hands. “You can help me find a spot for them. Away from the snorers.” He cast a meaningful look at Dennis.
As they found a space between the two sofas, Raban spoke again, his voice quiet and meant only for Marcus. “You know, Marlon’s an idiot, but he’s not wrong about your skills. You were incredible today.”
The praise caught Marcus off guard. People commented on Dennis’ goals or on Leon’s leadership. His saves were just a necessity, a given. He unrolled the sleeping bag with more force than necessary, focusing on the task. “It was just luck,” he mumbled, the words barely audible over the renewed sounds of the team settling in.
“It wasn’t luck,” Raban countered, shaking out his own sleeping bag.
Marcus didn’t have an answer for that. He just shrugged again, the familiar gesture a shield against further attention. He could feel Raban’s eyes on him, but he kept his own fixed on the fabric of the sleeping bag, zipping and unzipping the side pocket just to have something to do with his hands.
Willi, meanwhile, had claimed the one comfortable armchair, a large book in his lap. He watched them with an amused expression as they fought over prime sleeping spots. Leon was trying to enforce some sort of order, creating a rough map of who slept where, but it was a losing battle. Eventually, a semblance of a layout emerged. The couches were taken by the loudest ones. Leon and Vanessa.
The storm outside had lessened to a steady, heavy rain.
Willi finally levered himself out of the armchair, the springs groaning in protest. “Right,” he announced, his voice carrying a tired finality. “I’m off to my camper. Try not to burn the place down.” His gaze swept over the room, a silent warning in his eyes. “And I mean it about the whisky.”
With a final, weary nod, he was gone, the back door clicking shut behind him and leaving them to their own devices.
The silence after the door clicked shut lasted for approximately three seconds. Then, as if a switch had been flipped, the energy in the room shifted. Marlon, who had been slouched against a wall, shot upright, a predatory grin spreading across his face. He disappeared into the small kitchenette and emerged a moment later holding up a bottle of clear spirit and a half-empty carton of orange juice. “Alright, animals,” he called out, his voice brimming with mischief. “Time to commence operations.”
A collective groan went up from the couch, but it was laced with excitement. Dennis scrambled off the floor, nearly tripping over a sleeping bag. “Is that Willi’s secret stash?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know,” Marlon smirked, setting the bottle down on the small coffee table with a thud. He started rummaging through cupboards. “Now, where does he keep the glasses...”
One by one, mismatched mugs and glasses were filled with a dubious-looking orange concoction. Marlon played bartender, pouring with a generous hand. He thrust a glass towards Vanessa, who took it with a smirk. Dennis accepted his with a reverential bow. Leon just sighed, but he didn’t refuse when a glass was placed in front of him.
Then Marlon turned to Marcus, who was still sitting on the floor by the sleeping bags. Marlon held out a glass for him.
“Your turn, wallflower.”
Marcus shook his head. He didn’t want it. He didn’t like the way it made people louder, more unpredictable. He liked being in control of the few things he could control.
“Oh, come on,” Marlon pressed, leaning over him. “Live a little.”
“Leave him be, Marlon,” Raban’s voice cut in from nearby. He was sitting on the arm of the sofa, nursing his own drink. “If he doesn’t want one, he doesn’t want one.”
Marlon shot Raban a look before he shrugged and moved on. “Suit yourself. More for us.”
He flopped down onto the floor beside Dennis, clinking their glasses together. Marcus pulled his knees up to his chest, resting his chin on them. He could feel the alcohol already loosening the atmosphere, the voices getting louder, the laughter more frequent. Raban slid down from the sofa arm to sit near him, but not too near. He kept a respectful space. “You okay?” Raban asked quietly.
Marcus nodded without looking at him.
They sat in silence for a while, listening to the others.
“It’s loud,” Marcus stated, his voice barely a whisper.
“It is,” Raban agreed. “But it’s a good loud.”
Marcus didn’t know what that meant. Loud was just loud. It was an assault on the senses.
The party slowly wound down, the high-octane energy replaced by a sluggish, contented quiet. One by one, the team members drifted towards their claimed sleeping spots. Leon was the first to succumb, stretched out on a sofa with an arm thrown over his eyes. Dennis lasted a bit longer, attempting to beat him, tell a story that trailed off into mumbled nonsense before he started to snore softly.
Marcus lay on his sleeping bag, staring up at the ceiling. He was in the corner, just as Marlon had suggested. It was a good spot. He could see the whole room without being seen himself.
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He was just drifting out of the uneasy warmth of sleep when a shrill, insistent honking cut through the heavy silence. It came again, louder this time, a demanding blast from outside. Groans filled the room. Dennis rolled over, pulling his sleeping bag over his head. Leon was already sitting up, rubbing his eyes and glaring towards the back door.
“What in the hell...” he mumbled.
The honking was followed by a sharp, impatient rap on the glass of the back door. Then a female voice, clear and annoyed, cut through the morning air. “Raban! I know you’re in there! You have five seconds before I come in and drag you out by your hair!”
A flurry of movement followed. Raban shot up from his sleeping bag, his hair a chaotic mess. He glanced around wildly, grabbing for his jeans. “Shit,” he breathed, stumbling as he tried to pull them on. “Brooke.” The name hung in the air. Raban scrambled for a shirt, nearly tripping over Dennis’s outstretched legs. He made a frantic dash for the locker room, calling back over his shoulder, “Don’t let her in!”
Too late. The door creaked open, and a girl stood silhouetted against the bright morning light. She was a slash of vibrant color in the drab, grey morning. Her hair was a shock of pastel pink, pulled into two high pigtails that bounced slightly as she tapped her foot. Heavy, dark eyeliner made her eyes look huge, and a constellation of silver rings adorned her fingers. She wore an oversized black hoodie with a pixelated heart on it, and ripped tights underneath.
Her eyes scanned the room, taking in the scattered sleeping bags, the half-empty glasses, the snoring bodies. She didn’t look angry, just profoundly unimpressed. “You,” Brooke said, her voice laced with a familiar, long-suffering exasperation as her gaze landed on Leon. “Is he alive?”
Leon ran a hand through his messy hair, wincing at the light. “Barely. He’s in the locker room.”
With a sigh that seemed to deflate her entire frame, Brooke stepped fully inside, carefully navigating the minefield of teenagers. “He was supposed to meet me at the cinema. Forty-five minutes ago.”
“Forgot to set an alarm,” Marlon mumbled from his sleeping bag, not even bothering to open his eyes. “Happens.” Brooke shot him a look that could curdle milk. She didn’t say another word, simply leaning against the doorframe and crossing her arms, tapping her fingers against her bicep. The silent waiting was more effective than any shouting.
Raban emerged a moment later, fully dressed but looking harried. His hair was still damp from a quick splash of water. He froze when he saw her.
“Brooke. I...”
“Forget it,” she cut him off, but her tone had softened. “You’re lucky the next showing isn’t for another hour. Let’s go.” She turned on her heel, expecting him to follow.
The moment the door clicked shut behind them, the room seemed to exhale. “Wow,” Jojo mused, sitting up and stretching. “She was pissed.”
“Maybe it is because he stood her up,” Vanessa offered, pulling on her hoodie over her t-shirt. “That would do it.” Marlon was already on his feet, rummaging through the scattered remnants of last night’s party. “Whatever. I’m starving. Let’s see if Willi has any cereal.” He disappeared into the kitchenette, a clatter of cupboards soon following.
One by one, the others began to stir, the promise of food a more potent motivator than the bright morning light. Leon checked the time on his phone and swore under his breath. “Midday.” He looked at Marlon. “Dad’s going to kill us.”
Dennis, now fully awake, pointed a finger in the direction Raban and Brooke had left. “I’ve never seen her like that. She’s usually all... glitter and smiles.” Vanessa, who was lacing up her boots, shook her head. “There’s a difference between being sweet and being a doormat. Raban messed up. Simple as that.”
Marcus stayed in his corner, listening to them dissect the situation. He didn’t know Brooke well, but the sharp, annoyed clip of her voice had grated on him. It was a feeling he couldn’t quite place, an unwarranted irritation that pricked at him. He told himself it was just the noise, the disruption of the fragile peace of the morning. He watched the door; a frown line etched between his brows.