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The scent of sun-warmed tomatoes and earthy mushrooms still clung to Jin’s fingers as he hummed, unpacking the woven market basket onto their sprawling kitchen island.
The penthouse was silent, a stark contrast to the cheerful cacophony of the farmer’s market he had just left with his friend. It was a silence he had grown accustomed to over the past four days, a hollow echo which emphasized Taehyung’s absence.
He meticulously arranged the organic produce, his movements practiced and smooth. He had just picked up a bundle of fresh thyme and Taehyung’s black card --- their card --- still warm from his grip on the counter, when the air shifted.
It wasn’t a sound, not at first, but a change in pressure, an instinctual awareness of a space which was no longer his alone.
Then it came, the faintest trace of a familiar fragrance cutting through the herbaceous scent on his hands: that intoxicating, expensive blend of oud wood and amber, a scent so uniquely Taehyung it made his heart stutter.
He froze, the thyme suspended mid-air.
It was impossible.
Taehyung was in Paris, surrounded by flashing lights and adoring crowds, his return not due for another two days.
The rational part of his brain, the college student who lived by schedules and syllabi, insisted it was a phantom, a wistful trick of his senses. But his body, every cell of it attuned to the man he belonged to, knew better.
A shiver, equal parts anticipation and shock, raced down his spine a mere second before a large, familiar hand splayed across his abdomen, pulling him back flush against a solid, impeccably dressed chest. He flinched, a sharp, involuntary gasp escaping his lips as he dropped the herbs, his hands flying to grip the granite countertop for stability.
“You’re home,” Jin breathed out, the words barely a whisper, his body already melting into the possessive hold. “You didn’t tell me. I thought you weren’t coming back until Thursday.”
The low, rumbling voice which spoke directly into his ear was laced with a fatigue that only made it more potent, more intimate.
“The schedule changed. I finished everything I needed to do. I had them move heaven and earth to get me on the earliest possible flight, because four days was three and a half too many, Seokjin. The bed is too big without you in it, the presidential suite is too quiet without your voice, and every single second I was surrounded by people who wanted a piece of me, all I could think about was the one person who owns all of me.” Taehyung’s nose nuzzled into the sensitive skin behind Jin’s ear, inhaling deeply. “You went to the market. You bought strawberries. And you were with… Jaehwan? From your economics seminar?”
Jin’s eyes fluttered closed, a soft, pleased sigh leaving his lips at the evidence of Taehyung’s obsessive attention to detail, even from thousands of miles away. “How could you possibly know that?”
“The receipt is next to the card, love. I saw his name on the merchant copy. Also, your sweater smells like a café au lait and his cheap cologne,” Taehyung murmured, his voice dropping into a possessive growl vibrating through Jin’s entire being. “It makes me want to burn it. I don’t like other scents on you. You know that. You belong to me. Every single part of you, from the air you breathe to the time you spend, is mine. The only scent that should ever be on your skin is mine. The only person who should ever make you laugh like I saw you laughing with him in the car when the driver dropped you off is me.”
A thrill, dark and deep and utterly wanted, coursed through Jin. He turned in the circle of Taehyung’s arms, his hands coming up to frame the actor’s perfectly sculpted face, his thumbs stroking the faint shadows of exhaustion under his beautiful eyes.
“You’re ridiculous. You’re jealous of Jaehwan, who talks about stock derivatives and his pet rabbit and has no idea that the man holding me right now is Kim Taehyung, the most wanted man on the planet. He’s just a friend, Taehyung-ah. You’re my entire world, and you know it. This,” he said, gesturing around the magnificent penthouse, the deed to which bore only his name, a testament to a trust and obsession so complete it was staggering, “is my entire world. You bought it for me. You fill it up. Without you, it’s just a very beautiful, very empty shell. I was counting the hours until Thursday. I missed you so much it felt like a physical ache.”
Taehyung’s gaze was dark, intense, drinking him in as if he were the only source of water in a desert.
“Say it again,” he demanded, his voice rough with want and the strain of his travels. “Tell me how much you missed me. Tell me you couldn’t sleep. Tell me you wore my shirts to bed because they smelled like me. Tell me you thought about me every moment I was gone, the same way I was tormented by the thoughts of you.”
Jin smiled, a slow, captivating curve of his lips, his own possessiveness rising to meet Taehyung’s. “I miss you like I’d miss the air in my lungs. I slept in your favorite grey shirt, the soft one from that brand in Milan, and I hugged your pillow so tight it still smells like you. I thought about you constantly. I thought about how everyone at that brand event in Paris was looking at you, wanting you, and it made me crazy. It made me want to fly there myself and stand on that stage and tell every single one of them that you are mine. That the way you look at me, the way you hold me like this, the way you come home to me and no one else, is all mine. So don’t talk to me about Jaehwan and his cologne. You are the one who is constantly surrounded by beautiful people who would give anything to be where I am right now.”
A slow, devastating smile spread across Taehyung’s face, the jealous tension dissolving into pure, unadulterated adoration. He leaned forward, capturing Jin’s lips in a deep, claiming kiss that tasted of longing, of expensive coffee from a first-class cabin, and of home.
When he finally pulled back, both of them were breathless.
“Good,” he stated, his voice firm and satisfied. “I like it when you are possessive. It reminds me that I’m just as yours as you are mine. Now, show me what you bought for us. And then, you’re going to tell me every single thing you did these past four days, and I am going to reclaim every single second I missed.”
The kitchen, once a place of silent longing, was now filled with the symphony of their shared rhythm.
The sizzle of perfectly marbled ribeye steaks in the cast-iron pan was the percussion to the melody of their easy conversation. Jin moved with a fluid grace, flipping the steaks with a confident flick of his wrist, exactly the way they both preferred --- a crisp, seasoned crust giving way to a tender, blush-pink center.
Beside him, Taehyung’s large, capable hands, more accustomed to holding microphones and signing autographs, were deftly dicing shallots and mincing garlic with a surprising precision, his sleeves rolled up to his elbows.
It was a dance they had perfected over two years, a seamless collaboration which felt less like cooking and more like building a home, brick by delicious brick.
They ate at the small breakfast nook overlooking the city lights rather than the formal dining table, their knees touching underneath the wooden surface. Jin had plated the food simply, letting the quality of the fresh ingredients speak for itself, while Taehyung had returned from the cellar with a bottle of Burgundy so perfect for the meal it made Jin’s heart swell with how well the man knew him, knew them.
“This is incredible, my love,” Taehyung murmured around a bite of steak, his eyes closing in genuine appreciation. “The rosemary from the market is so much more potent than the store-bought stuff. You can taste the sunshine in it.”
Jin preened, warmth spreading through his chest.
“I told you that the vendor was the best. I almost bought out his entire stock, but I remembered you telling me not to clear out the entire market like I’m preparing for the apocalypse.” He took a sip of the rich wine, savoring the way it complemented the savory meat. “My presentation in Contemporary Political Theory went really well today, by the way. Professor Kim said my analysis of geopolitical strategy was unexpectedly nuanced.”
Taehyung’s eyes, which had been soft with culinary bliss, sharpened instantly with focused interest. “Oh? And who were you presenting with? That group project you mentioned last week?”
He speared a roasted potato, his gaze fixed intently on Jin.
“It was a solo presentation, actually,” Jin said, swirling his wine glass. “But beforehand, a bunch of us from the study group were practicing our arguments in the library. Yohan, you remember him, the pre-law student? He had some really sharp insights that helped me frame my counter-arguments. He is incredibly bright.”
The air around their table cooled by a few degrees. Taehyung placed his fork down with a deliberate softness, leaning forward.
“Yohan,” he repeated, the name a flat, unfamiliar sound on his tongue. “The one who always accidentally texts you about assignments after ten in the evening? The one whose sharp insights seem to require such late-night library sessions?” His voice was deceptively calm, a smooth lake hiding dangerous currents. “Tell me, my love, does this incredibly bright Yohan know that the man he’s sharing his sharp insights with belongs to me? Does he understand that every word you speak, every brilliant thought in that beautiful mind, is already claimed? That when you smile at him after he offers his insights, you are gifting him a glimpse of something that is wholly and permanently mine?”
Jin felt a thrill, hot and dark, at the raw possessiveness in Taehyung’s tone. He met his boyfriend’s intense gaze without flinching, a small, knowing smile playing on his lips. “He knows I’m happily taken, Taehyung-ah. I mention you constantly. Perhaps not by name, but I make it very clear that my heart, my mind, and my entire world are occupied by a man who is… formidable. A man who is my entire universe. I think it’s why Yohan and the others keep a very respectful distance. They sense the ghost of you standing right behind me, even when you’re in Paris.”
Taehyung watched him for a long moment, the tension slowly bleeding from his shoulders, replaced by a deep, visceral satisfaction. He reached across the table, his fingers intertwining with Jin’s, his thumb stroking possessive circles over Jin’s knuckles. “See that you continue to make it abundantly clear, Seokjin. I don’t like the thought of anyone else appreciating your mind, because it’s my favorite thing to appreciate. I don’t like the thought of them hearing your laugh in that library, because it’s my favorite sound to hear. Every part of you, especially your brilliance, is my private treasure. They can look, but they must never, ever think they can touch. Or even truly understand. Do you understand me?”
Jin brought their joined hands to his lips, pressing a soft kiss to Taehyung’s fingers. “I understand you perfectly. I feel the same way every time I see you on a magazine cover or smiling at some beautiful co-star in a press conference photo. So we are a perfect, matched set, aren’t we? Two sides of the same possessive coin. Now, eat your steak before it gets cold. My formidable man needs to keep his strength up.”
The steam from the shower still curled in the air, clinging to the cool surface of the full-length mirror and lending the bedroom a hazy, dreamlike quality.
Jin, skin flushed pink from the hot water and smelling of their shared sandalwood and bergamot body wash, stood before the mirror, methodically applying a rich moisturizer to his arms and chest. The day’s fatigue was beginning to melt away under this familiar ritual.
He heard the distant, muffled tones of Taehyung’s conference call finally end from behind the home office door, a sound which always signaled the shift from the public Kim Taehyung to his private, truest self.
Bending at the waist to smooth lotion over his calf, he was a picture of unselfconscious grace. The squeak of the office door opening was soft, but the change in the room’s atmosphere was immediate and electric. He didn’t need to straighten up to know Taehyung was there, watching him, his gaze a physical weight Jin could feel tracing the line of his spine, the curve of his ass.
He continued his task, a small, secret smile playing on his lips, waiting.
He heard the soft footsteps on the plush rug, then felt the overwhelming heat of Taehyung’s body directly behind him. A large, warm hand settled on the small of his back, not to startle, but to claim. Taehyung’s other hand gently pried the lotion bottle from Jin’s loose grip.
“Let me,” Taehyung’s voice was a low, rough murmur, stripped of the polished, professional tone he’d undoubtedly used on his call just moments before. It was the voice he reserved only for Jin, raw and hungry. He squirted a generous, cool pool of the cream into his palm. “I spent the last hour listening to people talk about box office projections and marketing demographics, and all I could think about was this. The exact way your skin looks, still damp from the shower. The exact scent of you, clean and pure and mine.”
His hands, strong and possessive, began to work the lotion into Jin’s thighs, his touch starting as a gentle massage before growing more deliberate, more intent. He kneaded the firm muscles, his thumbs stroking higher and higher along Jin’s inner thighs, making his breath hitch.
“They get to have my time, my image, my professionalism,” Taehyung continued, his voice dropping to a husky whisper as his hands slid around to cup Jin’s ass cheeks, massaging the lotion into the soft flesh, pulling them apart just slightly in a promise of what was to come. “But this… this sensitivity, this responsiveness… this is all for me. Isn’t it, Seokjin? No one else gets to see you like this. No one else gets to feel you tremble under their hands.”
Jin could only watch through the misty mirror, his eyes dark with desire, as Taehyung’s reflection met his gaze with a burning intensity. He saw the raw need there, the four days of separation boiling over into a single, focused intent.
“Only you, Taehyung-ah,” Jin breathed out, his voice already laced with a needy tremor. “It’s always only ever been for you.”
With a low growl of approval, Taehyung quickly shed his pants, his hardened cock springing free, thick and already leaking. He squirted another lavish amount of lotion into his hand, not breaking eye contact with Jin in the mirror as he fisted his length, slicking himself with the same cream he’d just smoothed onto Jin’s skin.
The intimate act was unbearably erotic.
“They get a version of me,” he stated, his voice thick with want. “But you… you get all of me. You take all of me. You’re the only one who can.”
Understanding the unspoken command, seeing the desperate need in the reflection of his lover’s eyes, Jin immediately bent forward, bracing his hands on the vanity table. He presented himself perfectly, arching his back in the way he knew Taehyung loved, making his body an offering, a welcome. He was utterly exposed, utterly pliant, and his quiet, shuddering sigh was one of pure anticipation.
He watched in the mirror, heart hammering against his ribs, as Taehyung positioned himself, one hand gripping Jin’s hip with a possessiveness which would leave marks, the other guiding his slick, thick cock to Jin’s waiting, eager hole.
He saw the sheer awe on his own face, the dark intensity on Taehyung’s, and then he felt it... the slow, inexorable, breathtaking stretch as Taehyung’s cock slid deep inside him from behind. A ragged, broken moan was torn from his throat, his eyes fluttering shut for a second before forcing them open, desperate to watch.
“Look at us, my love,” Taehyung’s voice was a low, gravelly command against the shell of his ear, his hips moving with an agonizing, controlled slowness that was driving Jin to the brink of insanity. “Look at how perfectly you take me. Look at how beautiful you are, stretched around me, accepting every inch of me. This is where you belong, isn’t it? Right here, with me buried so deep inside you that you can’t tell where you end and I begin.”
Jin could only whimper in response, his head falling back against Taehyung’s shoulder, his own hips rocking back desperately to meet those long, hard thrusts.
“Taehyung… please… faster, please, you’re driving me crazy like this,” he begged, the words slurred with pleasure.
Taehyung chuckled, a dark, rich sound of pure amusement and adoration. “So impatient, my love. After four days, I want to savor this. I want to remember every single gasp, every flutter of your body around me. I want to memorize the way your eyes roll back when I go this deep.”
To emphasize his point, he rocked forward with a particularly slow, grinding thrust that made Jin see stars. Then, his large hand snaked around Jin’s hip, his fingers wrapping firmly around Jin’s leaking cock, stroking him in a rhythm which perfectly matched his languid, devastating thrusts.
“Oh, god! Right there, right there, don’t stop, please don’t stop,” Jin cried out, his voice climbing in pitch, his knuckles turning white where he gripped the edge of the vanity for dear life.
The dual sensations were too much, the coil of pleasure tightening unbearably low in his gut. He was babbling, a stream of pleas and praises and Taehyung’s name, a sacred mantra on his lips.
“That’s it, let me hear you. Let the whole world know who makes you feel like this,” Taehyung growled, his own control beginning to fray, his thrusts gaining a fraction more speed, a fraction more force. Then, in one fluid, powerful motion, he hooked his arm under Jin’s knee, lifting his leg and placing his foot flat on the vanity table.
The change in angle was immediate and electric.
Jin shrieked, a sharp, uninhibited sound of pure ecstasy as Taehyung’s cock slammed directly into his prostate with unerring accuracy. “Taehyung! I’m-- I’m gonna--!”
The words were lost as his orgasm ripped through him violently, his body seizing up as he came in hot, pulsing streaks over Taehyung’s fist and the polished wood below, his vision whiting out completely.
He was barely coherent, boneless and shuddering with aftershocks, when he felt Taehyung’s arms slide under him, lifting him effortlessly from the vanity. He was carried the few steps to their bed and laid down gently on the soft duvet.
Through hazy, pleasure-drenched eyes, he watched as Taehyung, with a predator’s grace, stripped off the last of his own clothes before hovering over him. Taehyung captured his lips in a deep, claiming kiss which tasted of sweat and salt and them.
“I’m not nearly finished with you,” Taehyung murmured against his mouth, his voice thick with an unchecked want. “I need to feel you again. I need to be inside you when I come.” With practiced ease, he gathered Jin’s pliant legs together, raising them up and pushing them back towards his chest, exposing him completely. “Look at me, Seokjin. I want to see your eyes when I fill you up.”
And as Taehyung plunged inside him once more, Jin’s breath caught, his eyes, glazed with renewed desire, locking with Taehyung’s. The fullness was different this time, deeper, more overwhelming, and he wrapped his arms around Taehyung’s neck, pulling him down for another searing kiss, surrendering completely to the relentless, possessive rhythm.
