1. Angel
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I fell in love with Ghost ten years ago.
To this day, I can’t pin down the exact moment the shift happened or what specific part of him claimed me. Maybe it was the unshakable sense of safety that wrapped around me whenever he was near, like a heavy leather jacket shielded me from a storm. Maybe it was his patience—a rare, quiet commodity in a world of roaring engines and even louder men. Or maybe, quite simply, it was those damn dimples.
People say childhood love is like writing in the sand—easy to etch, but easier for the tide to wash away. My love wasn’t like that. It was carved into the bedrock of who I was. Whatever it was that happened between us, it stuck. It lingered.
It was a Saturday afternoon, the kind where the sun slanted through the high, grimy windows in dusty beams, illuminating the chaos of the Broken Halos’ sanctuary.
I was sitting on Ghost’s lap, a spot I’d claimed a thousand times before. To an eight-year-old girl, Ghost felt like a mountain—solid, immovable, and warm. He was explaining something to me but I couldn’t focus on what he was saying, his voice a low, soothing rumble that vibrated against my back.
“You ignore the small things, the whole machine eventually breaks down. You gotta take care of what matters.” He said.
I was looking at the way his dark hair fell over his forehead and the concentrated line between his brows.
“Ghost?” I interrupted, my voice small but clear.
“What’s up, Angel?”
“Can I be your wife when I grow up?”
I asked it with the terrifying, crystalline sincerity that only a child can manage. I wasn’t playing house. I was asking for a future.
The effect was instantaneous. The usual roar of the clubhouse—the clinking of bottles, the loud swearing over a game of pool, the heavy bass of the jukebox—died into a suffocating, vacuum-like silence.
Heads swiveled. Eyes widened. Jaws practically hit the scuffed linoleum floor. My dad, known to the club as Doc, was sitting just five feet away, cleaning a smudge off his glasses. He froze, his gaze sharpening into a lethal point as he pinned Ghost with a look that would have made a lesser man flee the state.
Ghost went still for a heartbeat. Then, he tilted his head back and let out a booming, infectious cackle that vibrated through my entire body.
I felt myself deflating instantly. The heat of embarrassment rushed to my cheeks, stinging my eyes. The crushing weight of reality set in: he thought I was a joke. To me, this was destiny; to him, it was a cute anecdote to tell over drinks later.
“You know what, Angel?” he asked, finally catching his breath. He turned me slightly so he could look at me, grinning so wide those deep dimples carved into his beautiful, rugged face. They were like parentheses around a smile that could light up the darkest alley. “If you still wanna be my wife when you’re eighteen, we’ll go get married.”
Hope, bright and terrifying, bloomed in my chest like a wildflower in the desert. But a dark cloud followed right behind it, the practical fear of a girl who knew how the world worked.
“But… what if you’re married by then?” I whispered, my fingers twisting in the fabric of his denim vest. “What if you find someone else?”
Ghost’s expression softened. The laughter died out of his eyes, replaced by something steadier, something that felt like a foundation. “I’ll wait for you, Angel,” he said. He reached out and gave my head a condescending little pat—a gesture I hated because it made me feel small, but today, I let it slide because of the look in his eyes.
“Promise?”
“I’ll do you one better,” he said, his expression becoming mock-serious as he held out his smallest finger. “I pinky-promise.”
I hooked my small, clean finger around his large, oil-slicked one. It felt like a contract.
“What’s your real name, Ghost?” I asked, emboldened by the deal.
Everyone in Dad’s club had a nickname. Names were earned, or they were shields. Dad was Doc because he could stitch a wound as well as any surgeon. Grace’s dad was Neon. They were identities forged in fire and asphalt.
“I’ll tell you when we get married,” he said with a wink, turning back to talking about bike chains as if he hadn’t just signed away his freedom.
I fell in love with him when I was eight years old. Everyone, Ghost included, dismissed it as a fleeting childish crush—a phase I’d outgrow like my sparkly sneakers or my fear of the dark.
They were wrong.
The distance started when I turned twelve. Ghost must have realized that the way I looked at him hadn’t changed; if anything, my gaze had grown more intense, more focused. He started staying away, retreating into the shadows of the club, making sure there was always a table, a bike, or a person between us. He stopped letting me sit on his lap. He stopped saying my name with that effortless warmth. He treated me like a fragile porcelain doll—or a ticking time bomb.
Well, as of last week, I am eighteen years old. The timer has run out. And I’m here to claim the debt.
The clubhouse is uncharacteristically quiet tonight. It’s a Wednesday, the middle-of-the-week lull where the chaos of the weekend settles into a low hum. Most of the brothers and their old ladies are either home or tucked away in the private rooms down the long, dimly lit hallway.
Even though many have their own houses scattered throughout the suburbs, every brother keeps a room here—a sanctuary for when the world outside gets too loud or the road gets too long. My dad and stepmother, Kasia, still have theirs. I have a room here, too, and I’ll be moving in full-time in a few weeks when college starts. My brother, who goes by Shade now, already lives here now that he’s officially patched in.
To be honest, the thought of college feels like a heavy coat I don’t want to wear. I’m not chasing a corner office, a high-rise apartment, or a PhD. My heart has always pulled me toward a different kind of legacy: a home. A family.
Maybe it’s because of Kasia. She stepped into our lives when things were fractured and turned a cold, echoing house into a warm, safe environment. My dad did the best he could, but he was a man of medicine and motorcycles; he didn’t know how to fill a home with the scent of cinnamon buns and the feeling of belonging. Our home transformed once Kasia moved in. She showed me that there is a quiet, powerful art in nurturing a family. It isn’t a lack of ambition; it’s a different kind of strength.
Dad wants me in school, though. He wants me to have “options,” so I’m entertaining his wishes, going through the motions of enrollment and orientation. I’m surrounded by strong women, after all. I have no shortage of role models.
Bruiser’s old lady, Addie, is an award-winning researcher with a PhD—she’s one of the sharpest minds I’ve ever encountered. My stepmother is a social worker who has dedicated her life to dragging children out of the cracks of a broken system. My Aunt Gloriana, Uncle Ink’s old lady, spent years in the FBI before becoming a business owner alongside Stone’s old lady, Lex.
I admire them. I truly do. They are fierce, independent, and brilliant. But I wish the world didn’t look down on women who chose a different path. I wish there was the same respect for the woman who wants to be the heart of a home rather than the head of a boardroom. I don’t want to change the world; I want to create a world for the people I love. Specifically, for one man.
I walk down the hallway, the floorboards groaning slightly under my boots. Every step feels like a mile. My reflection in the framed photos on the wall—pictures of runs, parties, and brothers long gone—looks like a stranger. I look older tonight. I feel older.
I stop in front of Ghost’s door. It’s solid oak, scarred with a few nicks from years of use. It looks like a fortress. Behind this door is the man who promised to wait. Behind this door is the answer to a question I’ve been asking for ten years.
My heart is beating so frantically I can feel the pulse in my fingertips. My breathing is shallow, the air in the hallway suddenly feeling too thin to swallow. I remember the grease on his hands. I remember the pinky-promise. I remember the dimples.
I take a deep, shaky breath, steadying my hands against my jeans, and knock. Three sharp, clear raps.
The silence on the other side lasts forever. Then, I hear the heavy thud of footsteps.
Here we go.









Aw little Angel has grown up, she knew what she wanted when she was 8 and 10 years later she still wants the same thing, Ghost. It’s going to be so awkward and frowned upon. I’m not sure what the age gap is but her Dad and Kasia have a big age gap. What will make it harder for anyone to even consider it becoming something is that he’s known her since she was a child. It might make Ghost feel like a paedophile and the others might think of him as one too. You can’t help who you fall in love with, but my god this is going to be one hell of a journey. 🙈
she put out a save the date memo on this man 10 years in advance 🤷♀️ 🥰
when did she get a brother old enough to be patched in wasn't she an only child when her dad got married