Soul A Visitor

Atmabodh (Self-realization)

Someone will determine

My Karma, My Religion

Someone will decide for me

The Fair and Unfair

He/ She will instruct me

About my next step!

In my lifetime

I am not the only,

All are involved

But truth is that

It’s a tradition,

All are suffering,

I was the only left to suffer, possibly!

That’s why

It sounds strange to me,

But I too will do the same

Is also true,

After some time

I will do the same,

Since, it’s been happening

For centuries,

Look!

He will come today also,

We are afraid of darkness

But keep waiting

For others to light up a Diya?

I am trapped in a bizarre situation,

When I ponder over

At this juncture of life

What I have lost?

What I have found?

What to do next?

I am left only with questions,

What was appropriate that I did?

Or that I didn’t!

After all! Why shall I regret?

But it’s also true

Can’t comment on anything else

But I am sure there is remorse!

Unable to think what to do now?

Unable to sleep in this dilemma

Slumber too has held me tightly

Didn’t let me even toss and turn

Even today

I am grinded by

the fancy of joy and misery,

I contemplate and turn impatient,

But, find unable to free myself

From this task of ‘Thinking’,

When remembering

The joy of innocence

I conclude that the joy from past

Gives more pain,

I am in dilemma,

I know I can’t go on vacation,

But, having a desire of Peace

Before vacation starts,

Realization of truth occurs by and by

How feet got blisters?

While shoes were worn?

Now, Answer seems visible and

Guess seems working!

In pursuit of ‘Meaning’

I continued doing ‘Worthlessness’

I lived life!

But I kept dying every day!