Soul a Visitor
Atmabodh (Self-realization)
Someone will determine
My Karma, My Religion
Someone will decide for me
The Fair and Unfair
He/ She will instruct me
About my next step!
In my lifetime
I am not the only,
All are involved
But truth is that
It’s a tradition,
All are suffering,
I was the only left to suffer, possibly!
That’s why
It sounds strange to me,
But I too will do the same
Is also true,
After some time
I will do the same,
Since, it’s been happening
For centuries,
Look!
He will come today also,
We are afraid of darkness
But keep waiting
For others to light up a Diya?
I am trapped in a bizarre situation,
When I ponder over
At this juncture of life
What I have lost?
What I have found?
What to do next?
I am left only with questions,
What was appropriate that I did?
Or that I didn’t!
After all! Why shall I regret?
But it’s also true
Can’t comment on anything else
But I am sure there is remorse!
Unable to think what to do now?
Unable to sleep in this dilemma
Slumber too has held me tightly
Didn’t let me even toss and turn
Even today
I am grinded by
the fancy of joy and misery,
I contemplate and turn impatient,
But, find unable to free myself
From this task of ‘Thinking’,
When remembering
The joy of innocence
I conclude that the joy from past
Gives more pain,
I am in dilemma,
I know I can’t go on vacation,
But, having a desire of Peace
Before vacation starts,
Realization of truth occurs by and by
How feet got blisters?
While shoes were worn?
Now, Answer seems visible and
Guess seems working!
In pursuit of ‘Meaning’
I continued doing ‘Worthlessness’
I lived life!
But I kept dying every day!
