My Demons

Friend nor foe

They rule,

Advantages of my woe

From Dawn till Dusk

Sucking on my fears

It Turns my feelings to dust

Oblivion that doesn't exist

My only hope that died

To escape them who

Look enticing with hidden claws

Drawing blood and leaving life

Running out of choices

It's all a hoax it seems

Looking into their eyes

It's all so fascinating

Submitting to their domination

Is the only answer it leaves

Where they rule and I obey

To their commands which pave the way

I forgot what bliss felt like

I forgot the meaning of life

I forgot what felt like to be loved

In this charade

I have the power up

Tired of my thoughts

I nicked the blade I picked up

I'm alive as it seems

Though I'm dead inside

Only my demons make me feel

What love and grief abides

Their touch has me reeling

While I run from others

If this is what it feels like

Then I'm okay with them ruling

My demons are mine

I don't intend on sharing.