Alone
Would you understand if I said it all,
All those thoughts locked in my vault.
Im screaming inside,
Yet my face is the replica of happiness.
All this anger and hurt,
It bubbles up within.
To let it all out,
Well that would be a royal mistake.
So I write it down,
Like I always do.
Hidden from view,
Yet it's my escape.
I don't understand,
Why people leave like they do.
I don't understand,
Why people always disappear.
I hate that feeling of letting someone in,
Just to get to watch them walk away.
Nothing lasts forever,
Yet I grasp for them all to stay.
Some were better for me to go,
Yet I still can't help hating when they do.
Lost within,
It's all on a god damn loop.
