Kindest Silence
When silence appears your mind never stops creating
Creating noise
My greatest fear when silence never appears
Sitting in my mind
While my head is running
Searching far and wide to find
Something to end this constant humming
Nothing seems to do the trick
To silence my environment
Years of chaotic noise
Created a lifelong of volume
I just can not destroy
The candle burning in the night
Sounds like soldiers going into a fight
And the zipping of jackets after the day
Send me spiraling into decay
Sometimes I wonder what it’s like to be unbothered
To be as if noise is nonexistent
Or maybe there is no dent
In your mind
From having to listen to the noise
All the time
The stress the screams the cries
The barks the mess all the raging byes
I am unbothered then
But now faced with silence but a few clicking sounds
Makes me fill with rage
I want to feel the silence and know the pain of a lonely life
Instead of constantly being under the knife
Maybe a break from this life
But will my mind ever suffice?
