The Awakening
They introduced you into my life when I least expected it and from that moment; I knew.
You were wrong for me, and I would be way too much for you.
"Who's that?" I asked, as I had already known most of or maybe all her friends, but it was the first time I was seeing you.
I was told you were a friend and I should've walked away, but no, I just had to see this through.
But somehow, deep down, I knew
You were wrong for me, and I would be too much for you.
Time has passed, and it is now about a year.
We finally became friends, having small talks here and there.
You were with someone, and I had someone too. Despite that, I ignored all the warnings, even though, more than anything else, I knew.
That you were wrong for me and I was too much for you.
And then....
You awakened my love, this love I had inside that for years stayed untouched.
And now I end up loving way too much.
Too much for you to handle, too much for you to see
That with you, I was the woman I've always yearned to be.
And now I can feel you slipping,
Your touch is no more, and I'm feeling so empty as your love is what I'm deeply missing.
"We're good babe, everything's gonna be okay."
Every time I asked about the changes, that's what you'd always say.
Now my heart is aching cause I know that things have changed...
Nothing's the same…
And all I'm left with is memories and pain.
If only I had followed my intuition
Because I knew that regardless of what you said, my gut feeling was true.
And now I'm left to pick up the broken pieces of my heart that were smashed apart by you.
Damn it!
I feel so stupid
My worst fears have come true.
But why am I even surprised?
When all along I knew.
That you were wrong for me and I was…
Too much,
Too much woman, and had too much love..
Too much of everything..
And it all was just too much for you.