Heather | tk

ー the diary entries begin

back when we were in busan

and 12

we were playing in the fields

and i'd tell our moms to wait a lil longer

because i wanted you to linger

around me

a lil more

as you kissed my knee one day

i gasped

what did you do that for

confusion written on my face

mom says, we gotta kiss it to make it better

then i noticed my bruised knee

and blushed

you did it again

now that we're 15 and no longer in busan

we're about to start high school

but you kissed my lips instead

because they were chapped

and sorta bleeding

mom says, kiss it to make it better

you laughed

didn't see me getting flustered

we aren't 12 kook, stop it

you should not give me the wrong ideas

i like seeing you winded up

you look funny

and i hit your arm

i would be lying if i said

i didn't like it

but i want it the other way

when you kiss me in affection

when we have a different relation

i am determined to make you mine

as the school begins

and that single thought brings

chills down my body

and you noticed

take this sweater silly, you're shivering

it was the third of december

and i'd forgotten my sweater

and as i was about to flung it

over my shoulders

i saw him enter

light hair and pretty eyes

such a pretty face, i can't lie

he'd looks to die for

how could i know his name

he'd just entered the premises

i decided to call him

heather

because he was just so pretty

my heart beat raced

out of admiration

jealousy

or fear

can't decide

but i wished jungkook

would never notice you

because once he did

he'd never look at me

again the same way

but maybe

that's just a wish

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