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“…I’m crying…” You do it again Hana! “Oh! Stop shouting at me!” Hana’s intellect voice, Hana was crying, “She is still young!” a man’s voice appeared at this moment, “All children of her age stop making water at night!” a woman’s voice responded. “I can see my clothes wet!” Hana’s intellect, “Hana! Go to bathroom before you sleep!” Hana was crying having no clue what’s going on! It was her first time to be in touch with reality, seeing herself in such situation, “Where were me before this ...! I wake up just now facing this… I feel I want to cry…this is what I can do!” Hana’s intellect voice, “Now, what! I’m no more there… in reality… I’m absent… my mind is somewhere… but my body is still moving in reality. I want to be back! I know nothing about my body. I’m absent…” Hana’s intellect voice, “Ooh! I’m back… on a lie! I don’t want to do it again… make water…” Hana’s intellect voice, Hana started touching her lie fearing peeing on it, “Oh! It’s not wet. What’s this light!” Hana’s intellect voice. Hana heard children’s voices. She went out of the room, “Go! Play in the yard!” The same woman’s voice appeared again. There were two boys and a girl, they were screaming playing and running towards an open yard. The woman held Hana’s hand, “Hana! Sweetie, come to bathroom.” the woman washed Hana’s face and talked to her closely, “Hana! Go play with your sister and brothers… don’t get your clothes in dirt.” smiling touching Hana's face “Hala, Hani! Take care of your young sister.” Said the woman loudly.
Hana saw two boys and a girl, they were taller than her, they were coming towards her smiling, “Come with us Hana! Let’s play in the yard!” the tall girl held Hana’s hand, “Let’s go Hana…!” the tall girl smiling, she was running; pulling Hana’s hand to force her running, “Where to go!” Hana’s intellect voice,” Oh! It’s an open place… (yard)” the girl left Hana’s hand and ran towards the two boys, the boys were playing and screaming with joy and excitement, they were climbing and sliding on huge fridges, “They are happy! I want to be happy.” Hana’s intellect voice, “Come Hana! You want sliding…Ha..Ha!” the girl called Hana during sliding on the fridge, “ Hala! Don’t put Hana on the fridges!” The woman’s voice appeared, “Don’t worry mother!” said Hala, “Mother! Washes me!” Hana’s intellect voice, “Come! Come Hana!” Hala carried Hana and put her on a huge fridge, “Hana! Don’t be afraid. I hold you; we will slide together.” Hala hugged Hana and slid down on the fridge together,” I have good feeling! I can’t stop screaming and laughing.” Hana’s intellect voice, Hana was happy and excited, it was her first time to experience being and playing with children. “I can touch the neighbour’s wall!” said Malek, “Don’t disturb the neighbour boys!” said mother, “No worries mum!” Hani looking at Malek, “Lunch time!” “Coming mum!” Hala responded, “Mum! Again.” Hana’s intellect voice, Hala caught Hana’s hand, she wanted to go with her to have lunch, “No! I want to play more.” Hana’s intellect voice, Hana pulled her hand and pointed to the fridge, “Not now Hana! After lunch we play.” Said Hala, Hala carried Hana and ran inside the room.
Mother and father were there, the two boys, Hani and Malek were eating, all the family were sitting on the ground eating from the same dish together, “Come Hana! You are hungry sweetie!” mother started feeding Hana, “Mmm! Delicious…” Hana’s intellect voice, Hana felt secured and pleased, it was her first time to realize that she had a family and eat with them. Hana was looking at the yard, where she was sliding with her brothers and sister, “I want to slide!” Hana’s intellect voice. Suddenly, the two boys jumped with their mouth full of food and ran towards the yard,” Hani…Malek! Finish your lunch.” called mother, “Finish…!” The boys replied, Hana tried to move to catch up with her brothers, she was about to follow them when mother caught her, “You have to eat Hana! You still young.” “I want to slide!” Hana’s intellect voice, “Hala, bring two pillows for your father.” mother gestured to Hana from where to bring the pillows, “Yes mother!” Hala brought the pillows and put them beside her father, “Good girl!”” Father!” Hana’s intellect voice, “Hala take care of Hana.” “Yes, mother.” Hala carried Hana,” I feel nice to be carried! I can see from up, I’m tall same like them.” Hana’s intellect voice, Hala ran towards the yard carrying Hana barely. Father was lying, about to fell sleep, “When the neighbour take his fridges!” asked mother, “When he finds a place for them! They are huge.” Replied father sleepily, “They are huge and expensive, you find them in restaurants.” Said mother, “See! He trusts us, he is a good man.” Replied father, “Yes! And a good neighbour too, his daughters are nice, they play with Hala. Sometimes, the boys disturb them when they slide on the fridges and touch their wall.” “Tell the boys to behave well or else!” looking seriously, “I’m afraid to hurt themselves!” said mother, “Now worries! They are happy sliding on the fridges. Let me have a nap.”.
