Inside the hourglass
Feeling good is something that is always deep inside everyone.
Where the picture is bright like a living tree that is in full blossom, with beautiful white-pink flowers with bright green grass surround it.
Inside of the hourglass, there is no time to stand still.
The sun is only shining so long, that you need to remember to enjoy every moment, that is given.
Because the sand is falling second by second the shadows becoming ever so slowly bigger, it is creeping up on you
Your anxiety is spiking with the clock ticking you can feel it coming, you want to fight it with no real direction.
You know the sand will stop adding at some point which means also that you are fully covered by the sand with no air to breathe.
You are waiting for someone that will turn the hourglass over when you are in the darkest place with no flowers in the tree every single one is gone. You feel the sand once again falling upon you.
It´s hard to breathe, and you have no direction to go. You feel helpless and the panic is to its fullest extent.
You see once again the sand falling and only fear to once again to have no air to breathe when there is more sand coming till it is full.
Even when this time the sand stands for a warm blanket or some arms that fold them surround you.
The anxiety is at full speed you see only the sad tree with no flowers and sand coming at you.
But with every sand grain that is falling more arms are folding around you, giving you the warmth that you so desperately seek.
It feels like the sand is falling faster this time because you have trouble with the trust for feeling good again.
The time comes that you know the sand will stop falling and that it needs to turn again.
You have found the happy place that we all have deep within us.
You want to hold on to dear life with all the support you got and can enjoy from the little details that are there.
You feel on top of the world with the tree in full blossom, beautiful flowers in white and pink and green grass around it.
This time you notice the little flowers that are growing on the ground.
Even when the sand is falling with the warm blankets you can see the squirrel in the tree having a fit, it´s giving you a smile on your face.
Slowly you see the clouds growing, the tree is getting covered with sand.
Once again the anxiety is building up, breathing is getting heavier with each passing second.
You know is coming slowly that the flowers will be gone.
Once again inside the hourglass, you are met with the empty tree.
With no direction to go, you feel lost, panic is in full overdrive.
You feel the sand once again falling, this time you start to recognising these arms that are folding around you.
You feel a little hope and accept the help that they are offering you.
This time it still feels like it is going faster, even when you begin to notice that it is changing.
The hope you feel is growing in something beautiful. You want to enjoy every little thing and start to looking forward to the beautiful tree.
You know it is waiting for you if the sand is full.
You feel the hourglass being turned over again you are met with the beautiful tree full of life.
The little flowers are grown a little bigger.
There are rabbits playing in the grass, the squirrels playing with some hazelnuts.
This time there are little birds flying in the air, you hear them making beautiful melodies in harmony.
They cover you in the sunshine and giving you the feeling of freedom even if it is for a little time.
