I don't believe in relationships anymore Z, love is a treacherous bastard that enjoys making people think they are important, Andaria told her best friend.
They have been best friends for the past 10 years, their relationship started rocky but they ended up closer than just mere best friends, they are soul sisters.
Z, as Andaria called her was a short woman with strawberry blond long hair coming down to her waist, she had unique big dark blue eyes and freckles over her face. Even though she looked small and fragile she was not someone to mess with being a fully trained warrior captain, and if that isn't enough to scare most people to wet their pants then her dragon lurking within surely will. Yes, she is a Dragon shifter. Z or her real name is Zyrica is the Captain of the Dragon army first rank and their top warrior.
Zyrica looked at her best friend and sighed Ria, are you going to continue with this ranting for the rest of your life? Yes, your ex is a downright fucked up asshole worse than a worm that crawls around in shit.
A lying, cheating, downright fucked up asshole that crawls around in shit you mean, Andaria mentioned with a frown. Z can see her friend's memories in her face as her emotions betray her though facade, where in fact, in her heart she still feels the yearning need to have someone love her. To have someone look at her and the whole world will disappear. Instead, she ended up in a 7-year relationship with a Werewolf and he wasn't the nicest one either. In the beginning, he was sweet and kind, he was protective of her and she felt like the luckiest girl alive... But then 3 years into the relationship everything started to take a turn for the worst. He spent less and less time at home, and nothing was ever good enough. He was her first love and first lover. And Andaria dreamed of getting married and having kids. But it all changed that one fateful night.
Andaria snapped out of her bitter painful memories with a shake of her head and tried a smile for her friend. Z, I don't know if I can go through this pain again, Geiger didn't just break my heart, it feels like he broke me, as a person. She reached over for her pack of Camel Black cigarettes and light one exhaling a puff of smoke, she was never a smoker in her whole 26 years of life but after the break up with Geiger she took up the habit. Everyone thinks it's because she is busy going through a rebel streak, where in fact she hopes it will choke and kill her one day. But she won't say that out loud especially to her BFF.
Okay, then what are you going to do with the slime balls "friend" he dumped on you?
Andaria took another long pull of her cigarette, I honestly don't know Z, I can't exactly kick the guy out he didn't ask to be dumped in this whole mess. Then again she didn't ask to be dumped either.
Yeah Geiger the supreme dick decided to invite his friend over Alan to stay for a few days and he didn't even bother to inform her of this arrangement until the day the guy was supposed to pitch up in an hour. She had to rush to get the spare room ready for the guest and ask for extra money for groceries from Geiger, which ended up in an argument and she had to buy the groceries and new bedding for Alan as she didn't have any to give him. And all that while she was barely making it through a month with her crap salary. And while her supposed boyfriend went to pick up his friend they ended up drinking the night away. Fucking asshole didn't even thank her for everything she did for his friend, instead, they both enjoyed mocking her at every chance they get.
All I can do Z is to let the guy stay and hope that he will leave soon. Although I have to admit not being completely alone at this time feels better to me, even if he is still hanging out with the dick every night and probably giving him all the gory and juicy details of how much I cry myself to sleep.
Zyrica hated Geiger, because of the pain he caused her friend, but no amount of words can heal the pain her friend is feeling or what she went through in the last 4 years of their relationship and the last year alone was really bad. Her mate beat up Geiger as a warning and those two have been friends since 1st grade.
I can always BBQ him for you, Z said with a grin, enjoying the image in her head of her beating him up and frying him piece by piece while he begs for mercy, of which she has none where it concerns him.
No Z, that won't help or change anything, the day he decided to man up enough and finally said we are breaking up, I told him that I only wish for him the best and I hope he finds happiness even if that means it is without me, and I meant every word. A tear slid down her cheek at the painful memory and she brushed it away angrily, while putting out the cigarette bud in the ashtray, but the tears just kept on coming again, no matter how hard she tried to stop them. She hated being weak, she hated how weak and pathetic she was.
Zyrica stood up and hugged her friend, "shhh it's going to be ok Ria, don't hold back the tears Luv, let them fall it will help you heal.
And with those words Andaria couldn't hold back any longer as she sobbed again, her knees weak she fell to the floor screaming and crying. Zyrica didn't know how to help her friend so instead, she just sat with her and let her cry.
Authors note:
This is the end of chapter one, I hope you all enjoy the story so far. This is my first time writing a story, I have been pondering whether I should or not and this story has been brewing for a while.
I apologize for the grammar and spelling mistakes. If you guys see a spot that I need to fix please let me know.
P.S let me know your thoughts about the story so far, would love to hear what everyone thinks.