Saturday February 26, 2022
i hate having to fake my happiness and not being able to cry without being questioned
i hate having to listen to my mom yell and scream at me for the stupidest reasons
i hate not being able to focus on one thing without getting distracted
i hate that i can't speak my mind at home or anywhere with my family because if i do i'll get in trouble
i hate not being able to explain to my mom what i'm feeling
i hate that my mom tries to say something like that my ears are just really sensitive to loud sounds when she and my step dad are the reason for my fear of loud sounds
and i especially hate that no one in my family asks me what's wrong anymore
and i especially hate that no one in my family asks me what's wrong anymore
it's aggravating and i'm tired of it im tired of life
there's only a few people that are keeping me going at this point
i feel u.