breathless
Drowning.
That's what life feels like right now.
I'm suffocating in a sea of pain.
This knot in my throat and weight in my chest, it's excruciatingly torturous.
No matter how deeply I inhale, the air won’t reach my lungs.
I can’t breathe.
I keep falling deeper and deeper into this dark and cold ocean.
I'm suffocating myself, or are you drowning me?
I'm not so sure anymore.
I can’t see anything, it's too dark.
I can’t feel anything, I’ve gone numb.
I can’t hear either, just pure silence.
Maybe... maybe ill be free this way.
Free from the pain
Free from the burden
Free from the weight
Free from the exhaustion
Free from the stress
Free from everything.
If it means I can be free... maybe drowning doesn’t seem so bad.
Maybe... I'm drowning myself, to meet my peace.
I'm dying,
but i'm free
- torment
