To Alex: Three Years After You're Gone, A Hole Still Remains

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Summary

TW: mentions of suicide In the spring of 2019, one of of the people I was becoming friends with decided to say goodbye to the world. I wrote these poems for her and I'm sharing them on here to make sure people know the other side of the story. I think about her all of the time and I miss her. Check in with people and make sure you keep your loved ones close. You never know what someone might be going through.

Status
Complete
Chapters
13
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
13+

Letter

Dear People of the World,

I was 15 years old when I had my second brush with this topic. I want everyone to know that it hurts. If you’re thinking about this topic, please make sure you know there are people who care about you out there in the world.

If you feel like you’re alone, please know that these poems were written the night I got the news. March 2019 to April 2022 and it still hurts when I think about it. Please, check up regularly with people. This experience is why I check in with people more times than they want me too.

Here are some hotlines from around the world (please make sure to use country codes). Please use them if you feel so inclined. You can even use them if you think one of the people you care about is acting differently.

United States of America: Emergency: 911 Suicide Hotline: (800) 273-8255

Algeria: Emergency: 34342 and 43 Suicide Hotline: 0021 3983 2000 58

Argentina: Emergency: 911 Suicide Hotline: 135

Armenia: Emergency: 911 and 112 Suicide Hotline: (2) 538194

Australia: Emergency: 000 Suicide Hotline: 131114

Austria: Emergency:112 Telefonseelsorge 24/7 : 142 Rat auf Draht 24/7 : 147 (Youth)

Bahamas: Emergency: 911 Suicide Hotline: (2) 322-2763

Bahrain: Emergency: 999 (please make a suicide hotline soon!)

Bangladesh: Emergency: 999 (please make a suicide hotline soon!)

Barbados: Emergency:911 Suicide Hotline: Samaritan Barbados (246) 4299999

Belgium: Emergency: 112 Suicide Hotline: Stichting Zelfmoordlijn 1813

Bolivia: Emergency: 911 Suicide Hotline: 3911270

Bosnia & Herzegovina: Suicide Hotline: 080 05 03 05

Botswana: Emergency: 911 Suicide Hotline: +2673911270

Brazil: Emergency: 188 (please have a suicide hotline soon!)

Bulgaria: Emergency: 112 Suicide Hotline: 0035 9249 17 223

Canada: Emergency: 911 Suicide Hotline: 1 (833) 456 4566

China: Emergency: 110 Suicide Hotline: 800-810-1117

Colombia: 24/7 Helpline in Baranquilla: 1(00 57 5) 372 27 27 24/7 Hotline Bogota: (57-1) 323 24 25

Croatia: Emergency: 112

Cyprus: Emergency: 112 Suicide Hotline: 8000 7773

Czech Republic: Emergency: 112 (please have a suicide hotline soon!)

Denmark: Emergency: 112 Suicide Hotline:4570201201

Egypt: Emergency:122 Befrienders Cairo Hotlines:762 1602to 3762 2381 PARSPAS Hotline:41 (0) 27 321 21 21

Estonia: Emergency: 112 Suicide Hotline: 3726558088 ; in Russian 3726555688

Ethiopia: Emergency: 911 more countries to come!