Chapter 1
And it didn't rained....once again I came back to my room disappointed....this was the third time I went to check it it was raining but it was dry like it hasn't rained for days....."enough....no more of this waiting and torturing myself.....I won't hurt myself anymore.....I can do this I trust myself " i was just done encouraging myself and it started raining....."This world really hates me"
Still reluctant,I went outside and watched as it rained cats and dogs
Can anyone say that it was super dry just now and now it's raining so heavily.....
That's just how unexpected my life is.....
But today I did nothing.......I didn't hurt myself and I felt proud of my self but there was still an emptiness in me and it was so heavy that it was bothering me.....but I had no clue what was that I needed to do to fill this emptiness.....
I was still in my thoughts when suddenly my phone beeped
I went to check who it was.....seeing her calling me at this time made me a bit anxious as she never really called me and at this time....what could be the reason.....
I picked up the phone....and what I heard was enough to tell me what was going on
Ama:he needs you...Amber....he needs you...plz...call him
Her words were enough to make me cry and the sounds coming from the back....."it's all her fault...tell her that she is the reason I'm like this and she has no right to live all happy while I suffer"
Ama:Amber...Amber are u there??dude plz call him....he's going crazy...
I hung up the call and then called him but he didn't picked up....after alot of missed calls,he finally picked up
Amber:Matt........
There was a moment of silence and then he spoke
Matt:u are really shameless....I didn't thought u will be able to face or call me after what u did to me
His voice felt deep and hurt....it had a sense of hate and taunt in it and I didn't expected it to be any better coz I knew what I did was the worst a friend can do and there was no way he would ever forgive me but I cared for him and I couldn't see him like this
Amber:plz go home.....
Matt:shut up.....u cnt tell me what to do....u have lost that right....and stop pretending as if u care coz if u did u wouldn't have done what u did 7 years back.....
I knew it was useless talking to him so I hunged up and cried as long as the rain accompanied me......
