Chapter 1: Dishonest
Anne
(5 Years Ago)
Up until this morning, my life had been simple. I was the Alpha’s wife. A human-mate. I know, I didn’t even believed it at first. I became a Luna after my mate accepted me as his wife, the luna of the pack & possibly become the mother of his pups.
And then in one point, I was nothing to him. For him, I was only a mistake. That the Goddess of the Moon made me his mate for so I could bring him a son, a child. An alpha that could be next to his throne.
A surge of pain was rippling from my abdomen. I am waiting for the doctor to return with my results. I am scared. We were trying for 2 years now and I do not get my husband, Zion.
He had became aggressive so much whenever I gave him the news that I wasn’t pregnant. I always tell him that we could do it and try again but he would say mean things to me.
“Your only job is to give me a son. How come you are so useless?” I saw the anger on his eyes.
“But we are doing everything we can, I am sorry my love, but I cannot control my body.” I replied to him.
His arms were in the air, ready to slap me. I flinched closed my eyes and heard him growl but he stopped mid way and removing his arm away from me. “You are lucky enough to be my wife. Go and serve the pack.”
That was our conversation last night, I have decided to take an appointment to the doctors office thinking she could help me.
I’m scared. What if I disappoint my husband?
“So, I’m here again. I just got the results back from the lab. Can I ask again when did the pain you have been feeling started?” She asks without looking at me.
“I’m getting this pain a lot recently. It’s freaking me out. I started last 3 days ago.” I replied
“Luna, I think it’s just all in your head. You are simply just putting too much pressure on yourself to get pregnant” She said and heard her opened the enveloped that contains my results.
“You are not wrong, the alpha is demanding me to give him a pup, what can I do?” I released a quick and fake laugh.
I grip the edge of the table, whimpering to myself as I let the pain roll on it’s own.
The walls I see feels like they are closing in on me at the thought of receiving again a negative pregnancy result.
Zion and I have been trying for so long, I am scared for I feel it driving a wedge between us.
He’s aggressive, colder and distant.
I know how much he wanted a son, a child that could bring him power and peace over our pack.
I could hear my own heart pounding as I’m waiting for Dr. Eliza to speak.
“Calm down, Luna. I hear you. Just breathe.” she smiles, inhaling and exhaling with me slowly. She holds my hand and it manage to calm me down.
Dr. Eliza’s smile deepens.
“Congratulations Luna!” she hold my hands tightly to assure me everything will be fine.
“You’re carrying our little alpha in there.” My heart is beating so fast. Oh my God! I couldn’t believe this! Oh how excited I am for my family. I have a little Zion growing in me. Oh! I cannot wait to tell my mate.
“H-how far along?” I whisper, barely able to construct a sentence from holding a sob in my throat.
“Let’s find out shall we?” she replied and started pulling the ultrasound machine out and squirting a cold jelly on my belly.
I closed my eyes as I feel the coldness. I have a baby.
“Luna look” Dr. Eliza touched me as a sign that I should look at the screen.
I am unable to see anything because its all black and white pixels. I am hoping to see a little bean.
“Judging from the looks of it, I think you are far along 4 weeks. Which means we have to start your prep now Luna…” She sighs before continuing “… a werewolf pregnancy is dangerous for a human. We will have to take extra precautions because this could lead to your death” she said.
What? I know it’s dangerous but she really doesn’t need to remind me that I could die simply because I am carrying a child from a wolf.
She wipes of the gel off from my belly and gave me a crash course of rub on my belly.
She offered to give me a ride home and I accepted.
I am still on a cloud nine from the news. I cannot wait to tell Zion. Finally, this is it.
He’s going to be so happy about this. As I pull up to the main house of the Nykomace Pack. I bid my farewell to Eliza and mouthed her the words of ‘Thank you’.
Why is it so quiet? I am usually met by some omegas that will help me or just simply to greet me. Where are they? I thought to myself.
But, I do not have the time to question it. I am eager to find my husband as soon as possible to tell him that I am carrying his child. The future of our pack.
I climb upstairs where Zion’s office room is. I am looking forward in laying down and rest for a while.
I am still feeling the pain and thankfully I can bear it. But, the more I step on the stairs the greater the stringe is.
From where I stood at the top of the stairs, I could see the door to Zion’s office is slightly open. Is he there? A strange muffled sound coming from within.
“That’s strange..” As I walk closer, a horrible scene was flashed before my eyes.
My heart sunk to the ground. I can’t breathe and tears started to fall from my eyes. I covered my mouth and hope to never let out a noise from my sobbing.
I see my trusted friend, my sister Amanda riding my husband’s c*ck. Moving her hips up and down and I hear her moans. I’m disgusted.
“F*ck, ah-ahh” she whimpers while bouncing up and down.
“Z-zion, I’ll give you the pup you deserve! Anne cannot give you that! I will be your mate, your Luna”
The gush of tears and my stomach is turning upside down. How could they do this to me? How long has this been going on? The thoughts of Zion cheating on me with my sister never occurred to me once. I thought he loved me? Was everything a lie?
I became his Luna and did everything for our pack. I trained myself even at my limits since I am a human.
I managed my tasks and missions protecting and guiding our pack. I did everything, or so I thought I did. All I ever missed was not carrying his child earlier on. Did he ever thought of me as his wife? his Luna?
Tears burned my eyes as I watch him flip her over on the table, pushing her onto the table so that her ass was full on display. He spanked her and that made her go crazy.
“Be a good girl and give me a pup” He emphasizes. My heart broke. Zion, my love.
He pants between thrusting behind her, Amanda’s moan go loudly as she reaches climax.
I watched him thrust one more time and saw him put all his seed inside her.
“… and I’ll make you my Luna.” I cannot keep watching and tiptoed down the stairs slowly.
Zion, my love. You just made a mistake. You will never see your child. You will never be near. My child will never know your name. F*ck you.
I didn’t need to see anymore of this bullshit. I sprinted outside the house, clutching my pregnant test and results from the clinic. I ran away passing the oval ground and go over the gate.
“Luna? May we ask whe—“ I didn’t let him continue and commanded him to open the gate for me.
“Open.” saying it on full power, enough to give him a sign.
“Y-yes Luna” he opened the gate for the community and I went straight to the nearest transport carpool station back to downtown. Where humans, live.
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I went inside a public library. I was once lived like a human, I know how things work here.
“Hey, can I use a computer and a printer?” I asked the person in front of the desk that is located in the middle of the library.
“Do you have the member pass?” They asks. I shake my head implying that I do not have what they are asking.
“Oh, can you just fill up this form? and I can come and operate for you the computer” I nodded and filled up the form immediately.
“Come” she said. I followed her until we were up front on many computers that are turned off.
She operated the computer for me. I thanked them after they’re done and left me alone.
I immediately took a picture of my test results and send it to my email. I opened my email account on the computer and I downloaded in the computer the picture I just took.
I opened the downloaded file and started editing the picture.
PREGNANT
I click on the tools that I could use to erase the word “pregnant” and I changed it
NOT PREGNANT. infertile
Done. I started scanning out the edited picture and printed out the picture.
There, it says I am not pregnant anymore.
I thanked the person that helped me and I rush out the library. I walk outside and see “humans”
for 3 years? I haven’t seen a human ever since. I missed them. The feeling of being a human, just having fun while surviving nothing too serious.
Just being a human.
I promise, my bean. I will give you the life you deserve. Mommy is here.
I rubbed my belly and my tears started to rush out again.
I didn’t notice the time. 6:00 pm. Zion is waiting for me. It’s dinner time and the pack will not eat if the Luna or Alpha is missing. Pack will only eat together, that is one of their bond.
I rushed in to go back to the carpool station.
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I arrived and walked 25 meters from the designated station. The guards on shift saw me and called me out.
“Luna! Where have you been? it’s time to eat.” One of the omega guard opened the gate immediately.
“Thank you” If only I could shift to a wolf form and just run faster.
I hold my belly once I arrived to the eating hallway.
I saw Amanda holding and flirting openly to Zion.
The Pack knew? I scoffed. I knew it. I should’ve never made an effort to make this pack thrive from all the past rouge attacks. I never belong here.
What did I eat to even thought of that? Werewolves are cunning. I should’ve never trusted them. I should’ve never trusted Zion. They are all liars.
One of the omega saw me and shouted “Luna is here!”
Mhm, I know. Making Zion and Amanda be aware that I’m here.
Zion saw me and rushed out to meet me.
“My Luna, where have you been?” He kissed my lips but he was dismayed when he felt that I did not respond.
I need to keep my cool. I sighed.
“Zion, I came from the clinic and stayed there for I don’t know how many hours.” I said giving him a assurance smile.
“You should’ve called me” He said. I just smiled at him and let him hugged me.
I saw Amanda’s eyes rolled and was taken aback immediately and look down when I saw her.
“Everyone, I’m sorry to keep you waiting. Please eat now” I shouted.
Everyone started eating, Zion grabbed my hand going to our chairs in the front. He grabbed my chair letting me sit down first.
Oh baby, If only I never saw you railing my sister. Then everything is normal.
But then again, if I haven’t saw it. I wouldn’t know.
We started eating.
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Everyone went to their respective houses and me and Zion went inside our house.
All the pain, the anguish I felt.
How dare Zion, disrespect our bond.
Everyone, my mate, and my gamma Khalil. They all lied to me. Just to protect their pack, and never defy Zion’s way.
Treating me like a throw away. I disregarded all the red flags before I married him. Thinking he would actually love me.
The wolves are very possessive to their mate. If it’s their mate, then its theirs. If I will leave Zion and the pack. Azfel will become crazy, and that is not my problem. The pack will be drifted away.
I hold my breath hoping I won’t bawl away.
“So, how was the check up? any news?” His eyes twinkling hoping for a good news.
Tucking away my emotions. I stand up and
did not response and gave him immediately the edited results.
His eyes widen.
“What is this Anne?” He asked.
He furrows his brows in concern and staring at me with his eyes.
“Just read it” I whisper
“I don’t understand?” He looks confused. I wanted to vomit on his face, but I swallowed the bile instead.
“It’s the results for pregnancy and fertility test.” I stop, breathing slowly to calm down.
“… Eliza checked my ovarian function and reserve earlier” I said without looking on his eyes.
It feels like he can see through my soul. It hurts but I have to do this.
His face shows horrid emotions.
“This is bullshit. Y-you’re infertile?” He continues to read the details once more for confirmation.
Before I even responded. A loud growl ripples through his chest and I back away faster than the speed of light nearly tripping on my feet.
“You’re infertile?!”
I expected this reaction. I wanted this moment but I’m not gonna lie. It’s scaring me.”
“I-I’m sorry” I stuttered out. Go on Zion. Show me what you really are.
My body is growing stiff. I cannot look up to his face. I can hear his ragged breathing. God.
I turn to look at him, his eyes changed to dark blue.
Azfel, I know. I know his temper. He was fine when he knew I was the one hurt, but when it comes for them, he doesn’t care. He is known for his temper it is almost beyond control. Out mate bond is the only thing that calmed him down.
As they towers over me, a sinister chill was release on the air.
His eyes stared at my belly. I instinctively place a hand on it to protect my baby.
A terrible thought enters my mind.
Does he sense that there is a life growing in me? That I’m carrying his child? That I’m not infertile?
I back away slowly hoping he won’t do anything
I felt the wall bumping on my back. God. My heart is beating a mile.
“I’m s-sorry Azfel” I whisper, closing my eyes tightly.
“You’re sorry? Sorry doesn’t put a pup on your belly Anne” He laughs, I flinched as I heard the sound of the wall broke as he punched it with his fist my face.
“What the hell, I’m supposed to do now? He asks cupping my face. Tears fell down my cheeks.
“This is the only job I needed you to do! I need a heir! You f*cking cunt” His grip hardened and I could feel my face breaking.
My heart shatters in a million pieces.
Is that all I am to him? A bedwarmer? A breeding wh*re? What about all those moments before we were actually married? Our nights of making love I could feel burning beneath him? None of it was real? I tried to open my mouth to answer but a slap across my face stuns me into silence. My knees weakened as I fell to the floor.
Cradling my stomach and praying to whoever God exist to protect my baby.
Azfel never hurted me before, neither did Zio who I called my husband before now a stranger before me.
I feign hurt as I look at him. I will remember this and I would never forgive him for this.
His hazel eyes returned and Zion storm off through our closest throwing me my suitcase and clothes.
“We are done! Do you hear me? You cunt” He shouted.
“I want you out of this house by tomorrow! I do not want to see your face before I wake up” I cried.
Holding my clothes, thinking what did I ever do to deserve this.
“I don’t care where you go or what you do just leave me the f*ck alone” He cursed
A little relief fills my heart. I am free. My baby and I are free.
I would be on the other side of the country. You will never find me Zion. I will clean up all my traces. You will never see me and you child ever.
I saw his eye’s fogged over, he must be mind linking the guardians.
“Tomorrow. The guardians will be here soon to complete the rejection ceremony.” he says as he walk to the door.
“…and so will the papers” he said before slamming the door before me.
“Y-yes” I whispered.
I hugged myself. Crying to my death.
“We’re okay baby” I rubbed my belly.
“We’re free now” I wish I could feel my little pup within me.
It was comfortable, knowing that I am not doing this alone.
I collect myself and grab all my remaining clothes on the floor.
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Hi!
My name is Misa. I started writing this novel because I was inspired recently about the werevolves, vampires & witches. I got hook up and I started watching tv series about it, and now reading books.
Please support me! I am open to criticism. English is not my first language.
