I
minutes under the shower feel like hours
trying to wash away the darkness of my soul
solution is so far, at the top of towers
it’s been a while since i felt like whole
happiness slipped through my fingers
as the sand of gold
good memories still linger
in the mind out of control
part of me is missing
part is trying hard to stay
the rest of soul is hissing
out of endless pain
set the world on fire
seeing it in flame
not the thing aspired
but i’m is the one to blame