Chapter 1
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Jared POV:
It's been a month. One fucking month! I haven't seen or spoken to my now estranged wife. That morning... that morning I was awoken by her screaming at me. I was hungover like no other. I cheated... yep I fucked up. I was so fucking pissed she was flaunting herself around Anderson, she said I was the only one ME! I felt like she lied and cheated on me so I lied and cheated on her. When she stormed out that morning I had to hitch a ride with Jack and his wife Nina. Of course shes Jess's bestfriend she didn't have much to say to me on that daunting ride home. When I got back to the penthouse she was gone. 90% of her things her gone, along with our daughter's, she left her wedding set on our dresser. I guess we are actually done? I have no clue. I still can't remember everything... I have had more of those dreams. The last one was of Jess screaming in pain, and Anderson was making me choose who to save the baby? Or the wife? I can't verify if it was real or not because again I fucked up and she won't talk to me but, im pretty sure it was real from what she told me that night I called her a whore and stormed off to be the actual whore. I haven't been able to spend to much time with Scarlett only when my parents have her do I get to see her. Of course I hear a ear full of why I don't chase after her or save us.
I have been going to the doctors for check ups and they keep telling me that my memories are coming back... yea.. ok... I decided to go back to the office as Jess has ran away with our daughter, I heard that Frank her father is going to open her a location of the firm up where they live well where we lived. I mean we grew up and lived 2 blocks away from eachother. I never minded being out of the city I just didn't think someone like her would be happy living in the country. I have no idea what to think, say, or do. I mean I don't know what we were, or what we did. Im not a relationship kinda guy, I know everyone loves telling me over and over that we were in love, we were the best blah blah blah. I have no clue. I wish I could just remember and complete the puzzle at least so that I could communicate with her. I mean no hard feelings. Since she has left I have a new friend her name is Carla, she is latino and has a nice ass. I hired a driver because the doctors still don't let me drive in case my memories come flooding back. My birthday is this week, so my parents have a huge party set up. They are setting up a tent and catering the whole thing to celebrate my 30th. All the clients and family will be there. It's a black tie event mixed with a business party. They are doing the annual Collins auction, usually my uncles do it, and we hardly go my parents and I usually just send a check, but this year my parents wanted to host it and raise money for the charity. So what perfect excuse to host the event and mix it with a birthday party. Of course afterwards I wouldn't mind blowing off steam at the clubs, but I have Carla coming as my date. I don't know if she will be there or if she even cares. Fuck! I just need to be balls deep in some pussy, this shit is so stressful. Rosa barely speaks to me anymore, shes upset that my wife and daughter took off. I know shes staying at her parents home, her father and mother hardly speak to me as well. It's just me, myself, and I. All of my buddies except Sam are married or engaged. It's so strange how 2 years I can't remember. I look through my pictures on my phone all the time, apprently we went to Dubai and rode camels, we went to a KoRn concert, we went to NYC for the Gala, and we must have had lots of sex because we have a daughter? Since she has been gone I don't feel bad, sad, or anything I just feel a little empty but I don't know why? It will work out how it's supposed too I guess?
Wrapping up for the day I wanted to go home. My mind keeps replaying everything that has happened. With everyone telling me I fucked up, everyone telling me I am wrong, shit irritates me and my home is my safe place. I can hide and not be judged for my actions that apparently are wrong. Im like a little boy that got in trouble. I mean the boys still talk to me but they don't really talk to me like they used too, I really just have Carla anymore. I met Ralph in the parking lot to take me home. As I strolled up to my penthouse it was just empty. It was like I was a ghost anymore. Tim still comes 3 times a week and says im getting stronger everyday. I went to the fridge and pulled out the plate Rosa made me. Im just trying to remember but, if I remember will it make a difference? She's gone and probably for a good reason of my lying and cheating. Fuck I can't stop thinking about her, and I can't get her off my mind. I sat down on the couch eating my meatloaf mashed potatos and mushroom gravy. I turned the tv on and chilled out. Watching food network. They are buying shopping carts from people at a grocery store and making a meal out of it. All of a sudden it came to me that I have been to a store that required a membership. Then I rememberd her. Its fuzzy but, I remember shopping with her at a grocery store. Ah FUCK! My head is so messed up. I don't know if it's because of her, me, or my memories. I haven't gotten divorce papers yet, maybe she is waiting for me to send them? I don't know what to do without her talking or communicating with me. If she doesn't want to be with me then why is she not telling me that? Well she is you dumb fuck she hasn't spoke to me in a month. I just need to kick back and enjoy life for what it is but, what I had or what I rememberd that was my joy is no longer and im so confused.
I went up to my closet, I had a slew of designer suits, finest of the finest things. I went over to where my tuxedo's were, I picked my black Velvet tux, with a black bow tie and a pair of my Prada dress shoes. My velvet black tux. Is tailored to be tight and the pants are tight and are cut shorter than a full length pant. Yep thats what I will wear, I went in the shower to wash the day away and pass out. Im so fucking done with this day, I wonder what she is doing?
