Lost
I question myself: what is my worth?
Neither deep thought nor spacing out
Everything in this world has a purpose
Even the little things I could see
However, some couldn’t find it.
Wandering in a cold place filled with trees
Walking alone, looking at the blue sky, feeling the clouds
The hesitation that I have been trembling inside
They’re wearing me out
What am I supposed to do?
I just want to run away from this crippling reality.
Covered in this cold shell
This endless path I’ve been taking
Countless thoughts that have been running in my mind
Screaming for help, but all I can hear is my voice.
Desperate and confused, losing all the hope that I have
Is it giving up an option?
Wanting to give up for so long but not having the courage
Weakness and pity, that’s all I have
Walking like a living shadow.
I can’t even cry, can’t even sleep
I can’t even have a peaceful mind
Difficult to find me
Is it really for me to give up?
I wanted to take that opportunity, but how?
Closing my eyes and waking up in reality
I just want someone to hold my hand and bring me back to my senses.
Telling me to continue.....