Other side of me

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Summary

Writing this poetries makes me feel like I can express my feelings from the dark side of me.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
3
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

Lost

I question myself: what is my worth?

Neither deep thought nor spacing out

Everything in this world has a purpose

Even the little things I could see

However, some couldn’t find it.


Wandering in a cold place filled with trees

Walking alone, looking at the blue sky, feeling the clouds

The hesitation that I have been trembling inside

They’re wearing me out

What am I supposed to do?


I just want to run away from this crippling reality.

Covered in this cold shell

This endless path I’ve been taking

Countless thoughts that have been running in my mind

Screaming for help, but all I can hear is my voice.


Desperate and confused, losing all the hope that I have

Is it giving up an option?

Wanting to give up for so long but not having the courage

Weakness and pity, that’s all I have

Walking like a living shadow.


I can’t even cry, can’t even sleep

I can’t even have a peaceful mind

Difficult to find me

Is it really for me to give up?

I wanted to take that opportunity, but how?


Closing my eyes and waking up in reality

I just want someone to hold my hand and bring me back to my senses.

Telling me to continue.....