Dreams
I always hoped I could reach
The me I saw in my dreams
Instead I’m stuck here
In this maze of emotion
Don’t make a face
And show no pain
Apologize for mistakes you made
And the ones you didn’t do
Don’t make a face
When they accuse you
They’re the last ones that need
To pity you
So keep screaming into nothing
And realize no one cares
The void is endless
Aimless
So scream until you can’t anymore
They won’t hear you
Maybe hope for tomorrow
Can keep you fighting today
Living to fulfill dead dreams
Until tomorrow becomes today
And you’ve still keep running
This wheel keeps you fighting
Keep going forward
To see you’re still here
I just want to open my eyes
And see the sun
But I’m to busy running
From this reality
To ones I can’t grasp
Just how strong do I have to be
To stop the few I care for
From ever hurting again?
Just how long until I find
Myself
Under this pile of debris
They left in ruins
I never meant to worry anyone
For things I couldn’t say
For things I couldn’t do
When time for yourself is enough to make
Your conscious guilty
How do you explain stress to those
Who think that’s nonsensical
When all you want
Is more then you’ll ever be aloud
But tauntingly close
Haunting you
I just want what I’ve always dreamed
I just want to do what I love
But it seems Its all broken
Boxes weighing shoulders
To dented to stack
Strings control your body
Liars keep you in moving
Forward
To a nonexistent destination
All your life you’re told
You can be
Exactly what you want
And so you kept fighting
Perfecting useless skills
You’ll never use
Because no one bothered to remind you
That passions
Mean nothing
Without profit
And now you’re stuck in strings
Tied and hung
Bound
And unable to find the ground
