Blackout
This huge suffocating carpet above me
It’s a grey t-shirt, stains of ethylic sweat you evaporated
Widows of white wine
Expanding on your unexperienced chest;
Suffocating is your silhouette over me – like a somber sky
Laying over my mind
Whispering words of unreciprocated passion
Bleary, threatening
Black the next morning, out
Over and out.
Flashing airplanes, whistling over the land, desolated
Countryside-like, humid air – summer may arrive
Flashing thoughts, lightnings, connections of
Slowed Down
Annihilated
Neurons
- When did the music cease?
No fence bordering the before and after and I
Make music with breath exiting my lips
Thick layer of nicotine on my brown lips and you
Enjoy my music more than I do, I guess
You taste it, passing of time
Once adagio, then crescendo
Bleaching memories of the night of the seasons
I can’t see your face
Never thought you were this tall
Never thought I’d have difficulty recognizing a friend
Oh well, a friend
The pulling of a rope behind my forehead
My eyelids mechanical
Focus
Focus now
Don’t just be able to see
You need to look
To understand
You don’t need new glasses, it’s the alcohol
You also don’t need a new soul, don’t you worry
Naïve girl
While it may have abandoned you for a night
This huge suffocating sky
Embracing without consent
One-sided longing
Oh this may pass, too
Don’t you worry naïve girl
Merely your soul cries.
I’ve got glue for you
You might need it
- Asking zigzagging crows for their memory
Blind, black, following their instincts
Sensing the danger of the thunder lasting one night
They ain’t got clues for you
Embarrassed laughter
- When shall we clap?
Not yet
The violinist still breathes the vibration of their last note
You should enjoy that moment too, you know
Moment of uncertainty
Awaiting
What, the end?
To return to your lukewarm homes
Satisfied
Your thirst is over, you consumed
The water I will need to wash my wounds;
The courage to ask what happened after
The pre-concert of a teenage boy cover band.
