Chapter 1
Everyone in the crowd desires to hear me play, i do my best but even with all the cheers and positive vibes, i still feel like i have nothing inside.
I have a good life of having my music help make others feel happy but me on the other hand, i don’t, i enjoy the process at first as it was part of me but now i don’t feel like myself and more like someone else just going through the motions
I been in the music scene for 20-30 years at this point, some of my colleagues are now either dead or drugs, overdosing or living a destructive lifestyle, now i am just the loner of a bygone music era now lost to the sands of time.
I can hear the ticking clock and the beating of my heart as with each string i play, it starts to fade and i start to black out until i hit the floor and i see nothing but a void until a voice calls out to me, it’s time for you to be at peace and accept your self and be free of your doubts and concerns.
I emerged into the light to find myself smiling for the first time in a long time.
