First Time Gay

“You can get undressed and lay facedown, I’ll be back in a couple of minutes.”

I can’t wait, it’s been so long since my last massage, I’ve never had a massage from another man before, I bet his hands are going to be really strong. That’d be nice.

Ok, so clothes off, I guess I’ll set them on this chair. Did he say face down… I think he did.

Ohhhh, there’s a table warmer, I love that.

*knock*

“Ok, all set? So, how’s the day going?”

Maybe if I just don’t answer he’ll avoid smalltalk. I hate smalltalk during a massage.

Oh, yeah, ok… good. He took the hint. Blessed silence.

Oh man, that feels good. That part of my back has been so tight.

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Is that… no… yeah… is that his dick touching my hand?

… Should I move my hand? No, that can’t be his dick. I mean, it must be incidental contact. He’s probably so focused on his work that he doesn’t realize that his dick is bumping into my hand.

I better not move my hand, he’d probably be so embarrassed if he knew that I knew that he’d put his dick on my hand.

It has to be a coincidence.

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Now he’s at the head of the table. Is he supposed to pull the sheet down that far. I don’t feel like any of my female therapists ever exposed that much of my ass. But I mean, he is the professional.

When he rubs his hands down over my back and onto my ass it does feel good. I mean, the ass is the biggest muscle, isn’t it?

And… it does feel fucking great. Yeah, this isn’t sexual, it’s just a muscle massage.

Ok, leg time. This is my favorite part. My hamstrings get so tight.

Oh… ok. He’s got my whole leg and one cheek out of the sheet. But if feels right when he rubs from my calf all the way up my back. This is better than how I’ve had it done before…. More thorough. More therapeutic.

Oh my fucking God, when he slid his hand down and did my inner thigh, so amazing. I hope he didn’t hear that little moan I let out by accident. I need to keep that shit in… I don’t want him to think I’m gay or anything. But… fuck, that feels good.

Oh shit… he’s going deep… that feels… fuck that feels good.

His hand just brushed my balls. I think it was an accident… but damn…

Can he see my dick getting hard? Why the fuck is my dick getting hard. This is so embarrassing. I can’t tell if the sheet is covering my cock. This is so incredibly confusing.

Ok, next leg, I think this time he did expose me for sure… oh, fuck he’s definitely touching my balls on purpose… shit I have to stop moaning. I just came for a massage, but he’s going to think I want a happy ending if I don’t stop with the noises.

Yep, there he goes, the back of his hand just brushed my dick. Shit, I really didn’t mean to make that noise. That didn’t even sound like me. But maybe it’s still just an accident. I mean, he is rubbing my inner leg and the muscles and tendons in there really good. Yeah, it’s all in my head. Oh good, my cock is getting soft again. Thank God for middle age.

That was awkward, but damn if it didn’t feel good.

“Ok let’s get you turned over.”

Oh, good, he’s doing it like a true professional, not looking at my junk or anything. I’m so glad I don’t have a raging boner anymore.

I shouldn’t think too much about it, I mean I always get at least one erection during a massage from female therapists, and those have way less accidental contact.

Yeah, I’m just going to lay here and keep my eyes shut and not move a muscle and let him do what he does…

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That was all really nice, I’m not so into the arm and front shoulder massage, but he definitely knew what he was doing… but this should be great… the quads are coming and I definitely need those massaged…

Ok, nice, a professional draping. The stuff on the other side had to be an accident…

Ohhh, that is so good. Using both hands like that and rubbing all the way up my leg on both side… oh… fuck… oh… oh fuck… oh, my God he is going all the way in… oh fuck he’s going all the way to my perineum… I have to stop fucking moaning… Oh fuck I’m getting hard… maybe he won’t notice… most therapists look away or have their eyes closed….. oh fuck that feels so fucking good…

“Your legs are really tight, I’m going to do some stretches.”

Oh my word, that stretch is…. Something. I’m going to try and stay loose and let him do his thing. But I’ve never had a man handle my leg like that before and put it on his shoulder while he stretched me and rubbed my thighs… it feels amazing, but I think my dick is literally just sticking out of the draping now… I feel so exposed… and I’m so fucking hard…

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Oh, that felt good, but man… so awkward. I’m glad he re-covered my dick with the sheet… but I’m not sure he needed to pat the sheet down on my cock like that… but… ok… other leg.

This feels as good as anything ever… the way he rubs all the way up to right under my balls… why can’t I stop moaning…. straight men aren’t supposed to like it when another man rubs them like this…

Now the stretch again, pulling my leg out and up onto his shoulder while he stretches me out and rubs my leg…

Again, I’m totally exposed to him, he can completely see my hard cock… if he looks… and I bet he is… I’m just going to lay here and keep my eyes closed and assume he maintaining his professionalism….

That’s interesting, I wonder why he didn’t put my leg back down straight… he must have a reason to leave it open like that…

“You’re very tight in here, I need to work it some more…”

Oh yeah, all the way from my knee to my balls on my inner thigh, so great… so relaxing… I’ve never had a woman therapist go that deep, I feel like my muscles really need it… the fact that he keeps brushing my balls and my perineum is just a necessary side effect of the therapy… now back to the left side… and I wonder if he’s spread my left leg like my right… yep… Fuck that feels astonishingly good… even if it feels a little awkward that he’s pushed the drape completely off my legs and onto my belly…. My whole dick is just out there for him to see….

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Oh…. My…. God…. He’s touching my dick… he’s literally rubbing my cock now…..

“Is this alright?”

I can’t even speak, just let out a little moan… I should say no… I mean… fuck…

He’s giving me a handjob… this professional massage therapist in a legit office, with a fucking license hanging on the wall is rubbing my cock….

…but fuck… HE’S A MAN…. I have a man rubbing my dick…. I’ve never had a man stroke me before… why the fuck am I so hard….

…but it feels so good…

“You like having another man stroking your cock?”

I can’t believe I do… Oh my God this feels so fucking taboo… Why can’t I speak? Just more moaning.

Oh, it feels so great as he rubs my dick with one hand and massages that space between my balls and my asshole with the other… I can’t even fucking think straight right now… literally… so much fucking moaning…

“Oh you really like that huh, I bet you’d like me to stick my finger up your ass. You thought you were straight, but you’re not… you’re as gay as they come, and you’re going to cum to another man.”

Him sliding his finger inside me is literally taking my breath away… why do I get more excited the more he talks? Why do I like this so much? I never knew it could feel so good to have something in my ass…. Does this make me gay?

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Oh my… he’s taken his pants off… I have to look… yep, he’s got a hard on too… this has to be the first time I’ve been in a room with a hard dick that wasn’t mine… I think he’s going to climb onto the table. Oh shit… what’s he going to do?

Feeling his weight on my body, while he comes in close… OH FUCK, he’s kissing my neck… oh my God this feels awkward and a little gross and a little sexy… to feel his hot breath on my skin while he kisses me all around my neck whispering kinky shit in my ear and sucking on my nipples… oh fuck… this feels way more gay than when he was just touching my dick…

“So, I think it’s obvious that maybe you’re a little faggot right… I ought to make you suck my dick.”

Oh shit, I don’t want to suck a dick… what about STDs… oh fuck his words and feeling him on top of me… I’m so damn hard….

What’s he doing… I can’t look… I have to look… oh…. Man… he’s rubbing our cocks together… that’s a shocking sight… to see another cock on mine…

“You’re a beta, definitely not an alpha.”

Oh fuck, oh fuck… I almost came when he said that… shit… I have not idea why he keep insulting me… but it just keeps my dick so fucking hard….

What’s that sound… is he putting a condom on? What is happening…. Oh my God he looks so fucking manly as he grabs my ankles and spreads my legs…. is he going to…. Oh fuck… I don’t know… but why do I want him to? Oh fuck… yeah…. That’s his hard cock pressed against my asshole… oh fuuuuuuuck… he just put it in…. I’m literally getting butt-fucked by my male massage therapist…. Fuuuuuuuck… I hope he’s gentle…..

“If you can’t tell, I’m the alpha dog… and you’re the beta dog… Men do the fucking… sissies get fucked… you’re the sissy. Next time you come for a massage you should be in panties.”

All I can do is moan in agreement… it feels so damn good to have a man handle me like this… it feels so good to have his dick in my asshole while he rubs my cock… he’s not going too deep but fuck if it isn’t good….

He’s pulling out…

“Take this bitch.”

Oh man, he’s cumming on me… he’s shooting his cum all over my stomach… it’s so thick and warm… I can’t help stroke… I can’t stop myself…

….OH FUCK I’M CUMMING…. Fuck… Yes… Oh… My… so much cum… my cum is mixing with his on my stomach…… oh fuck… that felt so good… oh shit… fuck… that was a dude ass fucking me…oh shit… this feels awkward… Fuck I just want to clean up and get out of here…

It’s been a few weeks… maybe I should see if I can get another massage appointment… last time was a fluke… I’ll just tell him I’m not gay and we shouldn’t do that stuff again… I mean I’m totally straight and not at all a beta… I don’t want a man to cum on me like he’s marking his property…

…and if he does… he probably won’t… but maybe he will… Should I put on a pair of my wife’s panties? lemme just shoot him a text….