The peace that I deserve.

“For fucks sake Oli. slow down man. you’re going to rip me open.”

Eli is my punching bag today.

well, he’s a hole for my cock to punch.

I needed to let of some steam after the shit show that was yesterday.

“Just hold still, stop complaining like a little bitch.”

I thrust my hips harder as Eli grunts.

he knows how to take me when I get like this.

“Fuck... Oli it’s too much.”

I pump my hips. my hands holding his.

“Just a little more. take me Eli. take all of me.”

I grab his cock and stroke his length in hard slow movements.

“Ahh fuck”

his balls draw up and his hole getter tighter.

“that’s it, come for me.”

he does just that, coming into my hand as I slam into him over and over again.

“Yes, yes, yes. fuck”

I slow my movements as I come down from my high.

Eli slaps my leg as I slide from his body.

“you’re a dick you know that right.”

I huff and walk into the bathroom.

“I’m serious Oli, what the fuck was that you could do serious damage.”

Eli grabs my arm to turn me.

I don’t know why I lunge at him.

why I show him so much vulnerability.

but he catches me, and I let him hold me while I cry.

“We should have listened to her. she was trying to explain E.”

he nods against my head.

“I know Oli, Roman acted selfishly.”

yes, he did.

“I’m going to go find her today. she deserves the right to explain.”

I sniff and stand up.

“I’ll come with you.”

we dress and walk down to the kitchen.

Roman is scowling and playing with a white envelope in his hand.

“Oli and I are going to find her.”

Roman stands up abruptly, sliding the envelope into his pocket.

“Why. she played us.”

I could punch him right now.

“She was trying to explain to us. she was scared Ro. she was scared of how we would react.”

Roman doesn’t look convinced.

“Whatever it was she wanted to tell us. it scared her.”

Miles is sitting calmly at the other end of the table.

“Your both fools, I have proof she was messing around behind our backs, stealing money. but go ahead and chase a fantasy, believe her lies, I don't give a shit.”

He walks off and doesn’t look back.

this is all so fucked up.

“Miles. you want to come with us.”

Eli sounds so hopeful.

Miles shakes his head no.

“I’m conflicted. she lied.”

I’m about to start shouting but Eli jumps in first.

“She had a good reason, Miles. why won’t you just hear her out”?

Miles grabs hold of Eli and shakes him.

“Let me finish you little shit.”

Eli backs down and Miles lets him go.

“She lied, and that's why I'm conflicted. because I think she lied for a good reason. but I’m not the one who needs convincing. its him”

Miles looks in the direction that Ro went.

Eli looks at me.

“Come on, let’s go find our girl.”

Miles watches us leave.

we drive downtown, its quiet for a Sunday.

“You really think she’ll be at the office.”

I nod, where else would she go.

“I’ve tried her cell; she won’t pick up. unless she went to a motel. she'll be here.”

Eli drives us to the corner of her block.

“We should have stopped her leaving.”

I nod and pat him on the shoulder.

“Dam straight we should have.”

we climb out and walk the short distance to her door.

the office is open which is a Suprise. but then I remember Cici telling us that Sallyanne is a workaholic.

“Mr. Sanders. Mr. Green. how can I help you”?

Sallyanne is a lovely woman, stern looking but lovely.

“Is Cici around, we need to talk to her. her cell isn’t working."

Sallyanne looks puzzled.

"Sorry no, she left yesterday. said she had something to do and that was that."

Eli looks at me and I shrug.

"Do you know anywhere else she may have gone?"

Sallyanne shakes her head no.

"I'm sorry, but she's either here or at home."

her cheeks slightly Pinken and it's a cute look.

"Thanks for the help. if she comes in, can you call us, please."

she frowns and then nods.

"Sure thing Mr. Sanders"

we leave feeling defeated.

"Where else could she possibly go"

I pull out my cell and start a search of all motels in the area.

"There are Five motels close by. let's check them first, then move on to hotels."

Eli opens his car door and looks around.

"Oli there must be over One hundred Hotels, we can't search them all."

I let out a deep sigh.

"I know, but we can call. send out a picture and if anyone sees her or if she checks in anywhere, we get them to call us."

I'm not giving up on her.

we climb into the car and head for the double blue motel.

it's a shit hole but its close so she could be there.

"This place is disgusting."

I nod in an agreement.

"True story, but we need to ask if she checked in or out."

Eli joins me when we reach the dirty and smelly office.

Orlando Blue is the owner.

he and his brother have owned this motel for over Thirty years.

"Evening Oliver. Good to see you."

I don't shake his outstretched hand because who knows what he's done with it.

Orlando used to be, let's just say an old acquaintance.

he's a man you go to for information, or you need your next fix.

"Have you seen this girl."

Eli holds up his phone and Orlando looks closer.

"You know information aint free boy."

I slap a Fifty on the counter while he looks again.

"Pretty young thing. she yours"

Eli is ready to lunge but I step in his way.

"Yes or no. she been here or not."

Orlando shakes his head no.

"I'm sure id remember a stunner like that, sorry boys."

we leave the office and walk back to the car.

"Where to next"

I bring up my phone and tell him the address.

Turns out she's not at the pink flamingo.

she's not at the Two strikes.

she's not at heavens hideaway either.

"Fuck me, now what."

we just arrived at the last Motel and its closed down.

"We go home, we regroup, and we get as many people as possible to help track her down."

Eli nods and we turn the car around and head for home.

"We need Roman Ol. he has connections. if he's on board then we will find her"

I pat his thigh.

he's right. Roman is our guy.

"We just need to convince him she didn't do what he's accusing her of."