Chapter One
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Rachel
Three years was a long fucking time to go without seeing my family. Itโd been three years since I stepped through these clubhouse gates. Three years since I saw my brother and his wife, Brittany. Three years since I saw my parents outside of a computer screen. I had a niece I didnโt even truly know.
The club had been dragging me down when I decided to leave this place. When I left, I was failing school, on the verge of dropping out. My senior year had been about to go to complete shit. My life was on a catastrophic, downward spiral.
When my grandfather found out, he put his foot down and told my parents he was taking me away from the club. Away from the shit that always circled this family. Away from all the darkness and bullshit that had been dragging me down.
I graduated five months later. I even did two years of community college after that.
And then, my familyโs shit found me.
I knew it would only be a matter of time, butfuck, I hadnโt expected them to come down on me so hard. Two menโone with a patch over his right eyeโfrom a rival clubโthe Souls of Grim MCโhad tried to snatch me right outside of the grocery store in broad damn daylight. If that old lady hadnโt smacked one upside the head with her huge purse, I would no doubt either be kidnapped, searching for a way out of whatever situation Iโd ended up in, or dead and buried in a shallow grave somewhere, never to be found or heard from again.
When Iโd called my grandfather, telling him what had happened, he told me to go home to the club. Immediately. Fuck my shit. Fuck my first year of university about to start.
His order had been to go home. He wouldnโt even let me come say goodbye.
I knew right then that something was going on, and it had to do with my grandfatherโthe one who started the Royal Saints MC. And whatever this rival club wanted with him, they found out I was connected to him.
Just fuckinโ lovely.
The gravel crunched under my combat boots as I made my way to the clubhouse doors. The place was quiet, which meant everyone was probably asleep or out doing their own thing. Which usually meant things were quiet for the club for the time being.
Wasnโt going to last long now that I was home though. If there was one thing I knew about clubs like the Souls of Grim MC, it was that they stopped at nothing to get what they wanted. And for some reason, they wanted me.
The Souls of Grim knew who I was now, and if they were trying to use me to get something out of my grandfather, they wouldnโt be forgetting about me anytime soon.
โHey, can youโโ Brittany stared at me with wide eyes as I stepped through the clubhouse doors. She dropped the glass sheโd been holding, and it shattered at her feet. My niece, Emmaโwho I only knew through a video screenโsqueaked in alarm, looking around for the cause of the loud noise.
I lifted a hand and waved at Brittany, my other hand hanging limply at my side. โHi.โ
โHoly shit,โ she breathed. She moved around the counter and swept me into her arms. I quickly hugged her back, my chest growing tight. How long had it been since Iโd been wrapped in my sister-in-lawโs loving, safe arms? โI canโt believe youโre home.โ She leaned back and gripped my upper arms, running her eyes over me. โNo one mentioned you were coming.โ
I shrugged carelessly. โNo one knew.โ
Hell, I hadnโt even known until a few hours ago.
โBabe, what the fuckโRachel?โ Carter breathed, staring at me as he came out of the back hallway. He rubbed his eyes with the pads of his fingers before blinking at me again. โHoly shit. It is you.โ Quickly, he moved forward, sweeping me into a hug. I sank into his embrace, my eyes closing of their own volition. There was nothing better in the world than a brotherโs hug. Iโd missed the hell out of him. โFuck, what are you doing home?โ
I shrugged for the umpteenth time as he released me, leaning down to sweep his daughter off the floor. She looked so much different in real life than she had through a phone screen. Blonde curls flopped all over her head, too short to do anything with yet and just long enough to be unruly. Her blue eyes were an exact replica of my brotherโs.
And her smile was literally everything. So full of innocence and joy.
I hoped this club never touched her the way it had touched me.
โNeeded a change in scenery,โ I lied. โThought I could come home for a little while.โ
Carter frowned at me. โBut arenโt you set to start uni in the fall?โ
I waved him off. โIโll be back with granddad before then.โ I hoped.
Carter grinned at me. โWell, itโs good to have you back, even if itโs just for a little while, sis.โ He jerked his head toward the hallway. โCome on. Iโll get you set up in a room. Doubt you wanna stay with Mom and Dad.โ I grimaced at the idea, making him laugh. My parents and I clashed heads more often than not. Even while living with Granddad, anytime they came around or I had to talk to them, we ended up fighting.
Emma squealed and smacked her hands to Carterโs cheeks. He blew a raspberry at her as he led me down the hall. โYeah, didnโt think you did.โ He glanced at my empty hands. โNo bags?โ
I snorted. โYou know meโfly by the seat of my pants. So nope. No bags.โ
He sighed, eyeing me suspiciously for a moment. I held his stare, and thankfully, he didnโt pry. โYou need money for clothes since youโre still irresponsible?โ
I ignored the dig and the irritation that swept through me at it. I had a part to play, which was to not let them know what was going onโnot yet. Granddad hadnโt brought them into this, so I wouldnโt either.
โIf youโre offering, then fuck yeah. Broke as shit.โ
Carter snorted. โSomehow, I doubt that, but Iโll get you some cash in a bit anyway.โ
I grinned and clapped him on the back as he pushed open the last door at the end of the hall. โYouโre the fuckinโ best,โ I told him as I stepped around him and into the room. It was bare of everything but furniture. The bed was unmade. The dresser and nightstand drawers were pulled out a bit to let them remain aired out. The closet and bathroom doors were openโboth rooms empty.
I had a lot of shopping to do, apparently. Just great. I hated shopping. It was too damn time consuming.
โNo sheets?โ I asked, turning to look at my brother.
Carter shook his head. โNope. You want sheets, you buy sheets.โ
โDick,โ I muttered.
He laughed and lifted Emmaโs hand to wave at me. She squealed, and I couldnโt stop the smile from tilting my lips. โGood to have you back home, sis.โ
~*~*~
Smoke filled my lungs as I inhaled on the blunt before lowering it from my lips and slowly blowing the smoke out. I knew it was only a matter of time before Mom and Dad found out I was here at the clubhouse, but I was putting it off as long as possible. Carter had promised me he wouldnโt say anything, but that didnโt mean one of the other members wouldnโt run their mouths.
I loved my parents, but this club had always come first for them. Didnโt matter how old we were, that had never changed. And while things had been mostly pleasant the last three years I was away, even if we did fight, I knew it was only because we werenโt in each otherโs physical presence.
In person, shit rarely went well. I was too headstrong. Never wanted to fall in line. And them? Yeahโฆ they liked being obeyed without question.
Newsflash for themโI didnโt wear a cut. Never would. I was their daughter. Not a fucking patched member.
โWell, well, well, look what the fuckinโ cat dragged in.โ
I looked over, my heart lurching into my throat at the sight of the man Iโd been in love with since I was a teen.
Callan ElliotโSergeant at Arms of the Royal Saints MC.
He was older than me by ten years, a bit of an asshole, overbearing, overprotectiveโฆ
And the hottest fucking man Iโd ever laid my eyes on. Even now, three years later, he had the ability to make my body come alive with one look.
His beard still hung down to the top of his shirt, and he still wore black t-shirts and grease-stained jeans. His dark eyes were covered by his shades, but I knew they would be hard and unflinching. Cold. Just as they always had been. And even though he seemed unfeeling as fuckโa bit detached from the worldโsomething about him had always soothed me.
โGot some new ink, I see,โ I noted, nodding at his muscular arms, which were now fully covered in tats.
He grunted and sat beside me on the picnic table. I held the blunt out to him, and he took it, placing it between his lips. โWhat brought you back to this shithole?โ he asked, passing the blunt back to me after he blew smoke into the air.
I grunted. โFelt like a change in scenery,โ I lied.
He hummed, and I knew he didnโt believe me. I could lie with the best of them, but somehow, Callan always saw through my shit. Every single fucking time. It was annoyingโฆ and also a bit nice for someone to actually see me.
โYou sure about that, girly?โ
I looked over at him, blowing smoke out the corner of my lips. โThe fuck are you? My daddy?โ
He placed his hand on the picnic table behind me, his thumb brushing against my ass through my leggings. My breath hitched in my throat. Warm curled in my lower stomach, and my nipples threatened to rip right through my fucking bra.
Christ. Heโd barely even touched me.
Callan leaned in, his face a mere two inches from mine. โWant me to be?โ
Holy fuckinโ shit, he did not just say that.
โIโโ
My words were cut off when the sound of two bikes riding onto the lot reached my ears. Callan and I looked over at the same time, and I sighed. โJust great,โ I muttered. I stood to my feet, Callan immediately following. Mom and Dad turned their bikes off, their eyes on me. โWish me luck?โ I asked, looking up at Callan.
He snorted and took the blunt from between my fingers. โAs if youโll need it, girly. You can play the good girl part all you want, but at your core, youโre just a rotten apple like the rest of us. You can leave this club, sweetheart,โ I could feel his eyes boring into mine through those dark, reflective shades, โbut this club ainโt ever leavinโ you.โ
With that, he strode inside, leaving me to face my parents by myselfโฆ
And leave me wondering if maybe he was right. Because as soon as Iโd ridden through those gates in my shiny, expensive Range Rover, old habits had fallen right into place.
The brat was back, every defense in my body locking back into place.










