𝐁𝐥𝐮𝐫𝐛
I just wanted to live my life the way I want to, is it too much to ask?
Even after being the CEO of one of the World's raging skincare & makeup brand Cinzel. I couldn't have that one thing people now a days don't even care about, while I crave it the most.. parent's love
I was so far away now.. I missed them, but do they even care? I don't think so.
Everything I am today is because of my parents.. expected to hear something like that? No! My parents have treated me all my life as if I'm still a fourth-grader who knows nothing about this cruel world in front of me. They always expected me to wear clothes that fully covered my body, stay away from boys, and act like a girl.
Too many expectations.. but all I wanted to do was just be myself and live my life the way I wanted to.. and I did.
The moment I shifted to Mumbai for my studies 5 years ago, I started to live my life to the fullest, to savor every moment as if I was soon going to die from inside if I wouldn't, or as if someone might come and take me back to the reality of my life.
I never thought my life would change like this.. not until I stared in those brown eyes for the first time, and he turned my world upside down.
Those eyes.. his eyes, were a deep, rich brown, like the color of dark chocolate melting under the sun. They held a warmth and depth that drew me in, inviting me to explore the hidden layers of his soul. Every glance he cast my way was like a silent promise, a glimpse into a world where trust and comfort were the only things that mattered.
He made me trust him just to break it.. to break her. I could never forgive him for what he did to her. I never loved and trusted anyone as much as I trusted Sharva, my childhood bestfriend who has been with me through all the ups and downs in my life.
I hated him for breaking her and hated myself more for trusting him even for a few moments. I hated myself for falling for him so hard
Arnav Malhotra, my downfall, my salvation. He is everything I ever hated, yet he loves me despite all the hurtful things I have ever said and done to him. Like he could never hate me or at least he acts like he would never.
Helped me at my worst.. but that doesn't heal the wound he gave after, the wound that still craves so deep inside me as if it will almost split my heart into two halves
Love y'all <3
— xo, ak 💋
