Chapter 1: Aiden
Note: This takes place 5 months after The Fallout Book 3 LYLID series and 1 month before Shattered Rules
Mid-Fall Semester:
The smell of fresh seafood and garlic butter lingers in the air, mixing with the salty scent from the open windows. Alicia twirls her chocolate tresses around her index finger, a playful glint in her eyes. She has a bit of a reputation around campus, only dating athletes. Not just any athletes, but the ones at the top of their game. Football, basketball, even the track starsāif theyāre winning, sheās interested. Some say sheās just into the thrill of the spotlight.
Others think sheās just chasing clout, always wanting to be seen with the guy whoās making headlines, the one everyoneās talking about, which is why I was surprised she agreed to this date since I havenāt started all season. I suppose she fell for my charm, or maybe she Googled me and found out about my dad. Even if my name doesnāt carry much weight on campus, the Sullivan familyās wealth and influence mightāve been enough to catch her interest. Whatever the reason, Iām not complaining, but the question hanging in the air is, can I live up to whatever sheās looking for?
āSo what do you say, letās go ahead and get out of here? My roommate is staying with her boyfriend tonight, so weāll have the dorm room to ourselves.ā
āOh yeah?ā I meet her gaze, my heart thumping in anticipation. āWhat are we going to do when we get there?ā I tease.
She reaches across the table and squeezes my forearm. āI can think of a few things,ā she traces her lips with her tongue then bites her bottom lip.
My pulse quickens at her touch, the warmth of her hand sending a surge of adrenaline through me. The way she bites her lip is like she knows exactly what sheās doing to me. Iām bricked up from the thought of finally getting some action tonight. I hold up a finger to flag down the server, a young guy probably not much older than me, dressed in a crisp white shirt with a black tie. His shoes squeak slightly against the polished wooden floors as he navigates through the maze of tables, each one adorned with a small flickering candle. The large windows along the wall offer a stunning view of the waterfront, where the gentle lapping of waves against the dock complements the soft murmur of conversation in the restaurant.
āCheck please,ā I say as he walks by. He gives a polite nod before heading to the back to retrieve the bill.
Alicia leans back in her chair, crossing her legs as she studies me with a smirk. āExcited to get out of here, huh?ā Her voice is teasing, but thereās an edge to it like sheās testing me.
I nod, trying to keep my cool. āJust looking forward to spending more time with you.ā
She arches an eyebrow, the smirk still playing on her lips. āIs that so? And what exactly do you have in mind, A-train?ā
I can feel my heart pounding as I search for the right words. āMaybe we could watch a movie or something.ā
Alicia chuckles softly, shaking her head. āA movie?ā
Before I can respond, the server returns with the bill, placing it neatly in front of me. āHere you go,ā he says with a polite smile before stepping back. I glance at his nametagāDavidābefore reaching into my pocket, trying to keep my wallet out of Aliciaās view. Itās a PokĆ©mon wallet. I know Iām in college now and probably need a real one. My father even got me a Bulgari for my fifteenth birthday, but I canāt seem to let go of this one.
I glance down at the bill, then slip my card into the holder. Normally Iād asked the girl to split the bill the first few dates. Then when we make things more official, Iāll start to pick up the whole tab. My parents were horrified when they found out I didnāt always pay the bill. They are so old-fashioned, but if shit is casual, I donāt see why they canāt pay their own.
But tonight is different, Iāve been trying to get a date with Alicia all semester so tonight Iām going all out. I brought her to this nice seafood place on the water, picking up the tab, and paying for the Uber. Iām breaking my rules and everything is on me tonight.
As the server walks away, I look back at her, trying to play it off. āWell, I figured we could start with a movie and see where the night takes us.ā
She leans forward, her eyes locking onto mine, her voice dropping to a whisper. āYouāre cute, Aiden. But letās be real, thereās only one thing on your mind tonight.ā
I swallow hard, her words hitting me like a jolt of electricity. āYouāre not wrong.ā
She smiles, the kind of smile that says she knows exactly what sheās doing. āGood. Then letās not waste any more time.ā
The waiter approaches the table, his expression apologetic. āIām sorry, but your card was declined. Do you have another you can try?ā he asks in a voice just about a whisper.
I can feel the heat rising to my face, my heart racing. Fuck me. āCan you try and run it again,ā I ask as the ground crumbles beneath me.
āI tried three times,ā the waiter replies in an apologetic tone.
I feel the sweat bead up on my forehead, shit. I reach into my pocket and pull out my wallet. That was my only card, but I open my wallet hoping that somehow the $4 cash miraculously turned into enough to cover this bill. I flip through the four one-dollar bills, nope still only four bucks.
I run a hand through my hair, embarrassment flooding me, āI seem to be short,ā I tell Alicia. āDo you think you could cover this, I swear Iāll Cashapp you the money tomorrow.ā
She twists her lips in disgust, āYou have got to be kidding me.ā
I have to admit Iām horrible at checking my bank account balance but itās only because I never needed to. In high school, Iād just swiped my American Express and my parents paid the bill. As long as I wasnāt spending exorbitant amounts, Dad didnāt care. Heād give me and my sister Ashleigh a few hundred dollars in cash every month, and we both had an AmEx card for anything else we wanted.
āIāll give you a few minutes,ā I waiter says, with a frosty glare. He probably thinks weāre going to try and bail on the check.
āIām really sorry about this, I guess I should have checked my account,ā I apologize.
At first, Aliciaās eyes soften, like she might understand. But as the seconds tick by and I fumble with my phone, her expression hardens, shifting from mild concern to outright disdain.
āYou better figure out something because Iām not paying for this.ā
My palms sweat as I pull out my phone, āOk, just give a minute.ā I quickly text Devonte.
Me: Can you Cashapp me 100.
I wait and wait but my text goes unread. I look up at Alicia who is growing more and aggravated. āI just need to make a quick call, Iāll be right back.ā I slide my seat back and attempt to get up.
āNaaah! Where do you think youāre going? You arenāt going to ditch me leaving me with the bill! If you need to make a call do it right here.ā
āI wouldnāt do that. I swear,ā I hold up my hand in surrender.
āTuh, I donāt trust that you wonāt.ā
As if this night couldnāt get more embarrassing, I have to make this call in front of her. āOk.ā I scroll through my contacts and hit the phone icon.
āHey Baby!ā A loud cheery voice says after three rings.
Aliciaās eyes widen as I scramble to turn down the volume.
āHey, listen. I need a favor,ā I try to whisper, my back slightly turned away from the table. āCould you send me $100?ā
āOh, I havenāt heard from you in almost three weeks and now youāre calling because you need some money?ā
āMa,ā I whisper, āIām sorry. Iāll call more I promise but Iām kinda in a bind right now.ā
āSo how has school been?ā she continues. āI canāt believe you have to miss Thanksgiving dinner because of football. You know I really donāt like that schedule. Who schedules a game the day after Thanksgiving! Your coach should allow you guys to come home.ā Ma complains. āAsh is away at doing her Semester at Sea and youāre going to be gone. I donāt like the thought of not having my babies home for the holiday.ā
I look over and Alicia is clearly exasperated by this date.
āMama, Iām sorry Iām going to miss Thanksgiving, but Iāll be home after finals, but we can talk about that later, right now I really need you to send me some money.ā
āAiden, what do you need $100 for? What happened to your graduation money and the money you saved up from your summer job?ā Ma questions.
I turn my back to Alicia, āI went out with a friend and my card was declined. The server is waiting on me.ā
āAiden,ā she groans. āThat was over ten thousand dollars! I canāt believe you spent that much money in four months!ā she scolds. āAnd we talked about this before you left for school, you need to keep track of what youāre spending. Your father isnāt footing the bill anymore. I knew I should have insisted you put that money in a savings account I had control over.ā
I donāt often get frustrated with my mom, but she is really irking my nerves at this moment. I want to yell for her to spare me the fucking lecture and send the money. The longer it takes to pay, the more awkward this date becomes.
āMama, please,ā I beg with quiet desperation.
āOk, Iāll Zelle it to your account.ā
I breathe a sigh of relief, āThank you, thank you, thank you.ā
āI love you. Iāll talk to you later,ā she says.
āOk, love you too.ā
As I end the call Alicia gets up.
āWhere are you going?ā I desperately question.
āThis date is over.ā
āAlicia, Iām really sorry.ā My phone pings with a new notification. I look on the screen to see my mom has sent me the $100 I asked for. āItās all taken care of. Iām paying it right now.ā
She puts on her coat, āOne, you have a PokĆ©mon wallet. What are you fucking twelve? And Two, you arenāt taking care of the bill, your mama is. Lose my number,ā she says in a snippy tone.
Aliciaās words cut deep, and Iām left there, stunned as she storms out of the restaurant. The remaining patrons glance my way, some with pity, others with thinly veiled amusement.
I slump back into my chair, staring down at the $100 now sitting in my account. My face burns with humiliation. The server, David, reappears, hovering at the edge of the table, clearly having witnessed the whole exchange. His expression is carefully neutral, but I can tell he feels bad for me.
āWould you like to pay now, sir?ā he asks, his voice gentle.
āYeah,ā I mumble, sliding my card across the table without meeting his eyes.
As he walks away to process the payment, I lean back in my chair, running a hand through my hair. What a disaster.
The whole night feels like a spotlight on how unprepared I am for this new chapter of my life. No more high school safety nets, no more Dad footing the bill. Iām on my own now. David returns, placing the receipt on the table with a pen. āThank you, sir. I hope your evening improves,ā he says with a sympathetic smile before stepping away to give me privacy.
I sign the receipt, leaving a tip that, while modest, is still more than I can really afford right now. I sit there for a moment longer, trying to collect myself.
I walk out of the restaurant. The cool night air hits my face. I run my hands through my pale orange curly fro taking a deep breath, trying to clear my head. As I wait for the Uber, I canāt help but feel like this night was a wake-up callāone that I desperately needed but definitely didnāt want.
I watch the lights from the waterfront reflect on the calm water, and I know Iāve got to start getting my shit together. This isnāt high school anymore. If I want to make it out here, I need to stop relying on my parents and start handling my own business.