Chapter 1
I take a deep breath as the ice-cold water runs down my spine, a dampened expression running across my features. I haven’t felt this way in a while, I haven’t felt the red-hot urge to immerse my fist through a wall or bang my head against a metal post until I’m bruised and bloody. A lonesome tear of my heartstrings as the realization of my inevitable fate strikes closer and closer with each waking moment. I turn the faucet of the shower off and run my fingers through my hair, trying to rid myself of the feeling.
A beat
Suddenly my eyes open and Im back in my room, my myriad of used tissues and dirty clothes surround me in a cave of solitude. Being alone doesn’t mean I’m lonely? That’s what I used to say, its what I believed, until she came into my life and turned it into an absolute shit show. One of which I get to deluge in by myself, she left me here to rot but of course before I continue to explain the complexities of my hurt I find myself back there, the day I met her. The day the death of all things beautiful, had been set in stone.
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