Broken
Broken
Alice's pov,
Never thought that this day would come in my life.
Being in my room, in my bed and watching the rain through the windows. I had my dairy and a pen in my hand. And started to write,
Dear dairy,
I had never imagined in my life that i would feel so empty.
I was defeated not by my enemies, not by my rivals, not by the people i thought would hurt me.
But my own flesh and blood.I was not the person who would mourn for the things lost. But how can I not when I, myself felt lost.
How can I hurt my own family, who gave everything to me. But I can't believe that I feel so empty and a human with no emotions.
What have I done wrong to deserve this. Now i cannot trust anyone even my shadow. I can't trust after what happened a few months back.
But that feels like it had happened today.
I had given myself to them not worrying about what would happen in the future. They teased me, said words that should not have been told and left me broken with pieces.
I try to glue the pieces but it was not the same and some pieces are not ready to be fixed.
Used to be a happy girl, yapping around the city. But now a broken women who is not ready to face anything.
After writing it she kept them aside and started to think what if her life was not like this.
Alice thought that it would be better to put a line and not be the same girl she used to be.
What would you do if your family had broken you in a way, you thought not possible?