Dedication
For my little sister,
the only one who ever cheered loud enough when no one else did.
For every cutie who ever listened, read, or gave a damn.
And for the version of me who survived long enough to tell this story.
This story contains themes of: cheating, depression, eating disorders, racism, self-harm, suicide
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Adulthood was supposed to be freedom. Instead, it feels like a curse. Stuck in a dead-end job at Target Tech, the narrator drifts through fluorescent-lit days, haunted by memories of a teenage past that was loud, chaotic, and unbearably alive. The novel unfolds as a series of flashbacks sparked by the monotony of adulthood. Each memory pulls her deeper into the messy truth of growing up: first crushes that turned toxic, first kisses that were awkward and wrong, first experiments with sexuality that left her confused, first heartbreaks that shattered her world. At the center of it all is Dominic Freeburn — the boy who wasn’t worth it, but who left a mark that never healed. Her lies about him got her suspended, destroyed her friendships, and made her the outcast of her school. Yet he also became her first kiss, her first taste of passion and regret all tangled together. Dominic represents everything she can’t forget about her teenage years: the drama, the pain, the stupid decisions that felt like destiny. As the narrative swings between past and present, the curse of adulthood becomes clear. Bills, jobs, fake customer service smiles — they’ve replaced the fire of youth with something gray and suffocating. But through remembering the reckless highs and devastating lows of adolescence, she begins to realize that even the worst moments mattered. Because they made her who she is. Raw, unfiltered, and brutally honest, My Cursed Adult Life is a messy love letter to growing up too fast, crashing too hard, and still carrying the scars into adulthood. It’s about firsts that never really leave you, heartbreaks that echo years later, and the truth no one tells you: growing up isn’t freedom. It’s just another kind of cage.
For my little sister,
the only one who ever cheered loud enough when no one else did.
For every cutie who ever listened, read, or gave a damn.
And for the version of me who survived long enough to tell this story.
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Kelley: Love the story line! Ryder needs to getvhiavhead out of his ass tho!
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Happiness Aghogho: I love this.... so thrilling. Looking forward to the end
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jo987_123: This is a good story, but it needs a good editor to go through this iteration and fix the mistakes. The pov changes from 1st person to 3rd person, often, and sometimes within one sentence. It needs a liberal sprinkling of punctuation marks throughout, and a decision needs to be made about the char...
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Evodia Naah: I love this and honestly I didn’t want it to end🤗Absolutely worth the read!!
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Biva: Quite good for a novella. Impressive writing style and we'll edited. Just one thing- Karla keeps referring herself to a stray cat and while at first it makes sense the analogy gets stale after a while.
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Saraa: Hey! I really enjoyed your story. It made me wonder how you actually write. Are you someone who plans everything in advance, or do you discover the story as the chapters unfold?
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IsadoraTorrez: I enjoy this genre so it caught my eye while searching for books to read. The characters are portrayed so well,with real emotions and problems. I love that the little boy brought Madi and Luca together and in spite of the traumatic event that happened to Madi, this book is a feel-good book filled wi...
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