Chapter 1
POV: Brianna
The windshield wipers couldn’t keep up. Rain hammered the roof so hard she felt it in her teeth. Five hours, or six—she’d stopped counting when the pills wore off, and the shaking started. The kind of shaking that made her grip the wheel until her knuckles went white, until she couldn’t tell if she was cold or terrified or both.
If she stopped, she’d think. If she thought, she’d remember the locked door, the needle, the way the man who’d promised to love her had looked at her when he knew she knew.
She’d never been this far north. In fact, she’d never left the state of Georgia until tonight. The GPS had given up an hour ago, and now the road signs meant nothing—Black Mountain, Old Fort, towns she’d never heard of and couldn’t afford to care about. She just needed the gas to hold out. She just needed the rain to stop before the tires decided they were done with her.
Her phone buzzed. She knew better than to look, but she did—just a glance, just a second to see the name on the screen. The name she’d been running from.
When she looked up, the right tires were already on gravel. The shoulder yawned close, black mud and ditch grass rushing by. She jerked the wheel left, too hard, too fast. The back end broke free. Water grabbed the tires, and suddenly she wasn’t driving anymore—she was riding something that had its own mind, something that wanted her off the road.
She spun. A full rotation, heel-to-toe, the world smearing into gray and green. Then the shoulder dropped away, and the car settled into something soft and final. The ditch. Deep enough to swallow the wheels. Deep enough to keep her.
For a moment, she didn’t know where she was. The steering wheel had kissed her forehead—not hard, but hard enough. She touched her temple, came away with blood on her fingertips. A thin line, warm and already slowing. She stared at it, felt the dull throb behind her eyes, and thought: Move. Now.
She shoved the door. It opened against resistance, mud sucking at the metal. She stepped out into soup—black earth, oversaturated, hungry. Her boots sank to the ankles. She tried to pull free, and the left one stuck. The boot held; her foot didn’t. She yanked again, desperate, and the right one stayed too. She stood there in wet socks, two hundred dollars of leather swallowed by the mountain, and wanted to cry.
“Are you kidding me?” Her voice cracked, too loud in the rain. “Are you fucking kidding me?”
The car was moving.
Not fast. A slow, grinding slide toward the darkness beyond the shoulder. She stumbled back, feet squelching, and watched it tilt. Not a cliff—not quite—but steep enough. She’d never climb down. Never reach her bag, her water, the little cash in the glovebox. Everything she had left in the world, sliding away.
“No. No, no, no—” She reached out like she could stop it, like her hands mattered. “Come on. Please. I need—”
The car groaned, dropped, and hit bottom. Distant. Muffled. Final.
“Fuck! “She screamed it into the rain, like the words meant something, like they could change anything.
“My phone! My bag! My—” She couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t see. “Everything. Everything I had. Everything—”
She sank to her knees in the mud, not caring, not feeling the cold anymore. “No. No, no, no, this isn’t... this isn’t happening. This isn’t fucking happening.”
She hit the ground. Her palms slapped wet earth, and she let out something that wasn’t a scream, wasn’t a sob, it was just a broken sound from a broken place.
“I can’t. I can’t do this. I can’t—”
She stayed there, shaking, bleeding, barefoot in the mud. The rain didn’t care. The mountain didn’t care. She had nothing. She was nothing. Just a girl soaked all the way through, and a head wound, alone on a road that didn’t lead anywhere.
“Okay.” She said it to no one, to the trees, to the sky that kept falling. “Okay. Just—just think, Brianna. Just figure it out.”
But she couldn’t. She couldn’t think. She could only shake, and hurt, and want to lie down in the mud and let the rain cover her.
She didn’t.
She wiped her forehead—blood and rain, she couldn’t tell which—and started walking. One foot, then the other. The cold seeping up from the ground. She didn’t look back at where the car had gone. Didn’t look at the road behind her, where his name was still glowing on her phone. Maybe it was better that she lost it. Maybe now he couldn’t track her.
“Okay,” she muttered. “Okay, you’re fine. You’re fine. Just—just keep moving. One step. Another step. That’s all.”
Her teeth chattered. She bit down hard. “Don’t think about the car. Don’t think about—” She couldn’t say his name. “Don’t think about anything. Just walk. Just find someone. Anyone.”
The blacktop was broken, pitted, winding upward through trees that leaned close. No cars. No lights. Just her and the rain and the dark.
“Someone has to live up here,” she told the trees. “Someone has to be stupid enough to live in this godforsaken—”
She slipped, caught herself, and kept going. “Fine. Fine. I’ll do it myself. I’ll just—I’ll walk until I find something. I don’t need anyone. I don’t need—”
She needed someone.
She needed dry clothes and a blanket and someone to tell her she wasn’t crazy, that she wasn’t dying.
She walked until her feet were numb, until she couldn’t feel the cold anymore, until she started imagining shapes in the trees: eyes, hands, him. She shook her head. Focused on the road. One step. Another.
The shadows moved. She knew they didn’t, but they did. The drugs were still in her system, maybe. Or they weren’t, and this was just her now—jumping at nothing, seeing threats in every branch. They’d told her she was paranoid. Delusional. That she couldn’t trust her own mind. She’d believed them, toward the end.
She shook her head harder. Focus. The road. Keep moving.
Then she saw it.
A wooden post, weathered nearly gray, tilting slightly. A sign, hand-painted, barely visible in her phone’s dying light:
MOUNTAIN VIEW WEATHER STATION 3 MILES
Below that, smaller: NO PUBLIC ACCESS
She laughed. It sounded broken. “No public access. Great. Perfect.”
But it was something. Three miles to a building. To a roof. To someone who might have a phone that worked, or a blanket, or just four walls where she could stop moving for five fucking minutes.
She turned onto the dirt road.
It was worse than the blacktop—rutted, running with water, her feet slipping on loose stone. She fell twice. Got up twice. Kept her eyes on the ground, on her feet, on the next step.
Then the trees opened.
She saw it through the branches—a single window, glowing yellow against the dark. Warm. Alive. Someone was up there.
Thunder cracked, close enough to feel in her chest. The sky opened harder, like it was trying to drown her before she made it.
She ran.
The mud grabbed at her feet, pulled her down, but she clawed up and kept going. The light was closer now, close enough to see the outline of a cabin through the trees. Small. Solid. A porch light was burning against the storm like it had been waiting for her.
Then she hit the bridge.
It rose from the darkness—wooden planks, no railing, spanning something she couldn’t see but could hear. Rushing water. A creek turned violent by the rain. She didn’t slow down. Her wet socks slipped on the boards, but she kept moving, arms out for balance, not looking down, not thinking about how high it was or how old it looked or how the whole thing shuddered under her weight.
She made it to the other side and didn’t stop. Didn’t look back.
Thunder cracked directly overhead, and the rain doubled. She couldn’t see. Couldn’t breathe. She just ran toward the yellow glow, arms pumping, lungs burning, the cut on her forehead stinging with sweat and rain.
“Okay,” she gasped, slowing to a jog, then a walk. Her lungs were on fire. Her feet were beyond numb—just meat slapping wet ground. “Okay, you stupid—” She couldn’t think of a word bad enough. “You stupid mountain. You stupid—”
She slipped on loose gravel, caught herself on a sapling, and kept moving. “I’m here. I’m right here. And I’m not—” She coughed, spat rain. “I’m not stopping. You hear me? I’m not stopping.”
The light was closer now. She could see the outline of a building, small and solid against the storm. A porch. A roof. Someone had to be inside. Someone with a phone, or a gun, or just a door that locked.
“Please,” she whispered. Then louder, because fuck it, because pride was for people who weren’t barefoot and bleeding in a hurricane. “Please be home. Please be—”
She hit the gravel driveway. Harder than she’d thought. Closer than she’d realized. The cabin was right there, right in front of her, the porch light burning yellow through the rain.
A few more steps. Just a few more.
Her legs buckled. Not from slipping, not from tripping. From nothing. From everything. Her body simply gave out, hours of adrenaline, withdrawal, cold, and fear finally catching up.
She felt herself falling, felt the gravel rushing up to meet her, and then she felt nothing at all.