Our ending my beginning
My name is Sea, and this is my story, Our Ending, My Beginning.
I think all of us have experienced that beautiful feeling called butterflies at least once in our lives. I did too. In fact, I experienced it four times. But none of those relationships gave me the ending I hoped for.
My first butterfly happened during my school days. His name was Calix. He was the school topper, handsome, and almost every girl in school admired him. But he chose to love me. It was the first time I felt my heart race with excitement. Everything felt new and beautiful.
But one day, he broke up with me because of my skin tone.
After that, I experienced my second butterfly. By then, I had started changing myself. I spent a lot of time on skincare and makeup, hoping I would be enough. He was the principal's son, and his name was Foolish. Since he was the principal's son, he was very popular. I confessed my feelings to him, trusted him completely, and shared many personal things with him.
But in the end, he told me that my appearance wasn't good enough for him and broke up with me.
Then came my third love, during my office days. He said I was too chubby. I put in so much effort to change myself, but it still wasn't enough. In the end, he cheated on me.
That's when I finally realized something...
Your first love should always be yourself.
So instead of putting all your effort into finding the right person or changing yourself for someone else, put that effort into becoming the best version of yourself.
Because sometimes, our ending becomes our new beginning. 💜
