Chapter 1
Whatever happened to your feelings
Why do you block everything out
Does it mean you have no joy, no anger, no sadness, no pain?
No affection, No care, No love, No gain?
Whatever happened to make you this way?
Was it something horrible?
Was it something tragic?
Why is it so hard to open up to me?
I understand somethings
Especially since I have gone through
Some things that may be tragic too
I only hope there is someone out there
To help, and to make a better, and happier you.
What happened to make you so cold-hearted?
That I don’t even know where to start…
I only wish to help, to make you happy
But if I'm not that girl then I’ll let you be.
I only want what’s best for you
What can I do?
I love you
Even though I've accepted the fact
That I'm not girlfriend material
Or maybe I’m just not your type.
I’m not saying that whatever it is
I’m trying to tell you that you're never alone
I don’t want you to think I'm saying “Get over it, it’s done.”
Because if it’s one thing I've learned over the years
It’s never really over
The pain never goes away
It just weakens as the years go by.
I know I'll never be enough
But I just hope that one day
You find that perfect love...
