Like any other human

Like... Like I know,

Or not, although I can’t know

Sited, I find a way

It’s not that way

Maybe a truth, a lie that rots

It will always rot, it’s in human nature

To decay, in pain, just to forget it

When you are happy

And then...

To rot again

Like a human, who I am

Or I’m not,

Humans can be everything they want,

right?

Think, cry... and laugh

At me, when I sit and watch myself,

I am by myself.

But am I worthy to be me?

Everyone, it’s by himself and nobody sees,

How alone they really are,

Like any other human,

I still exist, and this fact fills me with fear ... awfully

Because the rot in me

Always comes back

And... I hope

To die,

Along with it

But nothing does not rot, right?

So it must be something:

A ray.

A ray of light?

Of love?

Of hate?

No.

Like any other human,

I just sit and think

Maybe it’s little, but it feels like too much for me

In me, rots,

A wish, a blunt wish

Like anybody’s

That it dies and rot

Like anybody’s

Despite that

I want to dream

If I wouldn’t

Why would I live for?

I’d stay... dead,

Everything and all can be so impossible

Why do we have them?

Why are they still in our minds?

Why do I dream?

I want to be loved

Like everybody else does

I want to be understood

Like any other human

I want... to love from the bottom of my being,

To trust myself in the hands of my lover

A horrible place

But so insanely beautiful

Where tears have a funny taste

Probably they don’t have one at all

Maybe everything is just a dream

Who can stop me from dreaming?

I can’t be understood

If I am not loved.

I will not be loved,

’Cause I can’t be understood,

But I want that so badly...

Even now I feel rotting inside

My eyes are possessed, they become so calm

That you’ll believe that are those of a father, the eyes from which I’d like to be seen with...

When I was small...

Quiet eyes, calm, forgiving

But these eyes, of mine, howl in pain, just bleeding inside

I feel like, I’ve made a mistake, and for a moment

One damned moment, I’ve dreamed that person

Which is always there for me and I, am always there for her

Isn’t it sad to dream?

And then, my eyes were sorrow, but they’ve accepted their fate, they were happy

I feel broken, it’s not a physical pain, it’s so deep and raw

So pure, that it’s me, the pain which you feel when your dream is crushed,

By you, you don’t know yourself and nobody gets you

Nobody can, and nobody will ever do it

You will die alone.

Like any other human

You are so alone, aren’t you?

Like any other human.

I like to believe that,

I like to imagine that,

I like to dream that,

Actually... I don’t know.