Is There Somewhere

The sun was hitting my face, I squinted my eyes trying to open my eyes. I think I woke up into a good morning. Upon remembering the events that transpired the night, I smiled. Inhaling the morning air inside this confined room, it was indeed a good morning for me.

I stretched my arms to the other side of the hotel bed, the warm body that I love is still lying beside me. He's snoring lightly, the light hitting his face. I couldn't stop admiring his sleeping face, wala siyang katulad.

It took me a few more minutes 'till I decided to move from my place, he would still be asleep 'till noon, I was sure of that. He's a heavy sleeper, my night owl. I took his shirt and started to rummage the whole room, it was a mess. We were always a mess after all.

A sudden urge to hold a pen and paper hit me, but there was no paper around and a sharpie was sprawled on the floor. I took the inked stick and looked at Matt's bare back sticking out from the comfort of our blanket.

the sun shone its brightest,

today you lay here sleeping,

away from their prying eyes,

we shared our own world.

It was a dumb thought, but I wrote it anyway to Matt's back. I looked around for my phone, Matt and I always, always, have wild sex and it was a current thing for us to misplace every item we own inside this tiny box of a room.

I took a shot of this mess, as it pleased me to capture these candid moments we share together, 'cause for a second, it flashed through my eyes the next thing we would do once he woke up. And fear crept through my skin, as it scared me to the core.

With this fear, bumping my heart out, I dumped my body beside him and I lifted his arms up and let his weight on me. And it was instinct for him to wrap his arms around me tighter, as I shut my eyes close, trying to shake off that nasty thought.

I was having a hard time breathing, as I felt Matt's breathing in my air space. It was an intimate gesture, as I could smell and feel him in me. It felt like we molded into one as I tried to regain my breathing to normal, but I felt like drowning as we collided. This feeling of drowning was something new to me. I never felt this with anyone else, and Matt was safety.

"Morning H." I held my breath, as his voice rang to my ears, it was low and hoarse. He clearly needs water, but I was stumped beside him as it became apparent that he gave me chills throughout my entire system. And thinking was not an option here, as it felt like currents were surging through my body.

I was taken out of my reverie when I felt his lips touch my lips, as soft like a feather. Before I heard Matt shuffling to stand up from the bed. I could see his bare back with my hand written ode on, as he wore his boxers on. He was my every definition, everything he does seems to be perfect in my eyes, that he was the one I was looking for my entire life.

I followed Matt, and hugged his bare back. Resting my face on him, he was so warm it makes me so calm. Matt was busy brushing his teeth, as he held my hand and caressed it softly like a lullaby. I peeked through the mirror and saw him looking at me through the lens of the reflection. My heart felt like it soared, that I could feel my heart free from any pain it previously possessed.

He made me feel a million times lucky whenever we escape together, like having our own little world was the best luxury he could ever give to me. It was very simple, we fuck, we laugh, we kiss, we hug, we fight, we eat, then fuck some more.

He finished brushing his teeth and there in his face plastered a wicked grin as he softly caressed my body brushing my hips and teasing my buttocks a little, my body was sent to a high alert with every playful stroke he does makes me more and wanting more. He held me so sensual, I was losing my wits with his crazy.

I was pulled out of my reverie when I felt the cold marble of the sink hit my butt, I wasn't able to notice that he carried me already and my thoughts are still on his roaming hands. So teasing, lightly touching me to every imaginable part his hands could land to. And here I am, so lost at his touch.

Trying to will myself to fight back this seduction, I slowly lifted my hands and found myself caressing his cheeks and caught his eyes. Matt's eyes glinted with so much sparkle in it, and it urged me to do more. Slowly, I caress his cheeks guiding my palm to his jaw and pushing a little strength to my hold, gripping his face to stay still and look directly at me. As I slowly inched my face closer to his cherry sinful lips.

And the last second, Matt managed to dodge my kiss. His beautiful face facing the other way as my lips slowly crashed to his cheeks. The gesture made me fume, it felt like my body was burning with the irritation that Matt had just dodge my attempt to kiss him.

It made me grip his face harder this time, directing his face again to look at me. For a split second our eyes connected, and I felt every electricity hit me to the core and his eyes were filled with this crazy look of lust as he waited for my assault.

And it happened, my soul felt so awake as I gripped him harder and caged his face with my other hand making sure to connect our lips together. I closed my eyes and poured Matt with my frustration, but I felt no response from him. I peaked at him, and saw that his eyes were lazily looking at me and it sent me to crazy town as it irked me and made me bite his lip.

It wasn't enough for him, as I felt his hands still stroking my sides and that made me batshit crazy with his lack of response. Here I was high with the lust he's making me go through and I get nothing from him.

Wanting to unleash the beast he created, I aggressively pulled him to me. Wanting nothing but the heat to engulf us in the flames, and be drowned with nothing but pleasure for ourselves.

Still no response from him, and my thread of patience was getting thinner by the second. I sucked his lips and bit his lower lip, with my eyes open anticipating the recognition of fire in his eyes and it didn't fail me.