Chapter 1
I run, I pick up my feet, and run as long as I can. I could hear him laughing before I got my cochlear piece snatched out
My body shakes from limb to limb as I think of what’ll happen if my stepdad caught me.
He’ll beat me until I can’t breathe.
My eyes scan around me, my bedroom is dark I can’t see and I can’t hear anything it's dead silent around me and I’m afraid.
What if he kills me this time? What if he touches me?
My limbs are shaking like crazy when that thought comes to mind, I can feel the fear rolling in.
A hand comes over my mouth-
Suddenly I feel a hand on my shoulder causing me to scream bloody murder.
“Honey? It’s okay. Honey.” My mom says waking me up, I lean into her shoulder calming my racing heart down.
After surviving the crash and abuse, a nice woman took me in I wasn't liking her at first until I had found out she was a supernatural being.
She told me she’s not a good person which I definitely knew but she’ll do anything to keep me safe.
It’s been years, I’m twenty five now and I’m still having these nightmares and terrors.
“Do you want to sleep with your sister?” She asks and I shake my head but I know deep down I’ll sleep in the bed with anyone as long as the nightmares go away.
But I hate being touched by other people, it took my mom years to hug me like this.
She’s not even your real mom, get over it.
But she is, she took me in when my real family abused me.
She’s not even human.
I hit my head with my palm trying to rid of my thoughts but I can’t they’re here and it’s getting worse.
“Sweetheart, your nightmares are getting worse if you want-“
“It’s fine mom, I’m going to take a shower.” I say she sighs kissing my sweaty forehead.
“Alright honey but if you want company your brother, sister and I are downstairs.” She says I nod watching her walk out my room, I lay back in my own sweat trying not to close my eyes.
When I do I think of them, him mostly.
He’s always in my vision, right behind my eyelids he smiles sickening at me while his hand moves between my thighs thinking he can give me pleasure but it’s disgusting and he knows it.
Tears well up in my eyes as I think of the abuse I endured every single day since I was five years old.
My mom knew I could tell in her eyes the way she always had a sad expression on her face.
Why didn’t she do anything? Why she let her husband do that to me?
But she joined in instead of helping, my mother let that man touch me and multiple other men.
I can feel her as much as I can feel him, her kissing my body promising I'm not like her.
Getting up I forcing myself to take a shower, I let it run scalding hot and I slip out of my sweaty clothes getting into the shower.
I grab my favorite soap rubbing it over my skin until I’m red, I wash every part of my body sobbing like a child.
He touched every part of me, making me into a woman he said.
He did anything but that.
He made me into a scared teenage girl. And my sisters.
After my shower my dark thoughts are at bay and I’m ready to go to bed.
My sheets were stripped so were my pillowcases and cover, I go downstairs to see mom in a heated conversation with her beta.
The woman who adopted me is a werewolf, she’s the strongest woman in the world, she taught me everything I needed to know about my world and hers.
So for protection since I’m only human, I wear a real silver charm bracelet any wolf who touches me will feel the silver inject into them whoever is a threat to me though.
I'm also drinking wolfsbane and eating it with my food so no one can hurt me without hurting themselves.
Although that doesnt seem to stop my class bullies who are werewolves.
Harry is the one who is also apart of my pain.
“Honey, are you feeling better?” Mom asks with a sad smile.
No, I still feel his lingering touch on me.
I can still feel him inside me, moaning and grunting my name as I cry and scream.
His hand over my mouth to stop the powerful words sprouting from my mouth.
“I’m fine.” I lie, she smiles opening her arms for me with a shy smile I go into her arms smelling the scent of lavender and mint.
“You can stay home from school and come with to work.” She suggested and I’m shocked mom never lets me come to work with her so I happily nod my head.
She smiles at me nodding then she looks to her beta.
“Maybe you can show her around? I don’t want anyone touching my daughter.” She says with a strong voice showing me the alpha she is.
“Got it alpha.” Beta Finn says, his brown eyes lock on me and he tries to do a hand language i quite don’t understand.
“Huh?” I say he cheeks flush with embarrassment which makes me giggle.
“You have your cochlear implant’s in?” He says I nod pointing to my head,he nods understanding.
“I’ll show you around once we get there.” He says and I frown tilting my head.
“Where are we going?” I ask.
“To the place your mother works with other alphas.” He says and i tense up shaking my head.
I don’t want to go anymore but i think. Should I go?
Being with alpha's don't sound bad right now.
“Tell mom I’m going to pack, I’ll see you soon.” I say he nods walking off, I go back to my room to see everything is made up.
I quickly pack a bag because my mom always wants me to have a bag with me.
Getting under my cover I close my eyes trying to think of happy things, something to save me from the evil thoughts clouding my mind.
No way was I going to be in a room full of alpha's males who’ll probably kill me.
But i will be.
****
I wake up my heart in my stomach.
My body is numb and I'm not feeling well.
We're going to a building, not by our home at all. She thinks I'm here because i don't want to be at school but for some reason I'm curious about these men.
My mom is a female alpha, i never met an alpha male except one but he's cruel.
I get dressed in a white long sleeve and light blue jeans and a red plaid jacket, I put my hair in a ponytail washing my face and brushing my teeth.
After im done I put my black boots on, grabbing my white coat I go downstairs to see my mom omega cooking breakfast.
My mom is not a great cooking but she knows how to make certain things.
I hate the omegas because they remind me of me.
A scared submissive afraid of making it in this world.
I don't eat breakfast I just go outside in the awaiting black car, going inside putting my bag by my feet i close the door sighing.
My bodyguard, Paris is the driver today.
He's my bodyguard when mom needs a babysitter since he's a person who knows of my abuse.
He felt so angry for me it shocked me.
But overall he's a scary man, he just doesn't scare me.
He smiles nodding at me i smile giving him a little wave my shyness kicking in.
Mom comes it slamming the door, I look at her seeing her mood is all sour and annoyed.
"What's wrong?" I ask, she shakes her head Paris starts driving all the other cars following us.
The ride there was beautiful, I never spent time in my world that I ended up in the fantasy world.
But I love it.
I seen millions of things I'd like to do when I get myself together.
Hopefully that's soon.
We stop in front of a sketchy law firm building, she gets out I do the same.
She starts walking up the steps I follow suit. My heart is pounding in my stomach, it's a pain I can't handle.
We go up five flights of stairs before we stop in front of a door.
But I'm breathing heavy from the stairs, my mother is not human so her body is different i guess.
"You're tired?" She asks unbothered which just makes me chuckle.
"Yeah." I breathe softly she opens the door stopping a very heated discussion.
"Alpha Katherine you're here and with a girl?" A man says i quickly take out my ponytail fixing my hair to cover my face as my mom moves to the side, I look directly into the eyes of a beautifully sculptured man.
His eyes are green and his hair is mindnight black.
He stares at me for a while before smiling widely shaking his head.
"You sneaky woman, you kept a human and didn't tell the council?" He says his voice deep and rich, most of these men are sexy but I can see that this is only the handful my mom trust.
"Because she's my daughter, I can't lose her just because of the wolves rule." She says looking at man who just sits in his suit looking at me which makes me uncomfortable I squirm in my chair.
"Alpha Blake, you should be the last one speaking on things like this you guys took in a human-"
"I suggest you stop speaking before I rip your throat out-"
"Oh please you can't even lift a finger-"
So much power in the room has my weak, stuck in between them, I look up at the man my body heaving they each stop releasing their power, I swallow the air rushing it back into my lungs.
I smile tightly at the other two alpha's. Not so great.
I hope mom doesn't embarrass me to much.
