Never Real Love

Oh, hi Jakob! How are you it’s been a while since we’ve seen each other. ” Great now I've seen you, how long has it been”, I’m pretty sure a year or two. I notice that Jakob is holding a leash, as my eyes follow the red leather leash I can feel Ryan’s eyes following my every move. It’s an albino pit bull! ” Huh?” Jakob your dog, "oh yea". I can see how sweaty Jakob is from his run and he looks pretty hot. ” Who’s this...your friend?” ” I’m her boyfriend Ryan Moore, we've been together for five years”. He wraps his arm around my waist with a firm grip which really hurts as he gets his other hand and grabs my face to give me a kiss. It was kinda awkward because Jakob was my ex in school but we ended on good terms, i just didn't want Ryan to figure it out.

They both give a tight handshake, after a few more minutes of catching up we set on our separate ways. Ryan whispers in my ear " Wait til we get home". My heart was beating like I had just ran a marathon. I didn't know what he meant because he isn't the jealous or aggressive type. Soon enough we are in the apartment complex, babe I'm heading down to pay our rent, " I'll just come with you" no I don't need a little puppy following me just go home Ryan. I can see the anger in his eyes, but i suppose he kept his mouth shut because we are in front all a couple and their baby.

I walk extremely slow on my way to the rent man's door. On my way to the apartment door room 216 I walk even slower and talk to everyone I see in the halls not knowing what he was talking about when he said that. I looked through my purse looking for my keys, but I couldn't find them. I finally decided to knock on the door. The door opens but I don't see Ryan anywhere. I walk in and the door slams, I look back and see Ryan in front of the door locking it. He looked so mad, " who was he?" he's just an old friend from school. " I saw the way you were looking at him" Babe what are you talking about? We were just having a conversation. Whack!, I fell to the ground screaming AHHH! Why would you do that , I told you he's just a friend. " He begins to kick,stomp and spit on me. " YOU UNGRATEFUL SNOBBY LITTLE BITCH! AFTER EVERYTHING I DO FOR, YOU FLIRT WITH A MAN I DON'T EVEN KNOW IN FRONT OF MY FACE." I'm sorry it won't happen again.

There's a knock at the door, he gives me the face to be quiet and proceeds to the door. I try to get up and stumble, I try once more to get up and make my way to the door dragging my left leg right behind my other leg. I hear a man come to the door, " Is everything okay here? I live next door and hear a woman screaming" Ryan yells toward the back " sweet pea was that you screaming?" Yea I'm watching a scary movie in the guest bedroom. As I lift my head to look in the mirror I notice my nose is bleeding. *sniff* Why would he do this to me, I thought he loved me. I hear the door close and the whole apartment goes quiet. Hours later I get into the shower and clean myself up trying to fight back the tears of the pain. UGH! AHHHHHH! I grip my hair with all the strength I have left in my sore bruised body and sink down into the bathtub, folding my knees to my chest wrapping my arms around the like a shield. I eventually get out and get dressed with pajamas that cover every inch of my body. I debate thinking if I should sleep in the guest room or with Ryan. With my decision made I lay under the covers of the guest room staring at the baby blue painted walls me and Ryan did together when we first moved in. Thinking of all the good times I closed my eyes. Silent pitch room except the birds chirping outside, I finally go to sleep with the covers over my head.