Drowning in You

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Summary

Rowena is a powerful, yet rebellious, supernatural mermaid from a deeply chauvinistic underwater society. Blessed with the ability to either destroy or protect, her power comes with the sacred duty of safeguarding all inhabitants—both sea and land. ​But when the Queen of the Sea sends her to the human world with a dark, unquestionable mission—to capture Aurelius, the son of the world's most popular business man —Rowena finds herself at a treacherous crossroads. She was meant to save, not destroy. Upon reaching the dazzling, vibrant human realm, she becomes utterly captivated, dreaming of a life she was forbidden to have. ​Now, Rowena must choose: obey her Queen and betray her principles, or defy her world to save the innocent human boy she is slowly falling in love with. The fate of Aurelius, the human world, and her own chance at freedom hang in the balance. Can one mermaid save a world she was sent to doom and find a way to live a love story on dry land?

Genre
Fantasy
Author
serah
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
8
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Chapter 1: The Queen's Furry


The water pressure deep within the Abyssal Current was immense, yet within the luminous cavern that housed the heart of the mermaid kingdom, the currents moved with a measured, crystalline grace. This was the Hall of Whispers, ruled by Queen Zeruiah, and tonight, the stillness of the deep was fractured by her rage.

The Queen, a magnificent figure draped in a gown of iridescent kelp and coral armor, did not merely swim; she propelled herself through the water with violent, agitated strokes. Her crown, forged from a rare, obsidian shell, seemed to absorb the faint light, casting her angular, beautiful face in deep, furious shadow. The Hall, usually a place of solemn reverence, felt electric with her annoyance. A hundred merfolk attendants, palace guards, and minor nobility hovered near the periphery, their fins barely fluttering, watching their sovereign’s erratic, angry path.

"Silence!" Her voice, though not a shout, carried the resonant depth of the ocean itself, vibrating through the water and the very bones of her subjects. Her movements stilled instantly, her tail lashing once before she hovered before her sunken throne of carved rock.

"I called for an immediate counsel," Zeruiah declared, her golden eyes blazing with an anger that seemed to heat the cold water around her. "I called for Rowena, Genibel, and Penilla! Where are the warriors of the deep when their Queen commands?"

The crowd parted, an instinctive deference to the Queen's wrath, allowing two figures to glide forward.

Genibel was the first to arrive, her scales a dull bronze, her expression one of disciplined loyalty and deep concern. She was a renowned strategist, known for her cool head, but even she looked strained under the weight of the Queen's fury.

Penilla followed, her fiery red hair streaming behind her like a plume of smoke. Unlike Genibel's somber duty, Penilla wore a look of barely contained eagerness, a sharp, almost cruel smile playing on her lips. She lived for conflict, and the Queen’s agitation was a promising invitation.

"My Queen," Genibel began, her voice a low, soothing current, "Genibel and Penilla are here, ready to receive your command."

Zeruiah fixed a chilling gaze upon them, her eyes passing over Penilla’s eager face before settling on Genibel. "And where, pray tell, is Rowena? Does the protector of our realm now consider herself above the summons of her Queen?"

"She is with the Goddess, my Queen," Genibel replied immediately, her posture rigid. "Observing the rites of the Lunar Tides. She will return as soon as the sacred cycle allows."

Zeruiah made a harsh, clicking sound—the mermaid equivalent of a frustrated sigh. Rowena, with her unique, frightening power, was the piece Zeruiah wanted most, yet Rowena's devotion to the ancient, pacifist Goddess often made her frustratingly unavailable.

Penilla seized the small moment of tension. "What is troubling you, Queen Zeruiah?" she asked, her voice laced with false sympathy that didn't quite mask her thirst for action.


The Queen allowed a long silence to hang in the water, letting the dread seep into her court. When she spoke, her voice was low, trembling with a controlled ferocity.

"That is precisely why I demand your attention," she stated, sweeping her hand in a dramatic arc that encompassed the entire silent Hall. "The surface dwellers. The humans. They are becoming intolerable. They are trying to make me mad with the way they handle the very sea we call home. We gave them the surface, we gave them the air, and they repay our generosity with endless, grating contempt."

A low murmur rippled through the assembled merfolk. They had long held a tenuous, resentful truce with the human world, one based on mutual avoidance. But recently, that balance had been tipped.

"They foul our sacred nesting grounds with their vile toxins! They trap and slaughter the sacred Deep Runners for their sport! They send down their monstrous metal hulks that deafen our children with their noise and crack the very reefs we build our homes upon!" Zeruiah’s voice rose, the water vibrating in response. "They treat the ocean not as a home, but as a boundless, uncaring pit for their waste."

She paused, taking a breath that looked less like respiration and more like drawing strength from the sea around her.

"But the worst offense, the one that makes my blood boil in my veins, is the one committed by that human Director. The one they call Donald. He does not merely use the ocean; he exploits it. He films our storms, he captures our hidden treasures on his light-capturing devices, turning our natural majesty into their income." Zeruiah sneered the word "income." "They parade our home across their surface screens, yet they offer no reverence, no tribute, no acknowledgment of the true rulers of the deep. They don't give us face at all."

The murmuring grew louder, transitioning from nervous fear to righteous anger. The merfolk understood the insult. The sea was their identity, their temple; to use it for profit without consent was the ultimate desecration.

"So," Zeruiah challenged the room, her eyes darting from face to face. "What do you all suggest we do? We cannot, and we will not, allow this insolence to continue. They must be taught the price of disrespecting the Queen's Domain."


The murmuring intensified. Suggestions were whispered, then shouted: send a tidal wave; ruin their fishing fleets; poison their shores. But these were temporary acts of revenge, and Zeruiah needed a solution that would be absolute, a statement that would chill the surface world into permanent submission.

Genibel remained silent, her mind working through tactical possibilities, none of which involved immediate, outright slaughter.

It was Penilla who saw the opportunity. She pushed herself forward again, her red tail a flash of aggression.

"Queen Zeruiah, I have a suggestion," Penilla announced, her voice cutting through the noise. Her smile was no longer eager—it was utterly chilling, the smile of a predator that has cornered its prey.

"Yes, go ahead, Penilla," Zeruiah encouraged, sensing the necessary cruelty in her warrior's demeanor.

Penilla inhaled deeply, drawing the gaze of every merperson in the Hall. "I suggest that we stop allowing them to treat our borders as recreational waters. We stop dealing with their pollution and their petty crimes."

She lowered her voice, making the pronouncement sound like a sacred oath. "I suggest that anyone—anyone—who dares to intrude into our sacred territorial waters should not leave alive. We will ensure they are drawn down to the very abyssal plains, a permanent warning to all who dare cross us."

The Hall fell into a shocked, pin-drop silence. It was a declaration of total, irreversible war against the human race, a breaking of the oldest covenants.

Zeruiah’s smile was cold, approving. "A direct action. Undeniable. Unforgettable."

She turned to the hundreds of merfolk gathered. "Do we all support Penilla's idea? Do we agree that the only response to disrespect is the swift, crushing hand of justice?"

The Queen waited. The Hall was still. Genibel looked appalled, her mouth opening, but no sound came out. The lesser merfolk were intimidated by the magnitude of the command, frozen between ancient fear of the surface and their Queen’s power. No one raised a voice in support, but crucially, no one raised a voice in opposition.

Zeruiah didn't need a cheer. She needed obedience.

"Silence speaks louder than a chorus of praise," the Queen declared, her voice ringing with finality. "It is settled."

She slammed her fist onto the stone armrest of her throne, the sound echoing through the Hall.

"From this day forward, any human crossing the Boundary Current is an intruder, an enemy, and a sacrifice. Penilla, you will lead the first patrol. Let the world of air learn to fear the power of the deep."


While the Queen's fury boiled in the grand, politically charged Hall of Whispers, Rowena resided in a world of profound, echoing silence. She was deep within the Lunar Sanctuary, a hidden grotto carved into the ocean floor hundreds of fathoms away, known only to the most devout of the Merfolk. It was a place where the water was so pure it was almost invisible, and the light, filtered through a rare, crystalline ceiling, glowed with an ethereal, silver-blue hue—the color of the Goddess's blessing.

Rowena was not arrayed in the shimmering gowns and practical armor of the court mermaids. She wore only a simple wrapping of sea silk and a single, smooth orb of moonstone affixed to her forehead. Her tail, which possessed a unique, almost liquid luminescence, was coiled loosely beneath her. She was a figure of quiet intensity, her face serene yet focused.

She was not alone. Hovering silently at the entrance were the keepers of the Sanctuary, ancient merfolk who had foregone political life for spiritual devotion. They were witnesses, not participants, to the sacred Rites of the Lunar Tides—a ceremony performed only by those blessed with the Dual Power, the ability to create and destroy. Rowena was the only Merperson in living memory to possess this formidable, terrifying gift, making her connection to the Goddess a matter of both awe and fear.


Rowena was suspended motionless over a deep, obsidian pool that was the heart of the grotto. This pool, the Eye of the Abyss, was said to be connected to the true, unknowable depths of the ocean, where life began and where all things eventually returned. The Ritual was not about summoning the Goddess; it was about attunement—a process of syncing Rowena's formidable power with the Goddess's ancient, stabilizing energy.

She closed her eyes and began to breathe. Merfolk breathing is a slow, rhythmic filtering of oxygen through their gills, but for this ritual, Rowena performed the Breath of the Abyss, a meditative technique that drew the heavy, primal oxygen from the deepest, coldest currents.

As she inhaled, a shimmering, soft blue light began to radiate from her core. It was the glow of her power—raw, uncontrolled potential.The fundamental equation of her power, where E_{Destruction} and E_{Protection} were forces that constantly fought for dominance.

As she exhaled, she pushed the energy outwards, shaping it with her will. The blue light separated into two distinct fields:

A swirling vortex of midnight blue: The destructive aspect, the power to crush mountains, to ignite the deepest trenches, to bring about total and absolute stillness. It pulsed with a dangerous, hungry energy.

A gentle, expansive field of pale silver: The protective aspect, the power to heal coral, to calm raging typhoons, to draw life back from the brink. It felt warm, like the sun filtered through the surface.

Her entire existence was a constant balancing act between these two poles. The Goddess’s will, as interpreted by the ancient texts, was clear: the destructive power was a reserve, to be used only when the protective power had failed to save life. It was a power of last resort, never one of first intention. This principle was Rowena's most sacred oath, the core of her identity.


As the two fields of power spun around her, Rowena reached out with her mind, searching for the ancient, stabilizing presence. It wasn't a voice she heard, but a feeling—a vast, encompassing certainty that spanned the whole ocean, from the churning surface to the hydrothermal vents.

The balance is strained, child, the feeling resonated within her. The current of rage grows stronger. The sea remembers its duty. The protector must prepare.

Rowena felt a surge of unease. She could sense the anger the Goddess referred to—not a natural, cleansing storm, but a manufactured, bitter human-like rage emanating from the seat of power. She knew without being told that Queen Zeruiah was plotting. Zeruiah, who always favored the swift, decisive action of destruction, saw Rowena’s power as a weapon, while Rowena saw it as a responsibility.

During the ritual, the two opposing energies around her began to grow unstable. The midnight blue destructive field suddenly flared, pushing violently against the soft silver. It was a projection of the Queen's hateful decree—the desire for easy, absolute destruction—seeking to hijack Rowena's own force.

Rowena gasped, the gasp of a person unexpectedly struck. She poured all her will, all her meditative focus, into the silver light. She didn't fight the destructive energy; she embraced the protective one, strengthening the silver until it was a blinding, pure shield. The silver light wrapped around the midnight blue vortex, not suppressing it, but containing it, reminding it of its subservient role.

“I am the Shield,” Rowena silently chanted, repeating the core tenet of the Goddess’s faith. “The current of life flows through me. I save, I preserve, I contain.”

Slowly, arduously, the destructive energy calmed, settling back into its place of reserve. The swirling lights merged again, leaving Rowena enveloped in a steady, calming, silver-blue aura. The moment of conflict had passed, but the warning lingered. The sea was troubled, and the will to destroy had grown perilously strong.


Rowena finished the rites, a cold dread replacing her serenity. The Goddess had warned her that a great action—one that would require the full weight of the Dual Power—was imminent. She felt a profound certainty that this action would be not of the Goddess's will, but of the Queen's anger.

She rose from the water, the moonstone on her brow dimming. The keepers approached her, bowing low.

"The Goddess's peace is with you, Rowena," the eldest keeper murmured.

"The Goddess's peace is needed more than ever," Rowena corrected, her eyes filled with newfound resolution. "I feel a darkness rising from the throne. I must return to the Queen's Hall."

Rowena propelled herself out of the grotto, her heart heavy. She knew the moment she entered the court, she would be walking into a trap of moral complexity. Her oath to the Goddess—to save—was about to clash violently with her duty to the Queen—to obey. What she didn't know yet was that the Queen had already given the command, and Rowena's delay in the Sanctuary meant she would arrive too late to argue for mercy, but just in time to be tasked with the ultimate betrayal.