Begining Of The Storm: Fractured Heart
I'm happy on the outside
So don't look inside
It's so cold in here
So stay out there and hide
If you are you
Then who am i?
I'm lost and you're asking why?
I feel so small, like a tiny tide
I'm sad on the inside
So I'll put on a smile outside!
It's so warm out there...
But here I shiver with nowhere to hide
I try to please,
But I still fail to seize
The never ending tide
But atleast I tried
If you gave your best
Why do you make me do the rest
I cried all night
With no strength to fight
The never ending pain
When you left me alone in the rain
If everyone makes mistakes
Why can't I?
Why can't I take breaks?
I'm so tired of asking why.
It's freezing in here
So don't come near
Go shine outside
While I fade and disappear
Hot and cold
Go together
Like silver and gold
But never for the better
One's too harsh and demanding
The other, too distant, and commanding
Adult or guide
What's it matter when you keep me tied?
I'm happy on the outside
But on the inside, i'm breaking wide
I'll let you catch a glimpse
But don't you speak inside
I hide behind laughter
Then cry after
I wear a mask just to please you
While I fall apart
And it breaks my heart
I just want to please you.
Loud like you
I scream to be seen
Hidden like him
I bury what's unseen
Yell at me
You echo like thunder
Resent me
I'm too busy slipping under
The cuts and stabs may only go so deep.
Before they become mere scraps upon my head to my feet.
