Before We Wake - A Dark Forbidden Romance

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Summary

Some bonds are forged in blood. Others are forged in pain. The worst ones feel like both. He killed her. She survived. And now the night wants them both. ​ He was the one she trusted most. He became the one who broke her. ​ He loved her too late. She survived what should have killed her. Nothing between them will ever be clean again.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
7
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
18+

Chapter 1: The Game of Shadows

The sky was pink.

Hard to believe how beautiful

betrayal could look like.



The garden had gone quiet after the coup.

Silence lay over the Bellerose estate like ash — muting even the insects, pressing down on marble terraces that had once carried laughter, arguments, the soft percussion of glasses meeting. Now they carried only one sound: the slow, deliberate cut of pruning shears through stems.

Augustin Bellerose stood alone among his roses.

The night air sat cool against the back of his hands, against the exposed skin at his collar. His garden at this hour had a specific quality — not silence exactly, but the particular absence of everything that didn’t belong here. No voices. No footsteps. Just the perfume, heavy and cool, and the soft resistance of stem against palm.

He worked without gloves tonight.The thorns caught his skin occasionally — small, precise — and he let them.

Pain was information.

Everything else was noise.

The rose in his hand was black. Not the deep red that photographs turned dark, not burgundy pretending at darkness — genuinely, completely black, petals drinking moonlight instead of reflecting it. He’d cultivated it himself, in a corner of the garden where his father had never thought to look. Gabriel had preferred red. Showy. Obvious. The color of things that needed to announce themselves.

Behind him, the night bent.

Shadows pooled at the path’s edge and pulled themselves upright into the shape of a woman. She wore darkness like fabric — tendrils clinging to pale legs before dissolving — and her eyes held the particular amusement of someone who found most things funny and almost nothing surprising.

Augustin recognized the quality of that silence before he turned. The kind that announced itself. Something tightened at the back of his jaw.

He did not turn around.

“My, my.” Senka’s voice moved through the garden like smoke finding gaps. “Should I call you King now?”

“I’m more interested,” he said, “in how a witch crossed the Grand Hall’s threshold.” He turned the stem slowly between his fingers. “Purebloods and blood mages only. You’re neither.”

“Such a terrible security flaw.” She was suddenly beside him — no transition, no footstep — close enough that he caught her scent. Old magic. Damp earth. The metallic edge of power handled too casually for too long. “Someone should complain.”

He looked at her then.

Golden eyes met dark ones — bottomless, lit from somewhere that wasn’t this garden. Her expression was all teeth, all performance, and underneath it something older watching him with genuine attention. Not malice. Something more unsettling than malice.

Curiosity.

“A black rose,” she mused, tilting her head toward the flower. “So mysterious.” Her gaze traveled the garden — white, pink, burgundy, black. Every color except one. Her lips curved. “You should love red. Beautiful color. Just like blood."

“Red is for people who believe in romance,” he said, and turned and walked away.

A beat of silence — genuine, brief — before delight cracked across her face and she followed. Shadows carried her without effort, so she never quite seemed to take normal steps. Less like walking, more like the night delivering her wherever she intended to be.

“So rude,” she said pleasantly. “A man kills his father, takes the throne, and suddenly has no time for conversation.”

“You’re not my type.”

“Ouch.” She pressed a hand to her chest. “I wonder—” She vanished. Reappeared in front of him, leaning against nothing, body blocking the path with careless grace. “—if anyone is.”

Augustin stopped.

The moonlight caught the garden around them — white, black, pale pink, deep burgundy. Every color except the one tradition demanded. He looked at Senka with the flat patience he reserved for things that required managing rather than responding to.

“Say what you came to say,” he said. “Or leave.”

Something in her expression shifted. The performance thinned — not gone, just set aside for a moment, the way a blade gets sheathed when the work requires different tools.

“You killed the man who tried to take your body,” she said. “You kept your throne.” A pause. “Congratulations. In return — a gift.”

“I don’t need anything from you.”

“Lior disagrees.”

The name landed differently than the rest. He didn’t move, but something in his stillness changed quality — the particular stillness of a man recalibrating without showing it.

Senka watched it happen with the precision of someone who had thrown that stone before and knew exactly how far the ripple traveled.

“She believes,” Senka continued, voice lighter now, “that even kings fall in love. That some creature — mortal, night-born, whatever the universe decides — could walk into your life and rearrange everything you’ve built.” Her lips curved. “I told her that was idiotic. So we made a wager.”

“I’m not a wager.”

“You don’t get a vote.” She stepped closer, shadows coiling at her ankles like something tame that wasn’t. “You live your life. Rule. Drink your wine. Commit your little atrocities. And if you never fall—” her eyes burned suddenly, seeing past this garden, past this night, past something he couldn’t locate “—I win. If you do, she wins.”

The silence that followed had weight.

Augustin looked past her to the roses stretching into darkness. No red anywhere. He’d made sure of that.

“My heart,” he said, “is not a prize for witches.”

“Oh, sweetheart.” Her tone turned almost gentle, which was worse than the teasing. “Your heart stopped being yours the moment you were born a Bellerose. Everyone wants a piece.” A small shrug. “I’m just honest about it.”

He stepped forward.

The cold of her was different from garden cold — older, drier, the specific temperature of something that had stopped being warm a very long time ago. Their bodies nearly met.

Then Senka dissolved — cool darkness where flesh should have been — and reformed behind him, her voice brushing his ear.

“One piece of advice,” she said. “Free of charge.”

He said nothing.

“Don’t give anyone a red rose.” Her voice dropped — quieter, the performance gone entirely for one unguarded moment, something almost serious underneath. She asked it the way she asked everything that actually interested her: lightly, like it didn’t matter, which meant it did. “The day you do — you’ve already lost.”

His grip tightened around the stem.

A thorn found skin. Blood welled, slow and warm, hidden in the curl of his fingers.

“No one deserves red,” he said.

Senka stepped back.

Satisfaction settled across her face — not triumph, something older and quieter. The expression of someone who had already seen the ending and found it genuinely interesting. She almost looked fond.

That was the worst part.

Shadows rose around her. Blue butterflies broke from her silhouette and scattered through the garden, landing briefly on petals and stone before dissolving entirely.

Her voice came from everywhere and nowhere as she went.

“Sleep well, Augustin. Try not to fall in love with anyone inconvenient.”

He stood alone.

The wards hummed. The night pressed close. Blood traced a slow line across his palm, black in the moonlight, and he did not move to wipe it away.

He looked down at the rose.

Then he dropped it.

It landed without sound, black petals swallowing the light.

Somewhere in the garden, nothing moved. No red. Not here.

Not yet.


Blood had spread across the marble in the particular way of things that had taken their time — slow, thorough, final. Three purebloods. Two blood mages. The Pianist surveyed the cathedral with the mild interest of someone checking work they already knew was correct.

He flexed his fingers. The last of the shadows dissipated from his hands, smoke curling upward toward vaulted ceilings that had seen worse.

The piano dissolved. He straightened his jacket, brushed a droplet from the sleeve, and turned toward the door.

Clap.

Clap.

Clap.

The sound bounced off stone walls with the particular patience of someone who’d waited for exactly the right moment.

“Bravo.” The voice came from the shadows beneath the largest window, honeyed and unhurried. “Such artistry.”

She stepped into the dying light — black kimono, pale skin, blue butterflies surfacing around her shoulders as if the air itself had been waiting to announce her. Baby-blue eyes swept across the bodies with the mild appreciation of someone visiting a gallery.

“Senka.” The name came out like something he’d bitten into and found rotten. His weight shifted, shadows already gathering at his fingertips. “What a surprise.”

“Is it?” She tilted her head. One butterfly landed on her outstretched finger, opened and closed its wings once. “You’ve been making quite a mess lately, Arthur. Difficult not to notice.”

His jaw tightened at his name in her mouth. She collected names the way other people collected debts — held them until the moment they were most useful, then spent them without hesitation.

“I doubt you came to compliment my work.”

“No.” She smiled — black lips, white teeth, nothing behind the amusement that could be called warm. “I came to watch. And to tell you something.”

She was behind him.

No transition. No footstep. Simply — behind him, breath cold at his ear, the jasmine-and-old-blood smell of her filling the space.

“How about a melody, Arthur?” Her accent thickened on his name, Slavari consonants wrapping around it like a hand closing. “Are you still afraid of ghosts?"

The shadows erupted from the floor before he’d decided to call them — dozens of shapes, dark and coiling, surrounding her in a ring that should have given any reasonable person pause.

Senka stood in the center of them and looked at her fingernails.

“Pathetic,” she said pleasantly.

One gesture. Barely a movement.

The connection snapped. His own shadows turned, faces swiveling toward him with the hungry attention of things that had simply changed their minds about who they served. The air compressed inward — chest, temples, the particular pressure of magic being held against its owner.

The shapes waited.

Arthur’s hands dropped.

The shadows dissolved.

“What do you want.” Not a question — a surrender he refused to call a surrender.

She moved again, appearing beside him with that particular quality of motion that skipped the middle entirely. Her voice dropped, losing the performance, keeping the cruelty.

“The Titan is alive."

He turned.

“Stop—”

But she was already dissolving — form breaking apart into a scatter of blue butterflies that spread across the cathedral, filling the vaulted space, her voice coming from everywhere at once as they went:

“Nicholas Steele lives, Arthur.”

The butterflies reached the windows.

“And he’s coming.”

Gone.

The cathedral held its silence. Dust motes drifted through the colored light falling across the bodies on the floor.

Arthur stood in it alone, iridescent eyes moving across the empty space where she’d been.

His hands were very still at his sides.

Nicholas Steele.

He turned the name over. Felt what it did to him — the particular quality of fear he’d spent years building a career to avoid feeling. He examined it the way he examined everything: carefully, without sentiment, looking for the seam where it could be used.

Senka lied. That was her nature. She moved information the way she moved through rooms — never in straight lines, always toward something you couldn’t see yet.

But she never wasted her time.

He straightened his jacket one more time. Walked toward the door, boots quiet on the blood-wet marble.

Nicholas Steele.

The name followed him out into the evening air and didn’t stop.

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