Chapter One
JAYCE
I was awake before Rory opened my door, but that didnโt mean I was getting up.
My alarm had already gone off twice, and both times Iโd shut it off without opening my eyes. School started in less than an hour, and unless someone had turned first period into soccer practice, I didnโt see the point in moving.
My room was still dim, the curtains barely letting in any light, and for a second I thought maybe if I stayed still enough, everyone in this house would forget I existed.
Then the door creaked open.
โJayce?โ
I dragged a pillow over my head. โGo away.โ
Small footsteps crossed the floor, followed by the sudden weight of my little sister climbing onto my bed like she paid rent here.
โMom said if you donโt get up, Dadโs coming in next.โ
That got my attention.
I shoved the pillow off my face and squinted at her. AuroraโRory to everybodyโwas sitting on my bed in pink pajama pants and an oversized shirt, her braid half falling out. She looked way too awake for a four-year-old.
โTraitor,โ I muttered.
She grinned. โIโm helping.โ
โBy ruining my life before seven?โ
She nodded like that made perfect sense.
From downstairs, I could already hear my dadโs voice. Not yelling exactly. Worse. That low, sharp tone that meant he was already irritated and I was probably the reason why.
Rory leaned closer. โYou should get up before he gets mad.โ
โA little late for that.โ
She patted my shoulder like I was the one who needed comforting. โYouโre in trouble again.โ
โThanks for the update.โ
โI heard Mom say your grades suck.โ
I stared at her.
She blinked back, completely serious.
โRory.โ
โWhat? Dad said it.โ
Of course he did.
I sat up, rubbed a hand over my face, and checked the clock.
6:42.
Great.
I swung my legs over the side of the bed, and Rory immediately reached for my hand like sheโd been sent on an official mission and completed it.
โMom said now,โ she reminded me.
โYeah, I got it.โ
She dragged me into the hallway, and the smell of coffee hit me before we even made it downstairs. Kolโs door was open, which meant my brother was already up and probably being annoying somewhere else. Lucky me.
The second I stepped into the kitchen, my dad looked over.
โSit.โ
No good morning. No pretending.
I dropped into a chair at the table while Rory climbed into hers with her coloring book. Kol was inhaling cereal across from me like nothing in the room was tense enough to choke on.
My dad set a folded sheet of paper in front of me.
I knew what it was before I opened it.
Progress report.
Two classes hanging by a thread. One already below where it should be. At the bottom were teacher comments that all said the same thing in different ways: capable, distracted, disruptive, not applying himself.
My dad crossed his arms. โYou want to explain that?โ
I looked over the page again like the grades mightโve changed in the last three seconds. โIโm working on it.โ
His laugh was short and humorless. โThatโs your answer?โ
โItโs the truth.โ
โThe truth,โ he said, โis that you donโt care until thereโs a consequence.โ
Kol kept eating, but I caught the look he shot me over his spoon. Interested. Entertained. Glad it wasnโt him.
My mom, already dressed in scrubs under a sweater, was packing Roryโs lunch at the counter. โGrant,โ she said quietly.
Dad ignored her. โYour coach called yesterday.โ
That made me look up.
โHe told me if your grades drop any further, eligibility becomes a problem.โ
Something twisted hard in my chest.
Soccer.
The only word in that sentence that mattered.
โHe canโt bench me over one progress report.โ
โHe can if youโre failing.โ
โIโm not failing.โ
โYouโre close enough that it should scare you.โ
I shoved the paper back on the table. โIโll fix it.โ
โYouโve been saying that.โ
Because what else was I supposed to say?
That school bored me to death? That half my teachers acted like my life was over if I missed one assignment? That the only time anything in my head ever got quiet was when I was on the field?
I leaned back in my chair. โI said Iโll fix it.โ
Dad planted a hand on the table. โIf soccer is the only thing making you show up to school, then maybe you should start acting like you understand whatโs at risk.โ
Then he grabbed his coffee and keys and walked out.
The front door slammed a second later.
Kol broke the silence first. โWell. That was fun.โ
โShut up,โ I muttered.
Mom turned and set a plate in front of me. Eggs and toast. โEat.โ
โIโm not hungry.โ
โEat anyway.โ
I stared at the plate.
She folded her arms. โYou donโt get to be angry at everyone because youโre making a mess of things.โ
โIโm not angry at everyone.โ
She gave me a look that said I wasnโt convincing anybody. โThen what are you angry at, Jayce?โ
I didnโt answer, because there wasnโt one easy answer. I was angry at school. At teachers. At my dad. At the fact that everybody had apparently decided junior year was life or death. At the way they all looked at me like I was one bad choice away from proving them right.
I grabbed the toast.
Mom sighed, like this counted as a win even though we both knew it didnโt. โThen start showing us you mean it.โ
Kol pushed his bowl away and stood. โYou still taking me after school?โ
โIf Iโm not academically disqualified from driving, yeah.โ
He rolled his eyes. โYouโre so dramatic.โ
โImagine living with me.โ
โI do.โ
Rory giggled into her coloring book. Mom almost smiled, but it disappeared fast.
Then she looked at the clock. โShoes. Bags. Everybody move.โ
The kitchen exploded into motion. Kol disappeared upstairs. Rory started arguing about her hair bow. I grabbed my backpack from beside the door and slung it over one shoulder, trying not to think about the stack of assignments shoved inside.
My phone buzzed in my pocket.
Dylan.
u alive?
I typed back with one hand.
unfortunately
His answer came fast.
good. if you skip again coach will kill you before school does
I snorted.
Mom looked over. โWhat?โ
โNothing.โ
She handed me Roryโs little jacket. โTake your sister to the car.โ
Rory ran to me immediately. โI can do it myself.โ
โYou absolutely cannot,โ Mom said.
โIโm big.โ
โYou are wearing two different socks.โ
Rory looked down at her feet, offended.
I opened the front door before she could argue her way into a courtroom victory and took her hand. Cold morning air hit us instantly.
Our driveway was long and stupidly expensive-looking, which my dad liked because it matched the house and the image. Momโs SUV was already running. Dadโs car was gone.
Figures.
Rory swung our joined hands as we walked. โAre you gonna get in trouble at school today?โ
โThat depends.โ
โOn what?โ
โOn whether the school decides to be annoying.โ
She considered that seriously. โIt probably will.โ
โYeah,โ I said, opening the back door for her. โProbably.โ
She climbed in, still talking, but I was only half listening. My mind was already back on that progress report sitting in my bag. On eligibility. On the fact that if I lost soccer, thereโd be nothing left at school I actually wanted.
I shut Roryโs door and turned just as the front door of the house next to ours opened.
Paige Hayes stepped outside with a tote bag over one shoulder and a book in one hand like sheโd been born prepared for everything. Hair pulled back. Glasses on. Expression already set in that same unimpressed way she always wore around me.
She locked her door, turned, and caught me looking.
There was a pause.
Then her gaze moved over me onceโmessy hair, wrinkled shirt, backpack half openโand she gave me that exact look I hated.
Like she already knew everything she needed to know.
I leaned against the car and called over, โYou ever smile before first period, Hayes, or is that against school policy?โ
She didnโt even slow down.
โIt is when Iโm looking at you.โ
Rory gasped from the backseat like sheโd just witnessed murder.
Paige got into her beat-up car and shut the door without another glance.
I stared after her longer than I needed to, jaw tight for no reason I wanted to admit.
Mom honked from the driverโs seat.
โJayce.โ
I yanked open the passenger door and got in.
Northwood High was waiting for me. So were teachers, assignments, and at least six different reasons to hate the day before lunch.
And somehow, before weโd even left the driveway, Paige Hayes had already made it worse.
I looked out the window as we pulled onto the road.
Yeah.
This day was going to be long.








