The confused girl

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Summary

Losing someone in the middle of a conflict is a unique kind of grief that often carries a lot of "what ifs" and guilt. Please be gentle with yourself. Those final words said in anger don't define the entirety of your relationship or how much you cared for each other. ​If you find the weight of this too much to carry alone, please consider reaching out to a trusted friend, a family member, or a grief counselor. You don't have to process this silence on your own.

Genre
Drama
Author
Ritika
Status
Ongoing
Chapters
1
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

Chapter 2

Then, I’ve had feelings from the very beginning, so I think you’re my type. Let’s get into a relationship so we can get to know each other as more than just friends. I accept your request, and I hope we’ll be happy together.

Alex: "Yeah, you’re right. I didn’t expect that you had a crush on me too! It’s my pleasure. I will never disappoint you or make you regret this. I won’t let you go. I promise to be the best boyfriend and to never leave your side during difficult times."

Anya blushed, feeling so excited. The next day, she started waiting for him.

Anya: "How much longer will it take for him to come online? When will I get to talk to him? Until he logs on, I’ll just re-read yesterday’s messages so I can feel that happiness all over again! Wow!"

Anya started blushing again. Eventually, Alex came online and was the first to text her. Within a few days, Anya became addicted to Alex. She always wanted to talk to him and started staying up until late at night waiting for him.

After a while, he started avoiding her because he found her constant presence annoying. She would be online all the time. Even though he told her, "Sorry, I was busy with work," she noticed something else.

Anya: "But I see you active every time! Whenever I text you, you immediately go offline. How angry do you expect me to be?"

He replied, "It wasn’t me; it was my best friend using my account."

I asked for his friend's name, and he said it was Sam.

Anya: "Oh, that’s a nice name, by the way. I’m so glad you weren’t avoiding me. Love you so much, baby. Sorry for that We had a misunderstanding, my darling, and then he went offline. I was with him so happily; when I spent time with him, I couldn't even imagine how fast the time went. A few days later, we fought with each other. I told him, "You aren't the same; you've changed."

He started arguing and said, "I didn't change. You were the one who was annoying me; you wasted my life." Then, the next day, his friend sam  came online and texted me that Alex had been in an accident and had passed away.

In that moment, I went numb. I started crying. I never expected this to happen to you. I regret so much that I wasn't there. I wasn't expecting this from him either. I just want to tell him that he put so much effort into me, so why did he do this? For three days I have been depressed. I can't even talk to anyone about it, but it really hurts me i hope it ws just a dream....

                                               (CONTINUE......)