The Alpha Female

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This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.

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***Author’s Note 4/5/2022

I’ve decided to edit this book in the near future.But for now, Enjoy <3

~kezwroteit

She gave birth to me, but she wasn’t my mother.

He saved me but he wasn’t my father.

They say I’m cold, but they made me this way. They said I won’t reach far and here am I about to be their leader. They say that I’m a poor little girl But I’m their new alpha.

Lost in a world of torment and pain you find me. The once shy, sad and lonely little girl. My soft delicate features enough to deter you from hurting me but my vicious wrath enough to frighten you to death.

Do not fall in love with people like me. I will travel the world with you. I will make you feel so special only to be your undoing. I’ll act as though I love you and use your weakest points against you. And when I leave you, you’ll understand just why storms are named after people.

I am never serious and always too serious, Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, Too cold hearted. I’m like a collection of paradoxes.

I’m not heartless, I just learn to use my heart less. I’ve learnt to hung up on the people in my life that I’ve been calling, and they refused to answer. Being a cold hearted bitch wasn’t a part of my plan but here am I..

I don’t need anyone to rectify my existence, the most profound relationship I will ever have is with myself. And it will always be like this.

I grew up with both my parents; their only child. We lived in a house I’d never call home. They were the perfectly happy couple outside of our wretched house. They knew how to place up an excellent facade in front of their pack, the lovey dovey alpha and luna but when they stepped foot inside of our house the war and the rage roared louder than anything I’ve ever experienced. Loud enough to scar me, loud enough to make me curse having a mate.

My parents were excellent leaders, I had to give them that. They’re loyalty to their pack was unbreakable and they knew how to flexiblize to make their pack comfortable at any cost. The twist to the story was this: They lived out of town, no pack member has ever seen our house, No pack member has ever seen me.

My parents kept my gender a secret, they never once mentioned me as a boy neither a girl, but the pack assumed immediately that I was a boy. I wanted it exactly like this. I wanted the big reveal to be epic and show every werewolf society that a female lead role was as perfect, strong and powerful as a man.

I’ve been to the pack a couple times, but I was completely in disguise. No one there noticed me. I studied the pack. I knew their weak links, which I ought to fix, I knew their strongest link that I personally love, and I know all the traitors. I know how much deals that were passed by because of the traitors. I kept my mouth shut. Under my rule everything will change. I will make my pack strong, stronger than it was now, and seeing that it was the third strongest pack across the globe, it spoke a lot.

I am strong, stronger than my dad. He trained me. I respect him. I don’t love him. He treated me like a warrior more than a daughter and sometimes I thank him for that because it teaches me to be strong. He helped me rid my weak points and build on my strongest points. He is an amazing trainer but no points for being a dad.

My mother she remained out of the game. She is an excellent fighter just like me and my dad. She is clever and slick and always one step ahead of her prey. She loves my dad but the rift between them was the issue of her being infertile. The accident that caused this happened a few years ago when my dad left town. She was weak then and that was her motivation for being this excellent example of a female warrior. She told me to keep it a secret from dad what had happened, and I did, loyalty ran in my veins. Every single time that an argument rose between them she would stay quiet for the most part but little by little I could see it breaking her. I give a few months before she breaks. The accident does take a toll on my father because being an Alpha and infertile doesn’t go hand in hand. He thought that this was a strike to his ego and keeping this bad news from his pack was a leak in his loyalty to them. He hates himself for doing that and my mother suffers the raw end of his hatred. But being mates does have its perks because he has never hit her, and he protects her all the time. But the arguments.... Woah. Its overbearing.

“It’s a few days from your eighteenth birthday Aziki. u do know what that means right?” My father boomed across the room. I gazed at him with ferocity and said confidently

“Yes sir, I do and anything you choose to do will be liable in my sight.” He gazed out the window sensing my mother’s approach. She walked slowly into the kitchen and fixed the collar of my suit.

“Darling you already know what is going to be bestowed upon you. It is now your time to acknowledge the situation and choose wisely.” She said. She always knew how to say stuff that twisted things. I looked at her seriously and then to my father. He looked at her, love flashing for a quick second in his eyes then he boomed.

“Your mother is correct Aziki. You must choose. You’re our only child but you remain the eldest so the title will always be yours. You just only have to choose.”

“Father I understand. The pack needs me and my governance. I have already chosen. I will be their alpha. I pledge my loyalty to them” I said strongly. My father looked at me with pride in his eyes and my mother stroke a dashing smile. In this moment I wished we were closer because right now I could feel our bond and if this was how family felt I was ready to dive fully in at all costs.

I looked through the window and saw my pack house far out in the distance. It was where I was going reign. I was going to lead there. They were soon going to be my pack.

“Father, I’m not having second thoughts but Am I going to be accepted by the pack?” I asked. I already knew his answer, but I wanted to be assured. Anger blazed in his eyes.

“They have to accept you and respect you. They don’t have a choice!” He bellowed, shaking the house slightly. I held a stoic expression across my face and my mother shone with pride.

“I am still their reigning Alpha and they have to listen to me. I am bestowing my Alpha title upon you and whether they like it or not, you’re taking over. That’s Final!” He bellowed loudly once again. His wolf was taking over. His eyes darkened and my mother immediately held him, and he regained his composure.

“Listen Aziki, Because of your mother’s infertility I cannot have another child. I never intended to place such a heavy burden on you but somethings in life you can’t change, and I really would prefer a male being alpha but you’ve proven yourself to me. I Respect that” He said calmly. I bowed in his presence and he and my mother left the room.

I walked over to my balcony peering over at the city that fell below. It was beautiful and magnificent. It was a human town. They were peaceful and they worked in unison. To me they were a pack. I loved strolling through the town, it was an escape of my life. Sometimes I wished I was human.

“Hey sexiest girl alive” I cringed... This was not the time for his silliness.

“Pauper, I’d rather not have you grace me with your presence.” I whispered harshly.

“You know I’m immune to your harsh comments Woolcock.” He said cockily.

“Xavier, how many times must I reprimand you for calling me Woolcock!” I said angrily. He rubbed my shoulders, irritating me further and walked over to my bed, sitting comfortably.

“Come on Woolcock. You know you can’t rid me. Don’t you.?” He raised his eyebrows teasingly at me. I burst into laughter. He always did that to me.

“Now there you are! My baby” He shouted. I eyed the door to my room warily. My parents don’t even know I laugh much less to have Xavier Mitchell call me baby.

“How did you get in here?” I asked him.

“Of course, Alpha would allow me in here. Afterall I am his strongest warrior.” I scraped my throat.

“Ahem, have you heard about Aziki Rodden?” I whispered sassily.

“Of course! Who doesn’t know the sexiest girl alive” He whispered jokingly but he soon realized it wasn’t a joke. Who knew me?

Xavier is the only person from the pack that knows where I live and that I’m the alpha to be. He found out by accident and he swore to secrecy that he wouldn’t tell anyone. He is a nice person and he knew my capabilities. He knows that I could take him out and the whole pack by myself without any weapons. I was fully trained. I was fit for Alpha role.

“My pack, my pack doesn’t know me Xavier.” I whispered harshly. He knew that this was the time I would’ve withdrawn from the world and go into training, so he whispered.

“Come on Woolcock, Let’s go sparring.” I grabbed his outstretched hand and we both strutted to the basement to the sparring field.

It was four days to my birthday, and I could feel the tension in my body. I could feel the blood in my veins. I wasn’t anxious or nervous. I was exhilarated. I was ready to show my pack I was ready. I was ready to prove to myself that I was ready, I was good enough.

And with that tug in my heart, I left Xavier with a few broken ribs, a broken ankle and injuries spreading all over his body.

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